chapter 15

I CAN'T

Her members went out to buy groceries, she can't go with them coz  she doesn't feel like it...she still feeling down, somehow her members felt she wanted to be alone, NIchkhun haven't called her yet or texted her, it means that they are still doing their sched non stop, it also means he haven't a time yet to browse the net, she hopes he won't stumble into it...a hopeless wish.

A knocked on the door startled Vic, oh my looks like her members forgot something, she smiled a little at a thought of her members effort of supporting her...ahh they are the source of her strength as NIchkhun is too.

She opened the door expecting either one of her members, but the person standing in the door surprised him

"NIchkhun" as soon as she see him , she embraced him immediately and tears start falling from her eyes...she don't know why but when she saw him standing there, all her emotions welled up...the frustration...depression and missing him.

"Victoria" KHun held her tightly, GOd how he miss her so much.

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Amber,Sulli,Krystal and Luna arrives at their. They were inside the dorm taking off their shoes.

"What happen at Victoria unnie at the lobby is really traumatic" says Sulli.

"yeah it is...that hardcore fan of Khun appa  is really scary, good thing, its not acid and only vinegar and fish sauce" says Amber

"but still unnie was brought to hospital coz her eyes hurt and red...they are still red till now...but the good thing is she's okay...poor unnie" says Luna

Krystal who is in the front stop all of a sudden

"yah Krystal -ah" says Amber

"shhh" shushed Krystal and pointed at the sofa.

On the sofa  Khun and VIc are both sleeping , Vic engulfed with Khun's embraced, both of them are in deep slumber.

"quiet unnies...Vic umma and Khun appa are sleeping" says Krystal,whispering

"eh he did come...wahh... KHUn appa is really cool" says Sulli in a low voice

"Shhh...unnie have finally slept, she's been having difficulty to sleep these last two days and Khun appa looks so tired from his flight, looks like he went here ASAP"says Amber "aww so sweet" she can't stop saying it

"lets give them a privacy , they haven't seen each other for almost two weeks" says Sulli,

The younger four  of Fx went out again quite , so that they won't disturb the two love birds.they went out silently this time careful not to make too much noise so the two lovebirds won't wake up.

As soon he hears the door click signaling that the door is close, Khun opened his eyes, he carefully remove his arm where Vic's head lay. He looked at her sleeping figure, anger slowly seeps in him, she was harassed by his fans and she didn't tell,again his not there and worst he is the cause why she was assaulted.

Why...why she didn't told him... they had talked that night......damn it

he felt so useless as her boyfriend.

Victoria moved, she slowly wakes up as she felt that Khun's arm is gone. But when she looks around and find KHun sitting beside her, but a little far away. she straighten up from her slump positon.

"NIchkhun"

He looked at her but didn't answer, his face looks grim.

"why do you look like that are you hungry" she said, when he didn't answer she stands upa nd prepared some sandwihes for him to eat. SHe was putting the things she neede for the sandwih when Khun Blurted out the words

"why you didn't tell me about what happen here...what my fan did to you?"KHUn says his voice a little louder than usual

"HUh" says Victoria, feigning innocence at his question." what are you talking about" 

"my hard core fan ...vinegar and fish sauce was thrown on your face"says KHun gritting his teeth, why Victoria is denying it when he heard it from her members what happen.

Victoria stopped at KHun's question....how did he knows about that....

Khun saw her hesitance...and when she answers it blew his top as Victoria denied it.

"no...ther is no..." KHun cut her off

"Yah...i heard it from your members, why are you denying it, why you didn't told me , i called you that night...we talked"Khun's voice louder than usual

Victoria was so shock at Khun's outburst, she just wake up ....pressure at what happen for the last few days and all this interrogation his doing didn't help...she answers him back in controlled voice...but nearly irritated

"coz its already done"  she said " and its  not a big thing"

"what not a big thing, you we're bought to the hospital" KHun heave a heavy sigh trying to control his anger...his frustration that VIc hadn't tell her about it....don't they suppose to be telling each other this things...

"but im okay" she says " why are you so worried"

"why...why" khun said his ears turning red " im your boyfriend for goodness sake how can i not be worried"

"its  done" she  say " there's nothing you can do about it anymore" she said, becoming irritated.

" but at least you could have told me..."

" i don't want you to worry" frustration in her voice, oh why are they fighting, they just saw each other after a few weeks.

"worry... of course i worry about you... your my girlfriend how the heck i won't worry... ...when you got wounded at your practice you didn't tell me"

" it was a small wound" she said

"you almost got hurt at  the concert because of the stampede"

'I was not hurt..i was with Kyuhyun and Changmin"

"well i should have been the one with you  and protected you"

"God Nichkhun... you can not always be there"

"But you could have told me instead and not let me read it or hear it from somebody elses"he said, almost screaming." felt so useless as your boyfriend... i hate it" he said in frustration.

"Then maybe we should stop this" she said  to him in an instant. 

"what do you mean"he said

"Let's stop this then...lets break up" she blurted... once the word come out she wished she didn't say it, she froze at her place ...so as her facial expression

Khun  faces her, he looked in her eyes , her face, gauging  the seriousness of  what she said, the looked in her eyes...it still red from the assault... its like begging him.

Victoria still frozen ...her mind in chaos...oh God no...NIchkhun ...why...why...does she said those words...she doesn't wanted to... oh please Nichkhun...he was looking at her...pain in his eyes at what she just said to him... oh God NIchkhun you babo... say no...don't agree with me please...ahh she wanted to take back what she just said...ahh but nothing will come out of ...seeing Nichkhun's face raw with pain...he smiled...bitterly.

Nichkhun saw Victoria's facial expression...her heart is in turmoil...because of him...she is hurt because of him...her eyes as if begging...he can not win with her...even if pains him...he can't say no to her... he smiled...but his heart broke... shattered to pieces... he said to her

" i could never say no to you" almost in a whisper. with that he walks  every step heavy... heart pounding... when he  open the door he stopped, and looked back at her, her back on him..."bye" and with that he close it behind him.

Victoria collapsed at the floor when she heard the door closes... " bye  he said....bye...he didn't fight back...why... he can't say no to me...   

tears starts flowing in her eyes again, She stands up quickly and run after nichkhun.

But there is no sign of him...she's too late..the elevator   opens she looks back hoping he went back

"Unnie" 

But it was her members...dongsaeng...its not him. tears flowed like waterfalls. her members quickly went to her as soon they  see her breakdown and cry, they ushered her back to their dorm.

"unnie...what happen?" asked Luna looking worried

"unnie , please, where is KHun appa?" Amber.

hearing NIchkhun's name she cried louder.

"Unnie please...your scaring us...what happen...where is Khun appa" says SUlli, already crying cause Vic won't reply back

"we...we... broke up" she said in choking voice.

"He broke up with you" says Krystal indignantly. Victoria shakes her head

"No he didn't i did" she said" i didn't meant to... we are fighting...then i just said ... i just said"Victoria couldn't continue as she brokedown crying again. Amber and Luna hushed her to stop crying.

"he just agreed" says Krystal looking irritated "why didn't he fight back why did he accepted it", victoria shakes her head again and said

"he said he can't say no to me" and cried again " i tried running after him but his gone...he look so hurt at with my outburst"

"He.." Krystal was about to say something when Luna looked at her  begging her to stop...krystal's eyes started to be teary too as she see her members crying... oh god what happen to them....can this still be mend... her unnie love Khun appa...so much...damn those antis...damn them.

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When Khun closed the door behind him, he heard her cry... he wanted to come back inside...but  he didn't... it would only hurt her more ...he went to the elevator but its taking too long...he can't stay longer his resolve is weakening... he went for the staircase and slowly dawned the stairs...every step heavy...every step away from the person he loves so much... every step away from him..away from harm...away from pain...away from him. he felt his feet can't move further he slides down the stair sitting... his phone rang...insistently...could it be Victoria...Wooyoung...its Wooyoung

"Hello hyung...how are..." he was cut off by Khun's news

"we broke up...she broke up with me" he said 

"WHAT" shouted wooyoung, the other members in the room went to him as he shouted 

"Hyung" but the line is dead

"Yah Wooyoung what happen why did you shout al of a sudden" asked JUnsu

"Khun hyung ...he said that they broke up...she broke up with him and then the line went dead" he said

"WHAT"  they all said together, louder.

all of 2pm went  dialing Khun's phone but all result to one, no answer. they all seem anxious  still trying to contact him. Taecyeon stops dialing Khun's and called Minjae shi

"hello" he sadi as soon someone answers.

"Is it Khun hyung " says Junho, others looks at him expectantly

"no...Minjae hyung, we need to go back to Korea now...as in now" he said.

"wehh"  minjae sshi 

"Its Khun...we need to ther with him...he needs us now" he said

"wait im coming there" Minjae sshi sadi as he was with the other JYP PD's.

when Junsu heard who Taec called. he dialled another number

"who are you calling hyung?" asked Chansung

"2AM they are in Seoul...they can be with Khun while we are on our way" Junsu said , as someone from the other line answers

"hyung speaker phone" says Wooyoung the others listen hesitantly

"Yah...JUnsu-ah...do you KNow what time is it here" shouted Changmin, they just returned home and only slept few hours ago.

"Sorry...Hyung...but Khun...he is there and something happen...andh he turns off his phone"with that Changmin shoot up from his bed and shouted

"Seulong,Jinwoon, JOkwon wake up" 2PM hears as Changmin shouted for s.

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"ahh hyung where are you" says Jinwoon in frustration, they went to 2PM's villa but he was not there and now its soon the sun will rise they need to find him soon. his phone rang, its wooyoung.

"hyung hello"

"still no sign of Khun hyung" he asked "we are the airport now we will be there soon, we will look for earlier and faster flight schedule to reach Seoul"

"Nothing hyung...ahhhh...where could he be"

"Did you tried looking at her dorm" suggest Wooyoung.

"he could not be still there isn't he" JInwoon asked

"Jinwoon-ah try please" Wooyoung begged.

"Okay...i ll tell our hyungs" and they hung up

"well " taecyeon looks at him, Wooyoung just shrugs " Khun where are you?" he says in frustration

"Calm down Taec, all of you it won't help...we'll be there... now concentrate on how we can go back to Korea early and fast" csays Minjae sshi comforting the boys

"ahh hyung..." Chansung,wooyoung and Junho whined

"Boys please" says Namyoung, he reprimanded the boys.He knows about it but just kept quiet, and when he heard that Khun is nowhere to be found  that made him decide to interfere and get involve, this boys are like his sons, so he wouldn't just stay at the sideline when things like this happening, he can't let this boys be in pain again like the last time.

their flight is on boarding, so 2PM, minjae and Namyoung quickly went to the designated gate.

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"where are we going to start" asked JInwoon to his hyungs.

"Ill look at the establishments in the vicinity" says Changmin

"Kwon and I would search every floors" say Seulong

"then me ath the parking lot" Jin woon

They all nodded in agreement and went their way.

Jinwoon checked the parking lot open parking lot... no khun hyung.

Kwon and seulong are in the tenth floor already..no khun

Changmin searched the streets around and the park... no Khun

"where are you" they all said in frustration

Jinwoon is at the basement parking... he is anxious...very very anxious...hyung please be here...

at the end of the basement just beside the  fire exit stair case, was a figure... Jinwoon walked hurriedly...

Slumped in the  corner was no other than Khun hyung...

"hyung" jinwoon speed dialled one of his 2Am hyung 

"found him in the basement parking lot near the fire exit stairs." he said, and before he hang up he here a sigh of relief.

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"hello" says Junsu

"Junsu ah , we found him, we are at your place , will stay with" informed Changmin. Junsu sigh , as if a heavy load was lifted from his shoulder. "Thank you, we are now at washington,we are transferring to another plane where we can arrive two hours earlier... call you again...we are about to board" 

"Okay...have a safe flight" 

"Hyung?!" junsu looked at his 2PM members and at Minjae hyung and Namyoung hyung "they found him and his at our place"

Everyone sigh a relief, he is safe...his safe, they all saying in there mind. tears starting to well up in 2PM's eyes.Everything's going to be okay....

 In MInjae and namyoung 's mind they are hoping that no other peolple have the wind of what had happen...they prayed that no one did....please let it be no one.

 

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Chapter 34: Such a very nice ending! Good job authornim^-^
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