TaeGi

Yoongi : is it about me?

Taehyung : yes

Yoongi : okay, ask away then

Taehyung : promise me you wont get mad?

Yoongi : if i dont have a reason to be, I wont

Taehyung : hyung, im serious

Yoongi : so am i

Taehyung : you still scares me sometimes

Yoongi : i wont be mad at you Tae. If its something that wasn't worth getting mad at, why would i waste my energy

Yoongi : and i believe there's nothing that you guys do even suprises me anymore

Taehyung : really?

Yoongi : as far as im concern

Taehyung : take an oath

Yoongi : i wont get mad. Happy?

Taehyung : that's not really an oath but i'll take it. 

Taehyung : at least i know i wont be murdered in my sleep

Yoongi : 🙄

Yoongi : drama queen

Yoongi : so, what is it that you want to ask me?

Taehyung : i can be wrong and you don't hv to tell me if you don't want to but since we're in a middle of our pillow talk so, i hope you could be honest with me

Yoongi : you don't sound really convincing when u said i dont have to tell you anything

Taehyung : well, im really curious so...

Yoongi : curiousity killed the cat, ever heard of that?

Taehyung : hyung, you promise not to murder me, remember?

Yoongi : lol

Yoongi : i'm just joking Tae. Do i look like someone who could harm anyone? 

Yoongi : you're the one who always said that i'm just a big softie.. why are you having a doubts now?

Taehyung : u dont but people r unpredictable 

Taehyung : anyway, can i ask or not?

Yoongi : if u want to

Yoongi : i'm getting curious too by the way. 

Taehyung : okay so...

Taehyung : listen.. i have a hunch that your crush on Jin hyung wasn't really a joke-type-of-crush, am i right?

Yoongi : he loves Namjoon. its all pointless

Taehyung : im well aware of that... so, it's true then?

Yoongi : which one? that he's already in love with namjoon or the fact that I'm in love with him?

Taehyung : both?

Yoongi : ....

Yoongi : am i that obvious Tae?

Taehyung : not really but if you really stare, you might've notice a few things

Yoongi : you're sharp, aren't you?

Taehyung : yeah. unlike the popular belief that says I'm an airhead which is I'm not, always

Taehyung : butttt, i thought i would receive a more resistance from you no?

Yoongi : what else you want me to say?

Yoongi : you already guess the right thing. if i deny it, it'll makes me more obvious

Yoongi : whatever.. why are we suddenly talking abt this, anyway?

Taehyung : i just want to know. I get that every people had a different ways of handling their emotions, but you seems like you're okay with it

Taehyung : i mean, you see them obliviously flirting like a married couple in front of you, you stays with Jin hyung in a same room at our dorm, and you joke abt them, talk abt them and all in while maintaining a straight face.. 

Taehyung : how do you that hyung?

Yoongi : practice, i guess

Taehyung : i'm being serious here hyung

Taehyung : Jimin doesnt hv anyone that he love as for now, I hoped so, but if he does, i dont think that i can remain emotionless like you

Yoongi : im not all the time emotionless Tae

Yoongi : it just that, i think i'm better at hiding my emotions away. Like, i don't dwell with it too long. 

Yoongi : even if I did, I'll just cry all night and wake up as those feelings wasn't there the next morning

Taehyung : like how beyonce did?

Yoongi : i dont know if she ever did that but yeah

Taehyung : hyung, don't you want to try? i mean, tell Jin hyung how you feels abt him

Yoongi : i could but its just not worth it Tae. Everyone knows how perfect they're for each other

Yoongi : they've been each other rock for like eversince they met and I'm just a min yoongi

Taehyung : yeah they did. But i don't like the way you put yourself down like that

Yoongi : i'm not putting myself down. I mean, I'm just me and I kinda get used to being alone

Yoongi : because eventhough I couldn't have him, but i happy that he's with someone who I know were capable enough to take care of him

Yoongi : and I'm actually in the process of moving on. Jin hyung still pulled on my hearstrings sometimes, but it didn't effect me as much as it used to

Taehyung : wow... you're so strong hyung

Yoongi : i'm not. I living with it until i'm used to it. that's all Tae

Taehyung : why is love so painful hyung?

Yoongi : love is not always painful Tae.. if anything, it makes you happy and it gives you hope

Yoongi : minus all the worries that you feels, loving Jimin makes you happy right?

Taehyung : yeah it does

Yoongi : see.. it's not all that bad. It just a few bump on the road

Yoongi : if we're brave enough to say good-bye, life will reward you with a new hello

Taehyung : oh wow.. that's unexpectedly deep and positive

Taehyung : can i save that quote in my phone hyung?

Yoongi : sure. i found it on twitter anyway

Taehyung : hyung!! hahaha

Taehyung : i'm getting all impressed over your positivity and yet, you said that the quote is actually from twitter

Yoongi : so? do u actually thought i can say like that Tae?

Yoongi : whatever. at least, you're laughing rght now

Taehyung : aww.. you're really sweet, you know that hyung?

Taehyung : Jin hyung is ing blind

Yoongi : honestly, i mean, he rather have that walking distruction machine over this awesome AgustD 

Yoongi : haha

Taehyung : hyung... i'm laughing but at the same time, i feel like crying.

Taehyung : is it bad?

Taehyung : you r really strong.. i would never imagine how it's like standing in your place right now

Yoongi : we're just the same Tae. We both love someone who we can't get. I mean, m'not sure abt Jimin but basically, we're just experiancing the same

Taehyung : r u really moving on right now Hyung?

Yoongi : yeah... except from those few times i feels my stomach drop whenever i saw the way Jin hyung stares at Joon.. but other than that i think, im doing great now

Yoongi : why did you ask anyway? want to try me?

Taehyung : eww no

Yoongi : oh wow, that's hurt

Taehyung : no, i didnt mean that! i mean, you're really just a brother to me and i know you're not going to love me more than that too,

Taehyung : right?

Yoongi : relax. Im just joking

Yoongi : i've seen you got your first so...

Taehyung : hyung wtf

Taehyung : but how can u be so sure its my first ?

Yoongi : it's not?

Yoongi : you're just a fetus back then

Yoongi : do babies even get a ? wtf?

Taehyung : that's the story for another time kekeke

Yoongi : thanks but no thanks. 

Yoongi : I value my sanity more

Taehyung : you're no fun 

Taehyung : but yeah.. if, if,  there's someone else, not me, who really likes you, would you consider them?

Yoongi : like who? Hoseok?

Taehyung : I definately didn't say that

Yoongi : you're not the only one who had a 'sharp' eyes around around here Tae. I know s too 

Taehyung : fine. but you don't hear this from me alright? you figured it out yourself

Yoongi : haha, why? he talks to you abt it?

Taehyung : not really. I mean, he's been dropping a few hints so we just had our wild guess

Yoongi : yeah.. i've notice

Taehyung : but you always ignores it. you don't like Hobi hyung?

Yoongi : sigh

Yoongi : its not that i dont like him Tae, but I'm not emotionally available for a relationship right now

Taehyung : but why? you said you're moving on from Jin hyung right?

Taehyung : so if you get closer to Hobi hyung, perhaps it'll be easier for you to forget your feelings for Jin hyung

Yoongi : that's exactly the problem

Yoongi : i dont want to be with him, or anyone just for the sake of moving on

Taehyung : but you could grown to love him too, you know

Yoongi : listen here Tae, I can really point out the same thing to you right now

Taehyung : what thing?

Yoongi : but i won't because its not my place to talk about that 

Taehyung : i just dont want you to be sad hyung

Taehyung : Hobi hyung could be so perfect for you

Yoongi : I appreciate your concern, very much but the thing with Hobi is that, I'm just not in the condition to love someone else right now

Yoongi : i'm not trying to make it sounds like I'm a hot or whatever but if I force it, we'll just end up hurting each other

Yoongi : my point is that right now, I really dont want to be in a relationship with anyone

Taehyung : even if its Jin hyung?

Taehyung : i mean, if he's not in love with Namjoon hyung

Yoongi : yes. 

Yoongi : i think that's just one of the reason why this process of me moving on is lots easier

Yoongi : i mean, i do imagine being with Jin hyung as something more than friends, but then, when i think about it, i rather not

Taehyung : i really dont get that

Yoongi : I just don't feel like i am emotionally available to love another human being Taehyung

Yoongi : i can't find it in me, that strong desire to love someone to the extend that i would really do anything for them

Yoongi : i'm just.. i don't know.. i feel nothing and I dont know how to explain it to you

Taehyung : it's okay hyung

Taehyung : you'll figure it out some day but Hoseok hyung is a really nice guy

Taehyung : if you were to fall for someone, we all would agree that it would be better if you choose Hobi hyung

Yoongi : yeah i know

Yoongi : probably too good for someone like me

Taehyung : what do you mean by someone like you, hyung? 

Taehyung : you make me want to fight you for talking about yourself like that

Yoongi : idk Tae.. people just, dont' love someone like me

Taehyung : well, that people were probably bunch of hoes anyway. 

Taehyung : i love someone like you

Taehyung : Namjoon hyung loves someone like you

Taehyung : jinnie hyung loves someone like you

Taehyung : jiminie loves someone like you

Taehyung : Ggukkie loves someone like you

Taehyung : Hobi hyung especially undoubtly loves someone like you

Taehyung : i could go on forever. please don't talk like that. Sure you have flaws, everyone have but that what makes you, you. 

Taehyung : please don't put yourself down like that

Taehyung : i love you, remember that

Yoongi : thanks Tae. :)

Yoongi : i will stop now

Taehyung : no hyung. its okay for you to feel down, your feelings is valid but i want you to promise me, whenever you feel like that, talk to me about it

Taehyung : i'll love you as hardly as i could

Yoongi : don't make me feel sentimental this early Tae

Yoongi : yeah, i promise. and thank u

Taehyung : you're welcome hyung.  :)

Yoongi : anyway, I want to ask you the same thing too

Yoongi : what if there's someone else who likes u, would u give them a chance? 

Taehyung : who?

Yoongi : it's just a 'what ifs' question, Tae

Taehyung : i can't imagine myself loving someone else other than Jimin but maybe

Taehyung : idk, everyone deserves a try..I guess

Yoongi : so you'll consider it?

Taehyung : I don't know

Taehyung : maybe I will, but more like I won't. 

Taehyung : idk, nan molla hyung😖

Yoongi : lol

Yoongi : relax

Yoongi : but really tho Tae.

Yoongi : if, just if, things didn't go well with your feelings toward Jiminie, please just move on and consider other person

Taehyung : 🤔

Taehyung : is there any other person you consider suit me more hyung?

Yoongi : no, I was just suggesting

Taehyung : hmmm

Taehyung : I feels like u know something that I don't

Yoongi : 🙄

Yoongi : I'm just worried abt you, you

Taehyung : do u kiss your mom with that mouth hyung? 

Yoongi : yeah so what?

Yoongi : I'll kiss your with my feet if you don't come here with my snacks

Taehyung : 🙄🙄

Taehyung : fine fine

Taehyung : im coming

Yoongi : five seconds Tae. Or I won't open the door for you

Taehyung : oh you will 😏

Yoongi : I won't

Taehyung : you will 😏

Taehyung : because you love me too much Yoongie Biggie hyungie

Yoongi : you're gross bye

Yoonjin

Yoongi : jinnie hyung

Yoongi : I know you're sleeping but if u saw this text

Yoongi : we need to talk like asap

Yoongi : it's the kids problems. Not to be dramatic but don't mention it around them