I wake up. I feel something heavy on my legs. I sit up and I see Heechul oppa sleeping on my leg. There is still pain in my throat. 

"Mmmmm...." Heechul oppa wakes up from the movement I made. "______-ah! Your awake!"

'oppa' wait.... 'oppa!' why can't I hear my voice? 'Ah!!!" I try to scream, 'AHHHHHHH!!!!' I put my hand against my neck.

Heechul oppa grabs my other hand, "______-ah... I'm sorry... You..... Can't speak anymore..." tears start to roll down his face.

'Mwoh? Oppa... OPPA! oppa........ Tell me it's a lie...' tears start to form at the corner of my eye, 'te..tell me this isn't true.....'

I try to speak and nothing comes out. I screem, I scream as hard as I can and still. Nothing comes out. I start to sob. I scream once more but this time, the stitches on my throat rips apart and blood starts trikle down my neck.

"______-ah!" Heechul runs out of the room and quickly calls over a doctor.

The blood slowly starts to go down my throat and it is hard for me to breath again. I cough out blood again and the Doctors and Nurses rush in to help me then I black out again.

I wake up that night, around 9 pm. I have new stitches and bandages around my neck. I could hear the Doctor talking to Heechul oppa.

"I thought I told you be careful!" I could hear the Doctor lecturing Heechul oppa.

"I'm sorry sir..." I could hear his faint voice.

"She could have almost died today, like 3 days ago. Be more careful! We don't want her to re open her surgery marks again! It's already so damaged due to cancer!"

"I will take note of that... I'm sorry..."

"Good... Now... take care of her well... She is still shocked that she can't talk anymore..."

"Yes sir... Thank you sir." He bows to the Doctor and come in the room.

I look at him. 'Oppa...' I mouthed to him and reach my hand out.

"______-ah.. I'm sorry..." he says as he grabs my hand. I shake my head.

"I will take good care of you now... I'm sorry..."

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A really short update ^^