They spent a whole month trying to get her back, but all the plans failed.

The F4 went to their clubhouse to have a drinking session for their failure

jun pyo: we did everything we can.

woo bin: and she didn't even feel even a little bit touched. i guess you'll never get her back

ji hoo: should we continue on with your plan?

yi jeong: i'll do it alone.

ji hoo: what is it anyway?

jun pyo: yeah, you never told us what it is.

woo bin: whats your plan?

yi jeong:*teardrop falls* i cant tell you about it.for sure, you'll just stop me..and then what? you'll pity me? no thanks

ji hoo: i need to keep an eye on him..i know that look.

Yi jeong went home after their drinking session. He's made his decision, maybe the biggest decision in his life.

he laid in his bed, holding his cellphone, he doesn't want to do this but he needed to do this for the both of them. It took him a couple of minutes before he could start pressing the keypad of his phone.

finally, the message was sent. he finally did it.

He started crying in a silent manner, this time he was still, almost frozen, just letting his tears run down his cheeks

ga eul, please do me a favor. i know you dont want to meet me, but it will just be quick. i just have something very important to say, after that you'll never see me again..EVER..lets meet each other at the bottom of namsan staircase - yi jeong

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Ga eul laid in her bed, in a white night dress. She was crying, and she didn't know why.

The full moon lit up her crying face, she made silent sobs, crying silently. just then she recieved a message, she picked up her phone.

ga eul:..yi jeong

she read the text message, and now she doesn't understand what she's feeling. She didn't wanna understand.

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The next day, early morning. Ga eul woke up really early, she took a quick shower, ate breakfast, and brushed her teeth.

She fabricated herself with a white dress, and gold accesories.

ga eul: why are you so dressed up? what are you making yourself look attractive for him? your over!

The truth is she was excited to meet him, she just didn't wanna admit that she was. She made herself believe that she dressed up like that to show him what he has lost

she locked her apartment and rode on her bike heading to namsan staircase.

[A/N - pictures at the end notes]

There he was, in a white polo shirt and casual long pants. Waiting at the namsan staircase bringing nothing but himself, his phone and wallet. He looked like he was the most handsome commoner, ok well..he still didn't look like a commoner

his hands were shaking and his palms were cold.

There she was looking as beautiful as ever, she looked very elegant even if she was only riding a bike. He got nervous, very nervous..extremely nervous.

His heart was pounding like a hammer, its like she was walking in slow motion, the wind was blowing on her shiny long hair, her eyes were sparkling, her outfit was dazzling, but there was one thing missing. HER SMILE

As she was walking towards him, she didn't notice she was staring at him. staring at his body staring at his face. The wind blowing on his shirt made him look like he was an angel, she missed his face, she missed the moments when he was quiet, when she'd look at him when he was asleep. He was looking as handsome as ever, her heartbeat raced as she was now infront of him.

ga eul: hi

yi jeong: hi

flower petals from the trees started falling above them, mostly pink. The wind was blowing smoothly.[A/N - listen to ni zui jin hai hao ma by S.H.E]

ga eul: so..what is it that you wanted to say?

he was suprised that she gave him time to speak.

yi jeong: will you promise to let me finnish my statement before you talk?

ga eul: i promise.

yi jeong: thank you..

he took a deep breath, and stared at the light blue sky for a second.

yi jeong: I admit that, i did cheat on you, i admit that i hung out with other girls, i admit that this is all my fault. And im very sorry for that, you gave me your everything, you gave me your love, i had you all to myself but you didn't have all of me.

yi jeong: I know a sorry is not enough, i know those gifts were useless. I..I deeply hurt you, and all i could say is Im sorry, those things i did could never be denied nor erased. Im very sorry

ga eul prevented her tears from falling as she listened to him.

Yi jeong: Yes, i told you a lot of lies..but if theres one thing thats true, it were the words "I LOVE YOU" i never meant to hurt you ga eul, i never did. But, it was my fault that i couldn't resist those girls, temptation was knocking at my door. And now im in pain because of those mistakes that i did.

she was about to speak but she let him finnish all that he had to say. Tears started falling from their eyes but they didn't dare wipe it

yi jeong: ga eul yang..thank you for taming my heart. I love you so much, and it hurts to see you hurt so much. it hurts me to see you cry, it hurts to know that your in pain. I love you with all my heart

He took a deep breath and prepared for his last sentence

yi jeong: i dont want you to suffer any longer..thats why..im letting you go

ga eul: yi jeong..

yi jeong: you deserve someone better..saranghae ga eul

He turned around and walked towards the street, he didn't bring a car with him.

ga eul's world was torn apart, she couldn't believe what she just heard. All she could do was cry as she looked at him walking away.

yi jeong was walking face down when he crossed the street, he didn't notice a car heading towards him, well actually he did see it, he just didn't wanna save himself. ga eul's eyes widened and she ran towards him as fast as she could

UNFORTUNATELY

to be continued