Yi jeong was breaking all the things inside his studio, he was like a storm destroying everything in his way, everything he sees. He was yelling and yelling and yelling, screaming to the top of his lungs, crying until he runs out of air, his fists were bleeding from punching the walls, and from the scratches he got from breaking the porcelains.

Jandi informed the F3 about their break up, and they immediately went to his studio and saw the mess he created, they saw him sitting on the floor drinking his fifth bottle of vodka with tears on his face

they immediately went over to him, woo bin stole the bottle from him while jun pyo and ji hoo helped him up, jandi managed to put the bench back into its standing position and they placed him there

yi jeong: give it back to me

woo bin: yah! yi jeong, whats happening to you?!

yi jeong: none of your business..now give it back, i want to drown myself

ji hoo: yi jeong! why are you doing this to yourself!?? she's just a girl!

yi jeong: she's not just a girl! she's my soulmate!

jun pyo: oh yeah? well, if she's your soulmate then, do you think she'll come back to you if she sees you like this?!

yi jeong: she'll be happy to see me like this, she wants me to suffer..*sob* wants me to..*hiccup*..suffer..*hiccup*

jandi: well, you have to fix yourself, after all this is your fault. this is what you get

yi jeong: thats exactly why!! im *hiccup* embracing my *hiccup* punishment!

he stood up and tried to steal the bottle from woo bin but he threw it away, and pushed yi jeong back to the chair

woo bin: yi jeong..you still have a chance

jandi: yeah right! like i would let him hurt my bestfriend again!

jun pyo: jandi, i heard what you said

jandi: sorry, i just cant help it, ga eul was my friend first before i met you guys

yi jeong: im never gonna get her back..because i hurt her..im nothing less than my father..im a bastard..i let her go..i deserve to die*hiccup*

ji hoo: YI JEONG! you can still try to get her back, im sure theres still a little bit of love left for you,

jandi: if you really love her,.you'll do everything just to get her back

yi jeong: it wont work, you know her jandi..she's *hiccup* stubborn

jandi: yes, but if she loves the person, she'll forgive and give him another chance, everyone deserves a second chance

yi jeong: but jandi..this is my *hiccup* second chance, my first chance was the time she gave me chocolates for valentines, and my 2nd chance is when i got back from sweden...

jandi: argh! your just as hard headed as her

ji hoo: dont you remember? what yi jeong wants, yi jeong gets! now come on, were taking you home

yi jeong: no..leave me *hiccup* alone..let me suffer

woo bin: stop talking man! we'll help you get her back!

they helped him stand up, the f4 brought him to his room, cleaned him up and waited for him to fall asleep.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I thought you were the one,..i thought you were my soulmate..how come loving you hurts me so much? i thought you changed, thought you wanted to change, thought you loved me...guess i was wrong, im nothing more than one of your hundreds of girls

there she was again, crying on the streets. she was the one who broke up with him, yet she feels regret, but at the same time she felt relieved, the pain would be a hundred times much stronger if she waited some more, she had to do it for her own good, she didn't wanna end up like yi jeongs mom

"THEIR JUST FRIENDS" thats what he always told her, followed by "your the one i love, not them"

those were the sweetest lies, she thought.

She noticed people were staring at her, so she went to her house, and locked herself in her room, still crying

she saw the tea set yi jeong made for her, the tea pot had their names engraved on it, she picked it up and threw it on the wall but it didn't break

she cried and cried the whole night, she cried until she fell asleep

i just want you to know

that since i lost you

i lost myself

no i cant fake it

theres no one else.....

yi jeong woke up at midnight, he the lamp and looked at her picture, he placed it on his chest, and felt a teardrop run down on his cheek