It’s been a few weeks and my baby bump is starting to show. I’ve been wearing baggy clothes and oversized clothes so no one could tell.

“Hey hae” I asked him, we were watching a movie together that night since we both have no plans. And it’s rare for him to not be on dates.

“What?” he answered, still focusing his eyes on the screen.

“What do you think we should name the little kid?”

He turned his head towards me, “Hm, I don’t know.. what do you think it should be?”

“Lee Taemin’s good isn’t it? Or maybe Lee Jeno”

He smiled and caressed my baby bump.

“It’s perfect, too perfect actually. Let’s take our time choosing the right one”

I nodded and smiled, he’s right we shouldn’t rush it. And I should focus on enjoying our time alone since it hardly ever comes. I snuggled up on him while he wrapped his arms around me, really I wanted this moment to last.

His scent, his body warmth, his everything. It was too calming it was almost unbearable. I want to call him mine and hear him say those sweet I love yous to me. I wanted to be one with him, body and soul.

We were watching sleeping beauty when he chuckled.

“What is it?” I asked him, still keeping my eyes on the screen.

He sighed and looked at me “Isn’t it cliche how the princess always gets saved by the prince? Like couldn’t they save themselves?”

His mind was so boxed and small it was almost intriguing to try and open him up.

“Well maybe she did tried to save herself, but she wasn’t strong enough”

“Well she could if she tried”

I turned to look at him, “Dear sweet naive child, a battle someone is fighting inside is much greater than the battle that everyone else see’s on the outside”

He gave me his cheeky smirk which made me fall even harder for him. No, it wasn’t his looks. You misunderstood me. The way his every expression seemed so lost and careless towards everyone else, but when he turns towards me, his sadness his smile, every inch of his face feels pure and honest. It feels genuine.

“Oh?” he chuckled. “Is that you then princess?”

“Perhaps, or perhaps not. It’s for me to know and you to it”

“Maybe I will” he said. We both laughed, and in this dark room only lit by a single tv, I felt like time froze. The sound of the TV became blurry, and the only thing I could hear clearly was the sound of our breath getting heavier as we looked into each other’s eyes. Getting closer and close, until our lips finally met and our eyes closed.

Paradise in our mouth and hell underneath the thick layer of our pants.

We unwrapped each other greedily and started to devour each other like beasts. The taste of his skin feels almost too sinful to be legal. The feeling of ecstasy and excitement jitters made me scream out his name over and over again until, “Oh my god, Hae.. I love you”

I covered my mouth instantly, eyes wide in surprise.

WHAT THE DID I JUST SAY?!

He was just as surprised as I was, but he kept on going. Focusing his eyes on me. I felt u comfortable, yet good. I was contemplating on the lustful paradise Inside me but also the quivering fear inside my heart.

He pulled me into a hug as he unloaded himself inside me.

“Hyuk.. say that again”

I shook my head frantically, he only chuckled and kissed me. His shaft was still locked inside me, the warm feeling of our was still lingering and as our lips and tongues played with each other I felt the burning sensation in my heart.

“I wanted to hear those words for so long..”

Again, my eyes went huge, but before I could say anything else, he crashed our lips again together.

I wanted to cry happy tears. Was he finally accepting me? Is he finally taking hi