I fall back on my bed when I get home. I need to call Tasha unnie....I think I’m becoming stagnant in my abilities. She needs to drill me or something. But I’m too tired now. I’ll get some sleep and then talk to her in the morning after I work out. I’m so ticked though. I usually beat rookies easily. But then again, CL was no ordinary rookie. She was good. I needed to step my game up. After all, I had goals to achieve. And what would TOP-sunbae think of me if I failed?