our feelings..

goodbye my love..

(you stood there without moving as your tears were falling out, Jaejoong came and pull you into a hug)

Jaejoong: sarang hae..

you: oppa..

Jaejoong: please don't leave me..

you: mian-hae oppa..

Jaejoong: wae?

you: I..I don't..love you..

Jaejoong: goltimal..

you: oppa..

Jaejoong: I KNOW YOU DO!!

(you couldn't take the pain anymore as you shout it all out)

you: fine!! I LOVE YOU OKAY!! I LOVE YOU EVER SINCE WE WERE BORN!!

Jaejoong: that long?

you: YES!! I HAD TO BEAR THE PAIN SO YOU CAN BE HAPPY WITH OTHERS..WITH SHIN-HYE!!

Jaejoong: ------ah? 

you: let me go..I'm willing to let you go..

Jaejoong: andwae!!

(you walk away as Jaejoong grab your wrist and kiss your lips, you tried to push him away but he was too strong)

Jaejoong: sarang hae..always..

you: oppa..please..don't make this hard..

Jaejoong: HOW AM I MAKING THIS HARD?!

you: BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT, WE CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER!!!

Jaejoong: mwoh?

you: goodbye..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6M5QAOFu85c (Don't say goodbye-DBSK)

(you walk away as Jaejoong stood there..crying for you)

Jaejoong: how can I make you understand me? how can we walk away from our feelings?

you: mian-hae oppa..I truly love you but I know Shin Hye loves you a lot..

(in your room, you were on the ground crying until you saw a diary and pictures as you look at it, it was the memories that you and Jaejoong shared from the old days, you started to cry even more..in other words, Jaejoong was crying and he was on the ground pouring out his sadness until he saw a frame of you and him together..)

Jaejoong: ----ah? what happen between us? I wish time could turn back..

(you look at all the pictures and each pictures was happiness and friendship)

you: oppa..why is this happening to us? why are we like this? 

(Jaejoong was watching the videos from the old days, there was a part where you fell and Jaejoong ran after you and carry you)

*VIDEO*

you: oppa!! what are you doing?

Jaejoong: saving my princess bestie..

you: hahah..wae?

Jaejoong: babo..you're hurt..kaja..

you: my hero..whooooo!!

(Jaejoong turn off the tv and started crying even more, he didn't want to hold it in anymore..he wanted to let it all out)

JAEJOONG: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you: my hero..sarang hae..

(next day, you woke up with puffy eyes as you went downstairs and cook breakfast..after that, you went out to work and you saw Jaejoong there)

Jaejoong: hey..

(you act like nothing happen)

you: hey..

Jaejoong: gwenchana?

you: mm..nae..

Jaejoong: that's good..

you: where's Mr. Jung Yunho-sshi..

Jaejoong: he's not here at the moment..

you: oh..I see..can you give this to him?

Jaejoong: what is this?

you: my resignation letter..

Jaejoong: mwoh? wae?

you: I'm moving away..

Jaejoong: mwoh?

you: mian-hae..it's for the best..

Jaejoong: andwae!!

(Jaejoong rip the envelop apart)

you: YAH!! stop it!!

Jaejoong: I told you I will never let you go..

you: you already did..I don't think you need another chance..

Jaejoong: you..who are you? are you the person I know?

you: aniyo..I changed..ever since everyone left me..I realize I don't need anyone but myself..

Jaejoong: ---ah..

you: mian-hae..tell boss I'm sorry..goodbye..

(you walk down and went into a taxi and started crying)

you: goodbye oppa..I'm leaving you for good..don't look for me..

(Jaejoong was shocked and he open the envelope and saw another letter)

Jaejoong oppa,

mian-hae..I love you ever since we were very young

you were my hero, my love, my everything

I'm sorry but I can't love you back..

sooner or later, I believe we wouldn't be together like right now...

oppa..be happy and also..if fate brought us together...

I will see if I can do anything to be with you..

be happy without me and I know you won't..

but later on, I will be the wind and part of your heart

oppa..sarang hae forever..take care and goodbye..

- you 

Jaejoong: I will let go then..be happy..my love..

 

 

 

sorry for not updating, I been seriously busy

where I wake up everyday

and go to my new house and fix it..

I hope you guys consider my life..

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claribelmiranda #1
Chapter 20: awwwww what a sad story :( i am super affected :(
DREAMLUST_
#2
Chapter 20: So nice. Damn it, I can't stop crying. You made me cry so many times, you're great.
ukissXbelieve
#3
amazing . . .
mayseeyang52
#4
Omg, the ending is so tragic, but I love it!!! :'D
mayseeyang52
#5
Oh no!!! I don't want anything bad to happen!!!
chan92
#6
i'm cryyyyyyyyy
BananasForJae
#7
Awwww. TT.TT
PrinceJJTvxq
#8
I Like It ;DD
mayseeyang52
#9
Haha awww..so cute :D update, yeah? KAMSAMIDA!!!
mayseeyang52
#10
And yes, I'll be waiting patiently for your next update (^___^)