its been a month since that painful day.

"Khun, your latest song is reigning the charts since for the last three weeks and by the way it looks it will stay longer, how do you feel about it?" asked the MC

KHun look at the MC smile plastered in his face "ahh ...we are really happy that a lot of people love the song...and to the hottest thanks for the love and support" he said still smiling.

"yes thank you hottest...saranghae" says Junho and the others followed him

"wah thats all for the beast-dols, thank you everyone and keep supporting 2PM and their new single" concluded the MC

2Pm clapped and everyone inside the room

"and everyone that's a wrap" says the director

"thank you very much" says 2PM again and  left the room.  As soon they left the venue Khun's smiling face ,fades, the brightly smile that was on a few minutes back is gone... he was like this since that day, whenever he or the whole group is in front of the camera he smiles brightly like he always is  but one the lights is off  his face is all gloomy. 

2PM tried to talked to him when they arrive , to know what had happen , if it still can be mend, but he refused

all he said is that "she is safer...she won't get hurt...because of me..because of me"

hearing those words, TAecyeon want to scream at KHun's face but he knows that whatever his feeling  is nothing compared to what he is feeling...the one who is terribly hurting inside but can't show.

Minjae whose walking behind the boys at the hall to the parking lot  observes,the boys didn't pester Khun anymore after that day but since then Junho,Junsu,Taec,Chansung and Wooyoung always surrounds KHun when they are walking covering him..protecting him, Khun had become of a  zombie-like,his worried of him...them, he needs to do something, Khun is been in that state quite long, he gave him enough time to lament...but its time to move forward...its his decision, so he need to be responsible of the consequences

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2AM boys are in a TV station waiting area, they have guesting schedules there,

the group is on silence inside the room ,Jinwoon sitting in the couch resting his head back blurted out while looking at the ceiling.

"ahhh...i wonder how khun hyung is doing" he says

"worst" answered kwon who is in his laptop browsing, he is watching the interview 2PM made few days ago"Khun hyung is smiling in this interview alright but his just putting up a front.

"Taecyeon says his a mess, he still do his jobs he still the same but he seemed like ...but still so lifeless, like he just exist, ... his smiles nowadays don't reaches the eyes ...and  its frustrating them"says Seulong

"if his going to be like that why don't he just get back together with her"says Kwon ,exasperated.

"remember when we found hyung at their dorm's basement parking lot, he keep saying "he can't say no to her...that he can't win with her...that he is the cause that she is being bashed...being assaulted...his a useless boyfriend cause he can't protect her...coz he is a burden to her..she doesn't felt she can rely on me"...those were his words...those are the reason that he didn't fight for them to stay together..."says jinwoon recollecting what transpire that night,his heart broke for his hyung...hearing him say those over and over, makes him think that as an idol in love its not easy

"aaahh...aisshh.."outburst of seulong and throw the towel at the wall.

"I went their last night and tried to talked to him" says CHangmin, three heads looks at him in astonished

"why you didn't told us"  they said in unison

Changmin ignored them and continue "he was at the living room sprawled in the sofa...i told him that wouldn't it better if he talked to her and get back together...he just looks at me and says "loving is not only just looking at each other, it's looking in the same direction" ... i think what he meant is that loving each other is not just only being together or saying i love you, its actually .... ah i can't explain it in words, its just that when he said that i understood."

"so your saying...he still loves her but can't be with her..even though his dying to be with her ?"Seulong confirming

Changmin shrugs off and said  "yes"

Jokwon's phone rang, its their manager 

"hey we need to go now said hyung" he said to his group "quickly" he added. 

they hurried out the room, not noticing the two figure  just right the door.

"Unnie"says Luna

"he still loves me" said Victoria her eyes starts to be teary. Luna looked at her and somehow her eyes shone and smiles lit up knowing he loves her...it as a first  since they broke up

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"khun hyung where are you going" asked Wooyoung as KHun was about to open the door

"coffee" he just said and went out

"ill follow him" says Taec, who quickly moves to run after Khun.

At the hallway. khun was counting

1...2...3...4...5 ...

and

"Khun wait up"

Khun rolled his eyes upward...ahhh. he shakes his in exasperation...but he can't blame them...he needs to put his wits together...he got to...for his group... and for her.

they were about to get back at their room when Khun saw Amber,Sulli and Krystal, he instantly drag Taec inside an unoccupied room.

"what the... Khun.."  but he  just shushed him

"division of labor huh.."says amber

"ah huh...VIctoria unnie  and Luna unnie for starking and the three of us here for the gag show"

"neh Sulli does umma still listen to his cd ?" asked Krystal,Sulli nodded

"what i don't understand is why does she broke up with him and why does his not doing anything to make up with her?" krystal "so confused"

Amber smiled at Krystal " simple she loves him ...she doesn't want him hurt and that ...she doesn't want him to have an added pressure"she paused "plus ..she really doesn't want to break up then but her seeing him all work up and so worried to what his fan did she just blurted out the words...she also said she wanted to take it back then but she froze"

Krystal nodded.

"and she run after he went out right where we found her looking"says Sulli

"and somehow even though their love is right...the time is not right... its against them." added Amber

"maybe ...he still listen to his song you know" informed Sulli"till she fall asleep"

"ahh...hate this...they love each other but can't "

"Ei girls lets go your running late" called their manager

"neh oppa" followed by hurried steps

Inside the room,Khun  smiled and this time it reaches his eyes...Taec smiled too

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another five months 

at 2PM villa , the boys are watching TV together

"yah boys i got good news for you... " 2PM boys looked at him expectantly

MInjae sshi paused a little more longer ...

"YAH...HYUNG" 2PM shouted together

"your advancing to america and we will be leaving in two weeks time...so prepare " said MInjae grinning ear to ear

"really...reaally" they all say 

"really...really" he said nodding non stop, all of them jumps up and down...

"BREAKING NEWS...VICTORIA FX LEADER  GOING OUT WITH SUJU'S MAKNAE KYUHYUN"

KHun's head whipped around to the TV, pictures of Vic and kyuhyun are being flashed in the TV...kyuhyun holding Victoria by the shoulder

KHun's  heart break...

  IN FX dorm

"ottoke... no..no..."says victoria shaking her head

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two big news 

2PM IS SOON TO DEBUT IN STATES AND LEAVING THE NEXT DAY...LIKE THE WONDER GIRLS THEY'LL BE STAYING THERE FOR A LONG TIME

VICTORIA AND KYUHYUN ACCEPTED AS A COUPLE...SME KEEPING QUIET

 

TWO HEARTS BROKEN BUT HAPPY FOR EACH OTHER

She's happy for him ,their advancing to the states but he won't be staying at KOrea ...when he will he be back she didn't know...her heart is breaking. she send him away secretly..she went to the airport incognito...now she is looking at him walking with s, he stopped and looked around, looked her way,she ducked .

KHun felt as if someone was looking at him...he looked around find nothing unusual, he shrugged his shoulder and moved forward.at the walkalator a tv flashed news..he saw Vic and Kyuhyun's pic, he smiled bitterly...but he can't do anything about it...HIs happy for her...finally she doesn't need to hide who she loves...deep in his heart it asked...why he isn't the one...why.

Taec and JUnsu pats him in the shoulder "lets go" , he nodded...

bye Korea we won't be back  ...for quite sometime...take care of my love that's not mine anymore

a tear escape in his eyes, he quickly brushed it off with his thumb ...

A lone tear fall in her eyes as she can no longer see him 

bye ...be safe always my love who is not mine anymore