I clasped my hands together, trying to calm myself down. ' It's nothing serious, you're just gonna suggest it to him. No problem. '  Slowly , I pushed the door leading into the Student Council Meeting Room. And true enough, Sunggyu was sitting at his desk, busying himself with paperwork. He always looked like he's busy doing something. And he always had that serious-don't-mess-with-me-while-i'm-working look. Okay I'm freaking out right now.

" Oh hi Ho-eun. Looking for me ? " Sunggyu looked up from his mountain of paperwork, pushing his dark-framed glasses up the birdge of his nose.

" Umm yeah ......... I was just thinking that maybe ........... " OHMYGOD WHAT AM I DOING ?

" Yes ? You were thinking maybe ........... , " Sunggyu asked, obviously puzzled by my sudden behaviour.

" I was thinking that maybe you can ask BAP to perform during the senior graduation ceremony ? " I blurted out.

One second passed. 20 seconds. Almost 5 minutes.

" Ummm so ? Yay or nay ? " I asked after building up my bravery to talk to him.

" I'm sorry but I have to decline your offer. I've already found someone else. " Sunggyu answered with his pokerface.

" But they are really good ! Won't you reconsider ? You won't regret it if you invite them to perform during the ceremony , " I persuaded.

No change. Still, I try some more.

" Or why not they come for auditions ? So that you can see them for yourself. It's a fair way right ? " I looked at Sunggyu, hopeful.

" Why are you so enthusiastic when it comes to them ? "

Okay I did not expect this.

" No I'm not. I just appreciate good music and great talent. " I hoped my expression did not betray me.

" Is it as simple as that ? " Sunggyu fired another missile towards me.

Help I'm dying.