Warning: This is short and sad.  I'm not exactly back this is just a drabble that came to me today. I'm still hella sad and mad that Soojin is gone, as I said before she was my favorite and I find it completely unfair what happened to her. Still holding onto the hope she will return to Gidle. With that said, hope you enjoy it

Shuhua POV. Another day....
Other day I wake up without your body next mine...
I straight up and inhaled hoping to linger on your smell but your fragrance has slowly faded away from our room and our sheets.
With a sigh I stand up and walk into our bathroom, your towel hanging from the towel rail, your toothbrush still next to mine give me the fantasy you will appear and back hugged me how you used to but as I see my own and solitary reflection on the mirror sadness invade me as I realize you won't.
I took a shower, washing away these feelings that overwhelmed me as the memories of a time were you and me were happy come to my mind.
Back in my room, I look up for the clothes I will wear,  the image of you choosing my outfit every day hit me like a big wave to a distracted surfer.
As I enter the kitchen I still get the flashbacks of you cooking me my favorite dish whenever I had a ty day.
I ate in silence, nothing like the loud old me who will blabber nonsense as you listened carefully to every word I said, looking at me as if I hold the stars in the sky, giving me that beautiful shy s