~~~~~~chapter 1~~~~~~~

If we both would have known our love would turn out this way.

Do you think we would still choose to meet that day under the rain…? ~

Jaejoong and she are sitting in a café in front of each other silently.

She had asked him out to discuss something with him. Not one of them tried to be the first one to break this awkward feeling that lay in the air.

Actually Jaejoong already knows what she wants to talk with him about but this topic is the one he fears the most.

He would have never imagined him being in a love triangle . . . nor being the third party in this complicated relationship.

Even the word “complication” wasn’t in his vocabulary like so many other things that are new to him since he met her.

Never had he been afraid of showing his affection towards someone he likes but right now Jae himself doesn’t understand why he turned into such a coward who is afraid to fight for his love.

There are so many “if only’s” on his mind…

                If only she wasn’t his best friend’s girlfriend…

                If only he wasn’t like a brother to him…

                If only ……

“Jae”, her sudden call makes him come back to reality and leave his thoughts for him to deal later on.

“Jae … I …” “Hey what do you plan to give Yunho as his birthday present?” She was interrupted by him. “Jae, really we need to talk … I …” again she was interrupted by Jae who is trying to avoid his most feared conversation “I thought about buying him a new pet as a present. Hey what do you think about …” “KIM JAEJOONG!!  Right at this moment I don’t give a damn about what to give Yunho on his birthday but about … us…” her voice got quieter and she continues with a mere whispery voice “so please don’t think about him for now. Just think about US.”

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So yeah first update *puh* I know it's not that great, right ?

but please do comment and I will be so happy ;) 

See ya all 

♥fallenangel