“You want to break up with me? Go fine. If that is what you want, go!” the man in my dreams shouted. I don’t know who this man is but one thing I know is that I am hurting him. I never felt this pain before. Just now. I just wanted to die, I just wanted to get all these pain that I am feeling to go away. I just can’t find living necessary for me.

“Jane! Jane!” I hear someone called me. He is here. He is here to save me again.

“Jane! Wake up! You are having a bad dream.” this familiar voice said to me. I felt him shaking me a bit and that’s what made me wake up from the nightmare I am experiencing and go back to the reality that I have to live in. I… am having… a bad dream… again. That dream! That dream that keeps on playing in my mind and haunting me. I opened my eyes and there, I saw Bobby.

“Are you okay? You are having bad dreams.” he said with a concern voice.

Yes, physically I am okay. I am not sure emotionally and mentally. The last thing I remember from last night was I called someone unfamiliar to me. Now, I can’t remember it anymore.

“I was worried of what happened to you last night and today, I saw you crying while sleeping.” Bobby said.

When we arrived at the restaurant, Bobby’s group’s music video was playing. It was well until I felt this familiar pain when I saw an unfamiliar face of a man that was currently flashing on the screen that time. Instead of going, I chose to run away.

“I panicked when I saw you ran away. I looked for you everywhere only to find you drinking at the nearby convenient store.” Bobby added.

“I was drank?” I said while holding my head. Yeah, that’s why it hurts. Maybe hang over? I’ve never been this drank before. Or maybe I just can’t remember?

“Yes you were and you were crying there. I just watched you and waited for you to be okay and brought you here.” Bobby told me.