Listen to me  (Turn green it means being jealous.)

                                                         

 Soojin.                                                                                                                          12/06/2019 Even since I started dating Shuhua a new feeling has over come to me, that makes me feel between irritated, frustrated, upset, uncomfortable and insecure.
I know exactly how this feeling is called but I don't like it one bit, and I will never admitted to her, because it's so annoying, and I hate to feel this mad for simple things.
Let me explain you further, the other day Shuhua and I went to a restaurant, everything was going well the waitress who assisted us at the beginning was really nice and chose a perfect table for us but after a few minutes in the place a guy approached us with the menu saying he will be our waiter for the night, it would have been ok but seriously this guy started flirting with my girlfriend, smiling her, getting closer to her when she asked about the best option, and even giving her a glass of wine out of "courtesy" only for her and that not being enough he gave her his phone number and dared to ask hers back. 
It's and understatement to say that night Shuhua and I had one big fight on our way back to her house.
Other day she and I went out to the Mall and for my unlucky self we bumped into and old friend of hers Yuqi was her name and as soon as Shuhua saw her they hugged and clinged into each other like magnets, going to every cloth store and even sharing an ice cream, which totally ruined our date, at least for me because she was more than happy to be with her old best friend.
There was this other time where we made a plan to see each other's at the park but what was my surprise when as I got closer to her she was talking with no other person than her ex girlfriend, the worst thing is that they were smiling at each other while Shuhua hit Soyeon's arm playfully, I  stepped my way up until I was in front of them, without talking with the other girl I just took Shuhua's hand and dragged her out of there and as you are thinking we had another fight because she thought I was rude towards that girl like can you believe her?
The worst scenario happened on my birthday we were having this big party at my house when ev