“How are you Kibum?” you asked, smiling sweetly at me. You are wearing a white long dress. It looks good on you and I can’t keep my eyes of you.

 

“Not good. Not good at all.” I sighed deeply. I glance at you, expecting a response, expecting your comforts. But there is none. “I miss you EunAe ah..” 

 

“I know. I miss you too.” That smile is still plastered on your face. I miss those smiles. 

 

“How’s our babies?” that questions makes me uneasy a little bit. I don’t know how can I answer that question.

 

“Fine I guess.” I answer softly. I felt guilty. I never visit the kids. Never once saw them. I don’t even give them names.

 

“You should see them Kibum. They’re your kids. They need their father.” You said softly. There’s a tinge of disappointment in your voice. 

 

“I know that. But I don’t want to leave your side.” I tried to give an excuse. A lame excuse I should say.

 

“I’m not going anywhere yeobo.. I’m still here, lying on that bed. It’s not like I can walk by myself. I’m in coma Kibum.” You laughed bitterly. My heart just shattered when you said that. The truth is too unbearable. 

 

“Anyway, did you give them names?” you asked again.

 

“I’m waiting for you to name them. I can’t choose tem by myself.”

 

“Well, now that I’m here, let’s think about their name. You can register them later.”

 

“But EunAe.. we can choose them later, AFTER you wake up.”

 

“I like HyeSu. Kim HyeSu. It means grace and beautiful. What do you think?” seems like you are ignoring me now.

 

“HyeSu sounds nice. Now EunAe, let’s talk about this. We don’t need to rush things up. After you wake up, we can name our child together.” 

 

“And for the boy, I want Kim Shil Il. It means faith and superiority. You don’t have any suggestions Kibum?” you ignored me again and keep talking.

 

“EunAe, listen to me!”

 

“No, you listen! We should name our child now, when you can still see me.” You said that in a harsh voice. “Wait for me to wake up you say? Until when? 1 month? 1 year? 10 years? Be realistic Kibum, and don’t get your hopes up.” You said that last sentence softly, trying not to cry.

 

I became reel at your words. My voice becomes a whisper. “What did you mean by that?” I stare at you intensely. “What did you mean by not getting my hopes up? Are you giving up EunAe? Are you giving up on me and our children?”

 

“Nothing Kibum. Just drop the subject will you.” You look away from me, not wanting to catch my eyes.

 

“EunAe, answer me.” Unconsciously I raise my voice towards you.

 

“Kibum, we shouldn’t be fighting over this stupid stuff.”

 

“But this is not stupid. We are talking about you, about your life. That is not stupid.” I barely managed to squeak out those last words. “You were never stupid. Your life was never stupid.”

 

“I think I should go now Kibum.” With that you walk away from me. There are tears in your eyes, and it breaks my heart to see that.

 

“Wait EunAe! Don’t go!” I yell as I reach out for your hands.

 

Next thing I know, I woke up to a brightly lit room, gaping at an empty space in front of me where your hands should have been.

 

 

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