chapter 18

Fx is coming here...she is coming...we are going to be in a same continent again...what to do...

is it okay now...what to do

God... three years...three long years...

he survived those years...good thing that they are always have a tight schedule...so they are dead tired when they are in their room...can't barely think of anything but people you love...care...no time for sour graping...regret...no thinking of what ifs...

somehow friends...family...his JYP and his family...and...

love ...

love...

Victoria.

is fate giving him signs...

that's its okay now....

that its time...to give love a chance...

we have been focused on our careers... is it?

is it really okay?... deep in his heart begged the its okay now...his fingers unconciously gently grip the ring hanging in the necklace around his head...its their ring...he tried to take it off when news about her and Kyu became headline...and the fact he don't see her wearing it anymore...hurt s...but he can't not wear it, so what he did is put it near his chest...his heart.

"hey Oppa...Khun oppa" Say Sunye" KHUn~~~" she said a little bit louder to get his attention, he looks like in other world

"Oh...ah...Sunye-ah" he said startled "why" he is at the practice room,alone, in their JYP building in New York.

"JYP oppa want to give you this" she said, and as she handing him the envelope s and the other wonder girls enters the room ,all smiling. He looks at her then to their members , 2PM and wg...they just smiled

"what's this..." khun said bewildered, Sunye smiled big

"Blessings, his blessings" she said.he seem confused a her words.

"just take it and look" shouted Taecyeon.Big smile on his face.

He took the envelope and look inside...ticket...ticket to SM TOWN CONCERT... his eyes went big,he looked at everyone, confirming...Taecyeon, Chansung,Junho,Junsu and Wooyoung...Yubin,Sohee,Hyelim and Yenny.they all smiled at him nodding

"Is this a go signal" he said unbelievingly...his heart is thumping.

"Yes, Khun..." says a voice behind his friends. Junho and Junsu parted and JYP emerged, his smiling.

"and we are all going too" Yubin wave her ticket and the rest showed theirs too. HIs smile became big

"thank you...thank you...thank you very much" he said and went down on his knee and bowed...all bawled at his action

"hey you don't need to that" they all said to him, JYP went to him first and made him stand up

"we are a family...no need to do that"...he says to him and smiled...

" I made you guys worry about me...this pass year...i was..." he was saying and Taec off

"your hurting" he say

"your trying to survive"says WOo

"your working hard as a responsible member of our group" says Junsu

" your enduring pain... too much pain... for us so that we won't get through again what happen with...jaebum-hyung then...and for her...to protect her"Junho

"you kept quiet for three years not saying anything but we are happy that you didn't hid it from us..."says Chansung "well you really need not to tell...even without words ...we understand"he said with teary eyes.

Khun looks at their maknae, he smiled as he see him in tears, the tear welling up in him stops when he see at hannie...his really so fast to cry,

"don't cry...you giant ape" he said to him jokingly.

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"Oppa, can i go out for a while" Vic asked their manager.

"weh..."

"Unnie can i come with you?" asked Krystal

"weh...well ...okay" otoke...she was planning on going to a record store...to grab 2PM'S new album here in States.

Krystal whispered to her "neh, unnie i know your going to buy their album" Victoria blushed...oww caught in the act.

for the past years..she never forgot about him...how can she when he is the one she always think of...she read somewhere,when she was practicing her english, "many are the stars i see, but in my eyes no star like thee" .

Its always been him...even though some of her SME friends that its better to date someone in their company... but she can't..how do you say to your heart who to love and not to love.

In trying to avoid another bashing...or any assault from anybody, Victoria hid her ring given by KHun with the wider ring she bought,..it never comes in to her mind to take it off even when they broke up...she just can't...

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SM TOWN CONCERT

JYP ARTIST arrive at the concert, a connivance between SUJU,FX ,Shinee,Wonder girls and 2PM to help their friends to be together again. the two hearts they know that withstand the hardship of being away to the one they love...so this would be the right time...their loved for each other matured...so its not out of caprices or whim, cause they waited...their heart still feels the same.

JYP stayed at the front right side of the stage, garb in simple clothes so that they won't attract attention.

Khun watch as FX was the one performing in the stage...

Victoria... my Victoria

he said as he looking at her proudly...they are now widely known and popular...the sacrifice that he endure ...succeeded.Can his heart now be prioritized...

At the backstage all the sm artist are preparing for their last performance,Victoria practicing their last performance, when Minho went to her and drag her at a side of the stage where you can see the audiences in the right side of the hall.

"NOona look closely at the fans in that side...look carefully"...a familiar small head ...is what she saw...the face he achingly love to see.

"NIchkhun"

Khun felt someones gazes to him...he looked around and found bunny eyes looking at him.

"VIctoria"

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the concert ends...the artist are in the backstage...JYP and SM artist...

but someone is missing

"weh" he said "where is she?... doesn't she wanted to see me" he asked

"weh...don't be glummy..she wants to see you but she is so nervous right now...you should come to her" says Amber

"will you bring me to her?" KHun asked

"with pleasure" and everyone escorts her to the waiting room of FX

in front of the unlocked door KHun was so nervous words won't come out of his mouth.Eunhyuk knocks for him.

"go in...its not your first time here, isn't it"says Leeteuk

inside the room KHun got stuck at the door...in front of him Victoria was in front of a mirror eyes closed as if praying...

"Victoria" he said softly

Victoria opens her eyes and saw the face she always wanted to see...the one she terribly misses

"nichkhun" she said in almost a whisper.

they looked in each other's eyes in the mirror...greedily looking...gazing at them...for the longest time.

"i miss you" they both say at the same time...

KHun walks to her, his eyes never leaving her ,frightened that everything is a dream...as he reached her she holds her face and kiss her...

at first it was light..slowly kissing her as if cherishing every moment...his kiss convey's how ... he loves her...to be with her...eternally...

Victoria felt the kiss ...the way he kisses her...like a promise...she cried as they are kissing...

no words needed...their heart spoke already... as if three years never happen

their heart ...their love have never FORGETS or the feelings never left its always in their heart...always... the love is always...their

I will wait for you until you come.
Cause I can't forget your love.
I think the tears will start falling.
If I just think of you.

It just gets worse and worse.
I can't stop thinking about your love.

I don't think I am able to forget.
Everything about you.

I don't think I could believe it.
If you came back.

I can't forget your love.
Whenever it may be.
Until you return.
I'll wait.

I can't forget your love.
Whenever it may be.
I'll wait.
Cause I can't.
I can't forget your love.

While thinking about you.
and not being able to sleep.
The tears that seem like they will fall.
I can't stop them so.
alone, sometimes,.
I'll cry.

In this world.
Only you.
Only my ---, yeah (I couldn't understand this part! Sorry).

Once I lost you.
What was left of mine.
was nothing.