The ending • Never torture me again

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難道真沒有別的劇本
怪不得能動不動就說到永恆

誰說愛人就該愛他的靈魂
否則聽起來讓人覺得不誠懇
是不是不管愛上甚麼人
也要天長地久求一個安穩

噢 噢 我真想有那麼的單純
不可能難道真沒有別的可能
這怎麼成

我不要安穩 我不要犧牲

我不要安穩 別希望我會愛的滿身傷痕
我不怕沉淪 一切隨興能不能

 

 

人漸醉了夜更深 在這一刻多麼接近
思想彷似在搖撼 矛盾也更深
曾被破碎過的心 讓你今天輕輕貼近
多少安慰及疑問 偷偷的再生

情難自禁 我卻其實屬於 極度容易受傷的女人
不要 不要 不要驟來驟去 請珍惜我的心
如明白我 繼續情願熱戀 這個容易受傷的女人
不要等 這一刻 請熱

長夜有你醉也真 讓我終於找到信任
不管一切是疑問 快樂是情人

曾害怕了這一生 是你始終甘心靠近
我方知擁有著緣份 重建我信心
曾被破碎過的心 讓你今天輕輕貼近
多少安慰及疑問 偷偷的再

情難自禁 我卻其實屬於 極度容易受傷的女人
不要 不要 不要驟來驟去 請珍惜我的心
如明白我 繼續情願熱戀 這個容易受傷的女人
終此一生 也火般的熱

長夜有你醉也真 讓我終於找到信任
不管一切是疑問 快樂是情人

情難自禁 我卻其實屬於 極度容易受傷的女人
不要 不要 不要驟來驟去 請珍惜我的心
如明白我 繼續情願熱戀 這個容易受傷的女人
不要等 這一刻 請熱

長夜有你醉也真 讓我終於找到信任
不管一切是疑問 快樂是情人

 

This man took away too much from me.

A teenage girl's heart is precious.

You have already broken my heart enough.

Who are you to do this to me? You are a teacher! You are a man! You look at me a lot! Don't you? Before, truly, a lot! Don't you dare say that you do not know I like you! You have your male instinct!

Anyway, this is so worthless! Liking you is just sacrificing many many many of me, I can't imagine how my loving parents would feel if they know their daughter has fallen in love with a male teacher! This is taboo!  Never! What the hell have I been thinking! The world is about following rules, being a responsible, reasonable girl... I don't know how to explain. But 做人要就得規規矩矩, this is the most important. What was I doing, who did I think I am, I am indeed blinded and dumb. Never think ually of a male teacher!

First, he is a bad guy.

Second, he affected my mental, my academics, a lot,a lot, a lot. And this is my previous teenage girl heart, he should never have a place in my Heart.

Third, he is rubbish. He is trash.

Fourth, this is his problem.

Fifth, this is enough. This is torture, single sided torture , only me feeling this torture. This is unfair, very unfair, and very false, very incorrect. Never, never would I attempt to think more than I should about him.

Sixth, look at your academic results. If you don't think about him all day long, ponder over what of a person he is, why he looked at you that day..... you literally use hours to think about him every day, that is if these hours aren't wasted on him, you would do more revision and is now having much better results.

Seventh, you think too much. Actually, from the very beginning, the succeed rate is 0%. He is just playing. He is never serious. Only you are. And you wasted too much energy and time on him.

Eighth, you are young, beautiful and smart. He is already so grown. But he is single. There must be some problems that he has, so that he is still single at this age. Like, he must have some really significant flaws in his personality, or he is a very strange guy.

Ninth, this is enough, too much. Delete everything about him in your head from now on. This is enough. You've had enough. You are never a weak girl like you are now. You are supposed to be strong and smart, God has made you perfect for whom you are to be. Don't make yourself worthless and weak for an unnecessary man. 

Good luck. Hope you never turn to this page again. Be brave, be fearless, don't be so weak because of this man. 

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