Chapter 4

Finally, after searching for about 10 minutes I finally found jaejoong. He was on the rooftop.

He was sitting and his face was buried on his knees. His hands were hiding his face.

"Jaejoong!". I screamed worriedly.  

"Y-Yunho?". Jaejoong asked, still not moving from his position. "W-what are you doing here?".

"I should be the one asking you that! For God's sake, Jaejoong you're sick!". I said worriedly, helping Jaejoong onto his feet. "You shouldn't be her--Jaejoong?".

Jaejoong's eyes were red. Tears were flowing out of his eyes. In that moment, I couldn't help myself but stare at him. This is the first time I saw him crying like this. All this time....he was crying afterall.

I don't know but I felt like I wanted to hug him..

I wanted to comfort him.

"D-don't look at me like that". Jaejoong stumbled, wiping the tears on his eyes.

"You know, even if you're crying..you still look beautiful". I mumbled

"W-what?". Jaejoong asked.

"N-nothing". I answered.

What the heck did I just said?

I put Jaejoong's hand around my shoulder to support his weight. I let him sat on the nearest chair.

Silence filled the atmoshphere.

"So..you've been always quietly crying alone?" I asked in a soft tone; breaking the silence.

Jaejoong didn't answered me. He kept his head lowered.

"It's okay if you don't wanna answer me. I'll be going now then".

I was about to go when Jaejoong pulled my hand.

"Sit". He pulled my hand again and offered me to sit next to him. He pat the space, signalling me to sit there.

All I did was stare.

"What?". Jaejoong poutted his lips. "You don't wanna sit next to me?".

I let go a small chuckle and sat next to him.

"So...care to tell me now?". I asked.

"I don't have a father..". Jaejoong began. " It's just me and my mother. And now that I'm dying...I'm gonna leave my mother all alone.  Mother always smile on me..but I'm sure she'll be very lonely. I don't know how to apologize to her.".

If...

If only I was an Angel, I wouldn't have to make you cry like this, would I?

I can only steal...

"Y-Yunho?"

I'm just a Death God  so i was suppose to end your life.

It was suppose to be easy, and yet...I want  you to keep on living..

"Yunho..where are you going?".

I'm sorry...

Jaejoong....

I'm sorry

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"Yunho". Changmin patted my shoulder. " There isn't much time left Yunho. Today is Jaejoong's last time".

"....."

"Even if you leave him alone, he will still die. We can't save him anyway so at least send him off in an instant".

"......"

"Yunho?...are you listening"

If only I was an Angel.

"Changmin..".

"Yesh?"

"Let's do it!"

It's too late anyway, no matter what I do I cannot change it.

I'm not an Angel...

I'm a Death God

"I'm gonna kiss Jaejoong...I'm gonna end it now"

So forgive me Jaejoong.

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Woah..another update, eh? xD

Sorry if it ..I'll try improving it later :D

My cousin was bothering me to make a for this *coughcough

but nah....I don't think I should >.<

Anyway, Is Yunho really gonna kill Jaejoong now? :(

And Jaejoong's gonna DIE T.T