# 58

My Hot Babe
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"Donghae..." Yesung says. Pinches the bridge of his nose. "We've talked about your plans before..."

"Exactly! So I don't get--"

"Because it's just... this all can be said a little more nicely? Sungmin would tell you the same and to be honest... the company will make you delete it. We know you're angry and it's been very hard for you two. You should be angry, we get that. We're angry for you both, too. But... we don't want the fans getting their way just because of this..."

Donghae thins his lips. Hyukjae's heart hurts. He's ended up sitting beside him. He takes his hand.

"Hae?"

Donghae's eyes tear up.

"We can change it, Hae," Hyukjae says. his back soothingly. "It's okay. It's the same. It'll be the same in the end."

"No, it won't be," Donghae says. Hoarse.

"Donghae..." Ryeowook says. "Do you really not want to continue with us?"

"It's not like that..." Donghae says. His voice wavers. Hyukjae's heart thuds.

"Hae--"

He doesn't get to say anything. Because Donghae gets up. Walks away to their room. Hyukjae stares after him. Hurt.

He quickly looks at the others. Who appear just as troubled.

"He does," Hyukjae tells Ryeowook. Tries to smile at Yesung and Kyuhyun. "He does want to be with you all. He's just... mad. I'm sorry." He inhales. "I... I guess I also kind of encouraged him for this because... Donghae's never had the chance to be angry... to say that he doesn't like how the fans have been behaving. He's not the kind of person..."

"Who keeps quiet when he feels wronged," Kyuhyun mutters.

"Yeah," Hyukjae says. "He's been doing this for me because I didn't want any attention. I didn't want anyone to hurt Donghae... or you guys. Now... with everyone knowing... the reporters and... me losing my job... it really upset Donghae. I know he's been hurting all these years but he's kept quiet. So... I just can't... ask him to shut up and continue taking..." Hyukjae pauses. Gulps. "Fans... everyone's abuse any longer. If he wants to tell them... that they've been horrible... let him. If it makes him feel better. He'll be stating the truth. A-And neither of us want anything to happen to your group... Donghae will feel even worse. I'm sure whatever he'll want to say then will be much harsher. So... Donghae said he'll just leave the group, and at least that way, fans will think they've punished him and they'll just... continue supporting you guys. Why should you lose fans because of us?"

They seem perturbed.

"I-I know the post will need to be deleted," Hyukjae says. "Sungmin won't like it and neither will the company. B-But even if it's up for an hour, it'll be seen and the message will get out there. Spread. They'll keep the screenshots anyway... if they're so mad..."

Yesung leans back. Curses quietly. Looks at the others.

"I'm sorry..." Hyukjae mumbles. "I understand y-your feelings too. I'm... I'm really grateful Donghae has you, and that you feel this way.. I want him to be with you too... but... I don't know... he'll just feel hurt and forced..."

Hyukjae lowers his eyes. Finally silent. He doesn't know what else to say. Feels he's blabbered too much.

Suddenly, a door is heard again. Hyukjae turns instantly. Gasps. Has to stand up. Donghae's come back. His eyes are bloodshot. Mouth tight.

"Okay," Donghae says. Crosses his arms. "I'll change it. W-What do want me to say instead?"

Hyukjae steps beside him. Wraps an arm around his middle. Lays his head on his shoulder. He hates seeing him give in.

Yesung groans. Gets up.

"No. Don't change anything. Post what you want." He holds up a finger. "But! One condition. You're staying with us."

Hyukjae and Donghae exchange startled looks.

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hyukkie_chin
1455 streak #1
Starting the year w one of my faaaavs! :) randomly missing my fav husbands 🥰
mukupriya #2
Chapter 19: Re-reading this for the third time and just realised that I don't know the whole love story of donghae and eunhyuk . It would be great if u can give us bonus chapter of that, if it's too much then it's fine like this also.
Ps:- in case I had missed the part of there love story it would be great if anyone can tell me how it happened.
Thanks
hyukkie_chin
1455 streak #3
spending my 718 with one of my fav fics 😎💙
yanHae15
141 streak #4
Chapter 69: 🥺🥺 this is why ppl should take time to think and be mindful of other ppl's feelings before throwing out words or doing things. Because once words are spoken and actions were done, it'll be very hard to take them back and undo the damage you've caused.
I know Jaemin wants to correct his mistakes, but the damage has been done. And it's not that easy to forgive because they were hurt emotionally and even lost their jobs 🥺

I hope fans will know this and reflect on themselves. Our idols are humans too. They can get hurt with our words and actions. If we really love and support them, respect them and their decisions, because no amount of money you spent on them can make you own them. They do not owe you anything either.
kiwicolada
1601 streak #5
Chapter 69: Ok somehow it's cute how naive Jaymin is. Thinking that he can make things right when he is now supporting his favorite idol with their real life partner. But I also can understand Donghae's frustration and anger. The damage was done in the past and unfortunately it's hard to make the community forget. It's not like in a fairytale where a fairy godmother appears, swinging her wand and everything is fine again. I think kids like Jaymin need to understand that. But I'm glad he's trying and regards his former opinion about the whole situation. Unfortunately he's only one in a million of so many haters. I can feel that Hae has a hard time to trust that kid now, but Hyukkie is trying to give him another chance. Let's see where this will lead them to. Thank you for another new bonus ❤️
hyukkie_chin
1455 streak #6
Chapter 69: Hae can't just easily forget how those nasty comments ha affected them especially hyuk. The last part kinda hurts because yes, they accepted what happened in the past but thinking all of those just hurts.
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Fortunately these two were strong to go through all of these. Now that they've finally moved on from it comes a reminder of those moments. But I guess Jaymin really had changed; the fact that he wanted to correct his wrongs.
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We really have to careful w the words we say because we may forget them in the long run but for those affected they will always remember it.
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Thank you for the bonus again, authornim! ^^
sisterJo
#7
Chapter 69: These bonuses are so good. You have this great ability to perfectly describe the essence of an issue or situation. Your characters and dialogues feel vibrant and real. Good job, author 💙
fullofwish
1540 streak #8
Chapter 69: He's right. At this point there's no going back to before, even if there was a big shift in fans' attitudes and they started treating them, or idols in general, better. It doesn't erase what they've been through, and Donghae obviously doesn't want to fight to return to that world. At least not now. Seems he'd rather just move on, and no amount of positive, supportive articles or any other press will change that.

If he's not interested in returning to the spotlight and all the hardships that would mean for him and Hyuk, it's almost better to ignore any of those gossipy editorials, good or bad. It's basically irrelevant what people think or say now. Let what happened be a lesson to these enlightened fans, so that they educate other fans to not do the same again and make other idols leave the industry unfairly. But everyone just needs to move on, and let them live their lives happily and how they want now.

HelenDamnation #9
Chapter 69: I really like how you're having Donghae be just plain angry. I can't blame him. And expecting celebrities to always take it with a smile when fans mistreat them is absurd, but somehow we do expect that.
OdetteSwan
930 streak #10
Chapter 69: I really feel Donghae's hurt for what they had to go through especially Hyukjae. If only these fans respected them as real persons with feelings.
Thank you so much for another bonus chapter.