Early in the mornig, before the sun had even risen,
Yuri quietly crept to Jessica's bedrooom,
wanting to check up on her to see if she's badly injured or so yesterday.
Since its still extremely early in the morning, there was no doubt that Jessica would be still in bed,
sleeping.

Crepting into the room, Yuri gently turned the door knob and the door opened.
Taking a deep breath, Yuri slowly walked into the room.
To her horror, there wasnt anyone on the bed.

Yuri's heart skipped a beat.
Looking around the calm quiet room,
Yuri spotted a piece of note on the study table.
Literally dashing over there with her inhuman speed,
she widened her eyes in shock as she read the note.

Im sorry i've chosen to leave.
After thinking for a night, i doubt im able to continue staying here.
I cant stand watching the one i loved to be in the arms of another.
I cant stand the ones loving me to be hurt.
I know, i know all of you are concerned about me, but im fine.
Its just that i've left, but please dont forget me, will you?
Yuri, if it happens that you're reading this
Please know that i still love you although im not sure if you were really unfaithful to me.
After a night, i figured out
I figured out i cant bring myself to hate the person i truly love.
But i cant continue any further, im going to hurt you.
Dont bother looking for me because the truth is going to hurt you.
However, if this note got found out by Tiffany/Sunny/Taeyeon/Yoona
Please convey the above message to Yuri.

I love you guys
Stay happy, Princess Taeyeon&Tiffany
Continue smiling, Princess Yoona&Sunny
I love you, sweetheart.

Love,
Jessica

Yuri's eyes watered as tears streamed down her face freely.
Hot warm tears streamed down her face and landed onto the note.
On the note, other than the new patches of water drip,
there were old dried ones.
It seemed as if,
as if Jessica did teared up writing this note before leaving.

Yuri's eyes then turned in a fierce yet cold looking pair.
Fists all clenched up with the piece of note in her hands,
Yuri ran all the way into Sooyoung's room and pinned her up against the wall.

"YOU!" hissed Yuri angrily as tears streamed down her face.
"What did you tell her?!"
"WHAT DID YOU TELL HER?!"

Sooyoung smirked.

"Why?"
"Are you throwing your temper at me now?"
"Did you baby Sekyung pissed you off and you went looking for your beloved sweetheart but she just yanked you away?" mocked Sooyoung sarcastically, not even bothered to retaliate.

"STOP YOUR LIES"
"WHAT HAVE YOU TOLD HER LAST NIGHT?!" boomed Yuri's voice over Sooyoung.

Just then, Taeyeon and Yoona came rushing into the room together with Tiffany and Sunny.
The 4 came in with a surprised look but went off immediately to pull Yuri apart from Sooyoung.

There is this something special about Yuri.
Whenever she is provoked, to a certain extend,
it would activate her inner extreme powers,
be it strength, speed, agility etc.

"YURI!" shouted Taeyeon with authority as she held her down with Yoona tightly.
"Get a hold of yourself!"

"Yul unnie, whats wrong..?" asked Yoona worriedly.

It was the very first time,
for Yoona to see the breakdown of Yuri,
tears overflowing Yuri's face.

"She left.."
"Tae.. she left.." cried Yuri as she dropped to her knees, revealing the note in her hands.

Tiffany spotted it and swiftly grabbed it from Yuri.
After every word, Tiffany's eyes widened.

"Taengoo.." called Tiffany as tears fell down her face.
"Jessi left us, she left.."

Sunny couldnt believe her ears,
she swiftly snatched the crumpled note over but the reaction was the same as Tiffany's.
Taeyeon buried Tiffany's head into her chest,
comforting her crying lover.

"Baby doll, we'll look for her alright?" cooed Taeyeon sadly.
"Dont worry baby doll, we'll find her"

Tiffany nodded sadly as glared at Yuri angrily.

"It is you!"
"All your fault, its all your fault that Jessi left!"
"How could you, how could you do something unfaithful to her!" shouted Tiffany in tears.

"Shh.."
"Baby doll, its not anyone's fault okay?"

"I really wasnt unfaithful to her!"
"It really wasnt me!"
"I didnt want to explain because i felt that if i were to explain it further"
"It would look as if im really trying to cover things up!" exasperated Yuri desperately in tears.
"I love her, i love her!"
"Why none of you believed me?!"
"Even her!"
"She said, she claimed that she love me but she never believed me!"
"She didnt trust me!"

"Look at yourself then!"
"During the whole process of competing the candidates together"
"You were always helping Sekyung"
"You didnt even bother if Jessi was hurt!"
"You always came last!" shouted Tiffany back angrily.

"Yul unnie, thats true.."
"You were the one she always needed"
"But you always arrived last.." said Yoona sadly with a sigh.

Yuri's eyes dropped.
Tiffany and Yoona were right, she was always the last to care about Jessica.
But after the competition, she stayed by her side all the time.
Didnt she?

"Well, if you girls wanna continue quarrelling"
"Can you please do it outside?"
"I know you immortals dont need sleep"
"But mixed lycan-immortal needs her sleep" said Sooyoung as she rolled her eyes at Yuri.

Looking at that pathetic look, Sooyoung couldnt stand it.
Sooyoung chuckled mockingly and went over to Yuri,
stared at her with a mocking look.

Yuri growled.

"Thats enough Sooyoung"
"You better keep your hands to yourself now before anything turns nasty" warned Taeyeon as she walked over to pick Yuri up.

"Well, who's the one insisting?" rebutted Sooyoung as she plopped back down onto her bed.

Taeyeon and Yoona sighed and brought Yuri out of the room,
following behind was Tiffany and Sunny,
in tears.

Bringing her out to a quieter place, Taeyeon and Yoona looked at Yuri with a stern firm look.

"Look Yul"
"We have a brief idea where Jessica will be at"
"If you really want to look for her"
"You better clear up that mess that caused her hurt" said Taeyeon with a serious look.

Yuri's eye lit up a little,
looking a little hopeful.
With a nod, she left the 4 immediately.

Jessica, however after leaving the Kims Kingdom,
went back straight to her huge yet cold mansion.
The maids and butlers were really surprised yet glad to see the return of their owner of the house.

"Welcome back agasshi" smiled the butler brightly.

Jessica nodded tiredly and went back to her room.
Taking a quick, she plopped back down to her bed only to realise that her table was filled with letters,
addressed to her name.

Picking up one after another,
it was all the letters from the hospital,
reminding her for her regular check-ups,
the next check-up she missed after getting her blood counted by the doctors.
With a sigh, Jessica just torn all the letters in frustration.

As she squatted down in a corner of her room sobbing quietly,
a thick red mettalic liquid came streaming out of her nose again.
Her vision was getting real blurry then.
Slowly picking herself up, she staggered down to the hall dizzily with her blood dripping after her every steps from her nose.

The maids were shocked with what they saw.
Butlers started surrounding Jessica.
Before Jessica could utter a single word, she fell onto the floor with a loud thud.

"Quick, call for the chaffeur" instructed the butler calmly as he put Jessica over his back and ran out of the mansion and got onto the car within minutes.
"Hospital, quick"

The chaffeur turned back and nodded.
Within seconds, they were at the highest speed they could go to the hospital.
Finally, they've reached the hospital after 15 minutes.
Jessica, on the other hand was burning up really badly.

"Doctors!" shouted the butler who brought Jessica into the emergency department.

As soon as the doctors saw Jessica, they came running with a bed.
The butler who carried Jessica here immediately put Jessica down and let out a worried sigh.
Fishing out his phone, he made a phone call.

"Yoboseyo"

"Ah neh Mr.Jung"
"Im the butler of Jungs mansion"
"Agasshi had fainted and i've brought her to the hospital"

"Sooyeon had fainted?"
"It must be that she's too busy playing outside"
"And didnt bother taking care of herself"
"Its okay"

"But it doesnt seemed like it"
"Mr Jung, do you -"

"Thats enough"
"I've have to go for a meeting now"

With a sigh, the butler tried his luck for the second time.
The phone call,
it ringed and ringed but no one picked up.

Few hours later, Jessica was admitted into a VIP ward.
Lying on the bed, looking all emotionless with a infus inserted into her skinny hands.
Connected to the infus, were bags of different solutions.

"Agasshi" greeted the butler politely as he entered the room.
"I've brought what you've asked me too"

The butler walked over to Jessica and passed her a pretty huge paper brown paper bag.
Slowly opening the bag and bringing it out, was a ukelele.
It was a gift for Jessica's birthday when she was younger by her grandfather.

From young, Jessica grew up without her parents' love due to the busy conflicting schedules they had.
Even though when they met, they didnt bother anything about asking her wellbeing but just her academic side.
Her parents wanted Jessica to be either a doctor or a business woman so that she can take over her dad's business.

Only her grandfather, took time to take note of Jessica's interest.
Since young, Jessica had enjoyed singing.
And to be honest, her voice was really sweet and angelic.

"Thanks"
"You can go back now" said Jessica softly as she caressed the ukelele sadly.

"Are you sure you dont need anything?"

Jessica paused for a few seconds before she shook her head with a weak smile.
The butler nodded and headed for the door.

"Whats there for me to need here..?"
"I didnt even have anything left from there to reminisce.."

Then, Jessica started plucking and strumming the ukelele as tears run down her face freely.
Her body were weak, lethargic yet she tried so hard to press onto the chords well.
Her infused hand were even bleeding.
There was blood seen in the tube of the infus.
But neither of those seems to bother Jessica.

Lets just stop blaming each other and let everything turn to particles of dust
Burdens, if only we can put it down then can we return to the past
You love to let things flow naturally, afraid to put in any futile efforts
New experiences, is what i think you would always like to experience and have

Instead of letting you wither in my embrace
I'll rather seeing you in the wrong and regretting
Watching you fly towards your dreams, leaving me alone in tears

Instead of letting you fall weaker and weaker in my embrace
I'll rather you get hurt and tear up

Is it only when you've lost our feelings, before realising its importance

Lets just stop blaming each other and let everything turn to particles of dust
Burdens, if only we can put it down then can we return to the past
You love to let things flow naturally, afraid to put in any futile efforts
New experiences, is what i think you would always like to experience and have

Instead of letting you wither in my embrace
I'll rather seeing you in the wrong and regretting
Watching you fly towards your dreams, leaving me alone in tears

Instead of letting you fall weaker and weaker in my embrace
I'll rather you get hurt and tear up

Is it only when you've lost our feelings, before realising its importance
Is it only when you've lost our feelings, before realising its importance

With the last strum down the strings of the white ukelele,
she slowly put the white ukelele down onto the side of her bed.
And started sobbing quietly,
with her head buried in her knees.

Jessica's POV

Im sorry Yul..
Im sorry, i had to do this..
I dont think im ever getting out of here.

Please, just keep the beautiful side of me inside your memories.
I cant bring myself to hate you,
much less to say about holding the thing against you.

End of Jessica's POV

Sooyoung, was standing outside Jessica's ward.
They were just a door apart.
Sooyoung heard Jessica's singing in tears.
Honestly, it broke Sooyoung's heart to see Jessica in that state.

Instead of entering the room, Sooyoung decided to just leave the bouquet of flowers infront of the door.
She didnt want to upset Jessica.
Afterall, she's used to watching her from afar.

"Feel better, honeystar"
"I'll be watching you" whispered Sooyoung as she left the bouquet of flowers at her doorstep.

Hours later, as Jessica was staring into the windows,
the outside world,
apart from the hospital.
Jessica started missing the beautiful sunset she had seen almost every night in the Kims castle.

A knock on the door was heard and the doctors,
as well as Mrs Jung entered the room.
There was a bouquet of flowers in one of the doctors' hands.

Gently placing it down, the doctors smiled.

"We've found it at the doorstep"
"So we thought of bringing it in"
"And we've told Mrs Jung that you were hospitalized" said the doctors with a smile.

Jessica turned to her mum but there was only an unhappy look on her face.

"If only, could you excuse us for a bit?" asked Mrs Jung coldly.

The doctors nodded with a smile and exited the room.

"Sooyeon, how many times must i tell you that im very busy here"
"Can you please just take care of yourself and stop landing yourself in here?"
"Dont think by landing yourself in the hospital would i visit you often"
"I really dont have the time" said Mrs Jung, a slightly angered tone.

Jessica watched Mrs Jung lecture her in tears.

"Plus, look at you"
"You're already 18 turning 19 soon"
"Cant you take care of yourself?!"
"Stop crying because this is not going to help" said Mrs Jung coldly.
"Look, i dont have the time for you"
"There's another surgery i have to go and assist in" said Mrs Jung coldly as she read the message on her phone before rushing out of the room, leaving the doctors outside with a bewildered expression.

"I know, i know"
"Im a burden, im troublesome, im a hassle.." muttered Jessica sofly under her breath softly.
"Even if its me dying, you wont be bothered, would you?"

"Jessica-sshi, we wanted to tell your mum on your condition"
"Why did she run off?"

"Something cropped up i guess" said Jessica with a shrug.
"Its okay, you dont have to tell her"

The doctors nodded sadly as they read through Jessica's condition statement that was on the clipboard hung at the end of the bed.

"Jessica-sshi"
"We hate to break this to you, but you have leukemia"
"Its pretty bad now since the treatment has been delayed"
"But dont worry, we've prepared and planned out the treatment for you already"

Jessica stayed quiet and listened to her outcoming verdict.

"We'll be going through different levels of chemotheraphy"
"As well as radiotheraphy to efficiently get rid of the cancer cells inside your bone marrow"
"It is spreading way too quickly"

Jessica nodded with a weak smile.

"Its okay, just go ahead with whatever you doctors think would do the job in curing me"
"Im okay with it, dont have to consult me" lied Jessica sadly.

"Are you sure Jessica-sshi?"
"Because there are plenty of side effects for these treatments"
"And actually, we felt that it would be better if you have someone by your side to accompany you through" advised the doctors with a concerned look.

"Im good alone doctors"
"I dont want to bother anyone" said Jessica.
"If there's nothing else, can you please leave me alone?"

The doctors nodded with a concerned look and exited the room.
After the doctors exited the room, Jessica went over to the bouquet of flowers and fished out a card in it.

Feel better honeystar
I'll always be watching out for youn from afar
Im sure you'll finished everything and win this battle
Because the honeystar i knew never cried for mercy but fought on tough

Love,
Mutt.

"Thanks mutt" whispered Jessica at the card as she picked up the bouquet of flowers and chucked it into the glass vase thats on the side table beside her bed.

Jessica's POV

This mutt..
Sometimes i really dont know if i should hate her or love her..
I mean, not that kind of love i have for Yuri.

My love, for Yuri would never be replaced.
Forever, even if i were to leave this world one day.

End of Jessica's POV

A/N: Hey readers, 2nd chapter up for today.
Sad huh?
Well, Yuri's gonna solve everything and come back for Jessica.
Hopefully?

Have fun reading.
And oh right, the song that i put in for this chapter,
it was actually a Chinese song but i had it translated with a little change in language.
Nevertheless, here's the song for the readers out there who understands Chinese.
I thought it was a pretty sweet yet sad song.
遺憾 - 方炯鑌Abin

Hope you peeps enjoyed this chapter.
Enjoy your remaining Sunday!
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