Shuhua's POV

I took off my shoes and slammed myself in my bed. It's been 8 months already, yet I'm still here, always thinking of you. Thinking about our memories, about us, and about those times when you still cares for me. 

In those 8 months, 8 months of torture, you never lefr my mind. I keep on distracting myself but I always ends up thinking about you. 

I'm supposed to make you happy, but I ended up making you cry.  I never meant to hurt you, it was a mistake. But you never did give me a chance to explain, you just left me there, alone and broken. 

After all those years I've been with you. Those times where you made my heart flutter just because of your warm smile. Your soft giggles that makes my heart to skip a beat and your angelic face that I could stare at forever. 

We've been bestfriends since diaper. I was always there for you and you were there for me too. You were the one I run to when I'm sad, cooking for me to make my mood better. 

I turned my sight from the ceiling to the side to my bed as our pictures stands infront of my eyes. It's us, together, smiling big while holding each other close. 

I thought our friendship will last forever, well I thought wrong. But since High School, you started to like this guy, Hui. Since then, our time together was not the same like before. 

Everytime you're with me, you're always talking about him. Telling me how he makes