chapter 8

I CAN'T

Her steps are heavy...every step...she felt ...sad...so sad...she went up to their bedroom...when she first saw this...house... room she's so happy...its white...pristine white...calming..whenever they're her she felt...comfortable...free...from prying eyes...

They've stayed married (virtual) for two years , 6 weeks...and one day today...there last day... as virtual marriage couple...

her eyes looked at the head board of the bed...pictures...memories are stick there...their memories...she smiled...a sad smile...

they decide..well more of she begged him...for him...for his health

That night when she went to JYP with the other fx members, she was so worried ...for him

At the parking lot when they arrive Wooyoung was waiting for them

"hello" he greeted

"Hello" they greeted back

"hyung is  waiting for you...come ill bring you to him"

he guided them inside the building they went to the room Khun was resting.Outside the room JYP and Minjae are talking

"what happen MInjae-ah"JYp asked, they didn't notice that they are there

" The doctor said exhaustion and lack of sleep, he needs to be  dextrose and at least to have a rest for a day or two to catch some sleep" MInjae explained

"I never thought that Khun would be the first one to actually ....be the first patient"says JYP with a worried frown.

JYP have ordered to have a doctor in the building where they have rehearsal... for their talents to be treated with first aid immediately in case of accidents and emergency and also the media won't make a big fuss if their are just mild injuries.

"good evening ,Hyung" says Wooyoung

"ahh...wooyoung... good evening" he said and  looked whose with him

"uhm...sister in law and Fx ,they went to see Khun hyung"

"ohh...okay his inside"he smiled at them at Victoria"his been waiting for you" he said

Victoria had meet JYP oppa back then and he said that he liked me for KHun...well thats behind the camera...

"good evening oppa...and thank you" she said to JYP

"you meet up first with him we'll come in later...you guys talk first"says Amber.She went inside and saw Nichkhun lying in the sofa.... he looks pale

"Nichkhun?"

Nichkhun turns slowly ,when he saw her he  tried to get up.

"No...don't" and she runs to him quickly  to prevent him from standing.

"IM fine already " he said

"No your not... i heard that you'll need to take a rest and to be dextrose" her control broke...she choke a sob "exhaustion and lack of sleep...what to do" she said

"i'll be fine...after  I take  a rest and the IV i'll be fine" he said

"no your not ...your schedule is crazier than ours... you need to drop a show... so that you can have a decent rest"

Nichkhun looked at Victoria her words is scaring him "What are you saying" he said...his afraid of the answer she is going to give.

"drop a show...like WGM.. "she said almost  in a whisper

"NO..." he said indignantly

"But...you need ..to" Khun cuts her off

"NO...THIS IS THE ONLY EXCUSE I HAVE TO BE WITH YOU...TO SEE YOU...."his voice roar, he took a deep breath to calm himself  "you don't want to this anymore...you don't want to be with anymore"

"KHun please listen to me...listen to reasons please" she begged. but khun didn't budge and looked away from her

"Khun please...i only thought of it because of what happen to you tonight" she says..reasoning to him

The door opened and their daughters went in

"sorry if we barged in..Khun appa...look at Victoria unnie...she 's thinner now...but she 's not complaining oz she like doing WGM with you" says Amber

"coz like you...its her excuse of showing her feelings for you" says Krystal

"your both suffering..but not complaining" added LUna

Khun looked at Vic ,whenever they shoot we got married she is wearing large clothes...

"sorry... sorry...im so stupid ...im your husband...i just assumed that your dieting because of your comeback...thats why i always bought you vitamins and fruits...as supplements"

"i know...i know" she said" we can always call each other right...its not like we are not doing it now...we are communicating outside wgm"

2PM members butted in too

"yeah...as if that can stop you" says chansung, 

"your calling her long distance"says Taec.

"if theres a will there's a way" says Krystal

and all of their members agreed

NIchkhun and Victoria looked at heir members/friends and smiled.

her remembering that night was stopped by  a familiar voice

"Victoria..."

Victoria closes her eyes...she can feel the sadness in his  voice... she take a deep breath before she turns around and look at her husband...

"Nichkhun" a tear fell at her eyes as soon she sees him, Khun went towards her, in his eyes sadness is so raw...

"Don't cry" he said softly and wipes her tear with his thumb "your eyes is red already"

"yours too...its red " she said and hold Khun's face in both her hands. Khun shrugs but didn't actually denied it...on his way here tears start to falling, he calmed himself when Minjae hyung said their almost there.

"Your the one who suggested this" he said,trying to change the subject and to lighten up the atmosphere

"you agreed to it too" she answered back.

"you...all of you guys gang up on me" he said. she pouted at his answer.

Khun upped Victoria's face in his hands and peck a kiss in her lips.

"Promise me ..." he said not letting go of her face " you'll call me..."

Victoria looked at Nichkhun

"WHY? " she asked

"Why what?

"you don't need to be forced anymore...worried that i'll be mad or jealous after this ends"she said to him, she can't asked it that time coz of their members...

"Im not forced or anything... and i love worrying about you...you being jealous...listen to me..and listen very well...i wanted to be in we got married with you coz i want to get to know you...get close to you...this show served its purpose as a trial ground...i want the fans...our 2pm fans..my fans...to get used seeing me with you" he paused to take a breath

""you want your fans to get used seeing you with a girl" Victoria said taking advantage of him pausing.

"i told you to listen.."he sigh "i want them to get used seeing me with you...being with you...not with any other girls...but you...only you... Victoria" he said the last few words... he said it in most honest, tender voice asking her to believe him

"are you confessing ?...aren't you just confused?...coz we are in this situation" she said .

"yes to the first question and to the second somehow ...no...but i don't want to act carelessly...abruptly...rush into things...coz i don't want people to think im just doing this because i got carried away...but there's one thing im sure of ...i like you, victoria...like you for real" Khun says.

"what ...what to do...what to say....i ...i... like you too ...but...but..." says Victoria mumbling.

"Victoria...Victoria...i confessed coz i want you to know how i really feel... you don't have to be pressured into answering me now... and im happy that you like me too...for real , right?" Victoria nodded ,Khun smiles big when she nodded " lets not rush into things...okay...lets take a breather... i know your worried...our career...our dreams...its connected to what are we feeling for each other...." he paused for a while Victoria looked at him trying to grasp everything he is saying." what im saying is let us make sure of this feeling...if we are ready to take the step ...it would be a big leap...its for us...we also need time...so that people won't say we just did it because we got carried away with the virtual thing...ahhh its so complicated..." Khun says helplessly

"your saying...you like me...and i...ahh...like you too" she blushed" but we're not couple yet...coz people may judge what we feel is not really what we feel..."

"well basically yes...what i feel for you is real...i just don't want others to taint what i feel for you...truly ...honestly feel for you..." he said

"so no string attached" she asked....KHun didn't know if he should say yes or no

"the right thing to say is yes no string attached ...but i want to say is please don't date anybody...and if possible hope you won't like anybody the way you like me or like some guy more than me...but" he say hesistantly

"I get it.... that goes to you too" she said smiling

"HUH?!" Khun

"don't like anybody else too...." she said with a warning.

"Khun" minjae calling from the stairs "we will start filming"

"Arasso" says KHun "let's go "

Let's go

the virtual marriage is about to end....

the true feelings is now being tested...

 

 

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sorry it took so long having difficulty doing this

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NUR2501
#1
Chapter 34: Such a very nice ending! Good job authornim^-^
AzulEmor #2
Chapter 35: Congratulations Leiea! So proud of you!
KimTaengo
#3
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#4
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congrats ;)
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ahaha congrats on the feature! and yay some HOTTEST love
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Congrats on the feature!! Khuntoria!!
AandL_DirtyTales
#8
It's a good fic
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Congrats! :)