here's another update..I hope you guys enjoy this fanfic..

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(Suzy bump into someone, as she raised her head, she was shocked)

Suzy: oppa?

??: nae, remember me?

Suzy: oppa, I miss you!!

??: miss me already?

Suzy: nae

(you came by and saw Suzy with someone that you didn’t know)

You: Suzy, who is she?

Suzy: ah, my best friend, his name is Ok Taecyeon, oppa, this is -----, my new friend

Taecyeon: annyeong haseyo!

You: annyeong Taecyeon-sshi

Taecyeon: no need to be formal, just call me oppa

You: nae oppa

Suzy: anyways, where’s Jaejoong oppa?

You: with his girlfriend…like always…

Suzy: let’s go somewhere together…

You: ani…I have to go somewhere else…mian-hae…

Suzy: araso…cya tomorrow…

You: nae…

(Suzy and Taecyeon oppa left together as you went to the other way and saw Jaejoong and Shin Hye making out, you were very shocked and tears were falling down like rain as you ran away)

You POV:

“oppa, do you know how much I love you?

I don’t ever want this to happen…

Why do I have to be alive? Why did I fall in love with you?”

(you were very heartbroken that you wanted to be alone, somehow your phone was ringing and you saw Jaejoong’s name, but you ignore it)

You: why do you have to call me at the time like this?

(you ignore the call as Jaejoong was getting worried because it was getting dark, somehow it was raining but you didn’t realize it, you just wanted to get away)

Jaejoong: aishhh!! Where is she?

(Jaejoong was outside waiting to tell you some news)

Jaejoong: it’s getting late, what is she doing?

(at the moment, you were walking in the rain and you heard someone coming to you)

Jaejoong: ----ah

You: oppa…

Your POV:

“why did you have to come at the time like this?

I wanted to get away from you…why? Why now?”

Jaejoong: gwenchana?! Why did you arrive so late?! Do you realize what time it was?

You: you’re not the boss of me…leave me alone!!

(you walk away as Jaejoong grab your wrist)

Jaejoong: what’s wrong? What happen?

You: nothing, it was just a bad day…

Jaejoong: what is it? Tell me…

Your POV:

“you hurt me of course..my heart hurts because of you”

You: I failed my test and I have to work twice than now

Jaejoong: mwoh?! Do your best okay?!

You: ah nae

Jaejoong: kanja! let's go inside..

You: ah nae

(Jaejoong took you inside and he notice that you weren't yourself)

Jaejoong: ----ah, let's be serious..what's wrong?

you: nothing..wae?

Jaejoong: don't lie..I know there's something..

you: the guy I like..doesn't like me back..

Jaejoong: who is it?

you: it's none of your business..

Jaejoong: yah, we're best friends..shouldn't we tell each other secrets?

you: but that doesn't give you the right to know my personal life..

(Jaejoong was shocked to hear what you just said, you also feel bad too but you know he loves someone else)

Jaejoong: araso..

you: mian-hae..I need my rest..

(you left to the bathroom and started crying as Jaejoong left your house)

Your POV:

"please don't make me say it..

I'm hurt enough because of you..

I must bear this pain longer.."

sorry, it's been 2 days since I updated it and somehow the loading problem was a bit annoying

anyways, I'm really hoping I get more subscribers because this fanfic is really sad

why? like I said, it's based on my love life..anyways..

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