*Pillow Talk*
Shine Bright Like BangtanTaeGi
Taehyung : hyung
Taehyung : Yoongi Hyung
Taehyung : Meowngi hyung ~
Taehyung : hyung, why u ignored me, please reply, I'm dying TT_TT
Yoongi : no you're not. stop messing around Tae
Yoongi : its almost 1 am. Im trying to sleep
Taehyung : oh.. okay
Taehyung : good night hyung
Yoongi : urghh.. tell me what u want
Yoongi : u hv like 3 seconds
Taehyung : I cant sleep
Taehyung : but if you're sleepy, you can sleep first
Taehyung : I'll just stare at my bedroom ceiling...like, alone... in this darkness... with my own thoughts.. until morning comes
Yoongi : how can i sleep if you say like that?
Yoongi : come on now, tell me what's bothering you
Taehyung : well, it's nothing in particular... I just wanna talk with you hyungie
Yoongi : is it serious?
Yoongi : because i dont want to answer questions like why u r not a watermelon or some like that
Taehyung : that's an interesting question and i do want to know why im not a watermelon
Taehyung : do u really know why?
Yoongi : no i dont
Yoongi : good night Tae. bye
Taehyung : waitwaitt!!
Taehyung : no, come back. i promise this time its none of those
Yoongi : okay then. make it quick
Taehyung : umm.. on a second thought, maybe we can talk abt this another time. its late and, you're already sleepy
Yoongi : It's okay, alright
Yoongi : i'm not sleepy anymore. Let's talk
Taehyung : yeah.. i'm sorry hyung
Yoongi : first of all, let's stop saying sorry. You're obviously in a middle of some sort of crisis and if u think talking to me would help, then i will gladly do so
Yoongi : i'm your hyung. what else should i do, right?
Taehyung : hyung TT_TT
Taehyung : thank you
Yoongi : yeah yeah
Yoongi : now spill
Taehyung : you know, it's been a really long day
Yoongi : tell me about it
Yoongi : wait, is this classified as one of your stuffs? because, if you aren't okay talking about it, we don't hv to.
Taehyung : yeah,no i just feels like i need to talk to someone about this and i dont know who else should i text
Yoongi : i already said its okay Tae.
Yoongi : do u want me to come to your room? we could watch some movies after that. our schedules won't start until 5pm so we hv time to sleep in tomorrow
Taehyung : i would love those but can we talk like this first? and after that, can i go to your room instead?
Taehyung : Jeongguk is with me rn, n i dont want to bother him
Yoongi : Gguk is sleeping in your room? umm why?
Taehyung : idk, maybe because he feels like he needs to. idk hyung
Taehyung : anyway? can i come to your room after this?
Yoongi : um, idk Tae. I mean, you're with Gguk. Won't he be upset if he found out that you're spending your night with me instead of him?
Taehyung : why would he be mad? lol, you make it sounds like im cheating on him with you
Yoongi : idk, i just.. nevermind then
Yoongi: sure, u can come.
Taehyung : YEAYY!! hehe
Yoongi : don't just 'hehe' me.
Yoongi : what is it that you wanted to talk about?
Taehyung : oh right.. that
Taehyung : i just.. okay, so...i like this person...but that person doesn't know. At least, I don't think that they do and it doesn't really matter if they know because i don't think that they would ever like me back like ever but then i feel like i'm going to combust with these feelings inside of me because that person was always there, so close to me and i want to stop liking them, but I can't. I thought I was okay with just having this feelings for them and continue being friends with them but I don't and that's what scares me the most
Yoongi : that's like a lot, but I understand what you said.
Taehyung : it .. like honestly
Taehyung : another thing is that, i feel guilty for having this kind of feeling toward them and i dont want them to think that I'm gross
Yoongi : wait a minute
Yoongi : why would they thought you're gross just because you hv a crush on them?
Yoongi : is it a guy Taehyung? you think you're gross just because you love a guy? is that it?
Taehyung : it is a guy but no, i'm not worried abt that. that the last thing I would be stressing abt
Taehyung : its just that, we're friends, like best best bestfriends
Yoongi : im suprised that u have another best best bestfriends other than jimin but that the questions for another day
Yoongi : but right now, let me tell you this. whoever that think you're gross will have to face the warth of Min Yoongi first, and secondly, if he ever thought u r gross just because you love him more than just friend, he's not worth the pain Tae.
Taehyung : but you said i was gross yesterday
Yoongi : yeah but that because u eat skittles of off the floor you dip! who ever does that?
Taehyung : i'm just living on the three seconds rules hyung. dont judge me
Yoongi : but it's a hallway floor Taehyung and it's been there for like 5 minutes
Taehyung : its would've been three minutes if you didn't try to stop me
Yoongi : urgh
Yoongi : you know what? u do you. now, let's get back to your stuffs
Yoongi : anway, you know, if liking him makes you more sad than happy Tae, then, maybe he aren't worth it. You deserve more than that.
Taehyung : thanks hyung
Taehyung : truthfully, i dont think he would ever thought that I am gross. i mean, we basically grew together and he's been with me since i could remember
Taehyung : wait, that's too much of an information. i mean, he knew me
Yoongi : i'm begin to wonder who's this certain someone is although i have a few guess but if you're not comfortable telling me his name, you dont hv to
Yoongi : so, if he's not an , then, why r you sad abt it?
Taehyung : because he's my friend
Taehyung : i dont want my feelings for him threw us apart. Aside from he don't know i hv a crush on him, i dont ever think it will cross his mind that i might've been in love with him
Yoongi : well, Namjoon and Jin hyung were friends and although those idiots thought they're smooth, they're still obvious as
Taehyung : namjin is a different breed
Yoongi : yeah i know and you should never compare your situation with them
Yoongi : but my point is that, whether or not you guys are friends, you still could hv feelings for him and its not anyone's fault
Yoongi : and how can you be so sure that he doesn't like you? you're amazing Tae, minus me of course, everyone could be in love with you
Taehyung : i'm still amazed at your ability to both compliment and insult me in a same sentence hyung
Yoongi : i'm AgustD, off
Taehyung : and why was that even a reason for everything you do?
Taehyung : you, ual off
Yoongi : that's a highly distrubing choice of words but dont change the subject
Yoongi : why did u assume that he would never like you back? hv u ever try confessing your feeling to him?
Taehyung : what? no, never in a million years
Taehyung : it just that, you know hyung
Yoongi : i dont know
Yoongi : you didnt tell me yet
Taehyung : ahh hyunggggggggg~
Yoongi : you want?
Yoongi : stop whining or i'll whoop your
Taehyung : uuuu.. arent we? heh 😏
Yoongi : this is another example of how gross u r to me
Taehyung : Yoongi hyung, you're so mean
Yoongi : thanks but next time, tell me something i dont know
Taehyung : like how the words 'Faded AF' is just the word 'Faded AF' spelled backwards?
Yoongi : that's ed up but yeah, exactly that
Taehyung : i hv more if u want to know
Yoongi : yeah but,
Yoongi : let's just stop cuz we're not going anywhere if you keep on changing the subject Tae
Yoongi : you don't hv to tell me if you're not comfortable with it. we can always talk another time
Taehyung : i want to talk abt it
Yoongi : okay
Yoongi : i'm here
Taehyung : it just that, he isn't just any friends that i have. he's really special to me and you know him...i mean, everyone knows him
Yoongi : is he's a celebrity Tae?
Yoongi : wait, is it, Bogum -sshi?
Taehyung : NO! no.. of course no
Taehyung : Bogummie hyung is just my close friend
Yoongi : u sure?
Taehyung : yeah. positive
Yoongi : glad to know because Jeongguk won't be so happy if its true but still, it really concern me.
Yoongi : only if you dont mind, you know you can tell me who he is
Taehyung : i know i could trust you but wont you think that i'm weird?
Yoongi : u r already weird in my eyes so dont worry abt that
Taehyung : you've hurt me in several way just in an expand of half an hour you know
Yoongi : and i can do more if you keep on changing the damn topic
Yoongi : n you know i would never hurt you
Taehyung : yeah i know..
Taehyung : okay. let me just take a deep breath
Yoongi : sure.
2.13 a.m
Taehyung : okay so
Yoongi : that was a super ing long breath you got there
Taehyung : sorry hyung. I got hungry heheh
Yoongi : and here i am waiting for you diligently
Taehyung : awhh. im sorry
Taehyung : i'll bring my snacks to your room later
Yoongi : you're forgiven so now, hv you calm down enough?
Taehyung : yeah..
Yoongi : so, ready to talk?
Taehyung : u huh.
Yoongi : okay
Taehyung : okay um so.. you know, the person i liked is
Taehyung : Park Jimin
Yoongi : Park Jimin?
Yoongi : u mean, the JYP's artist?
Yoongi : she's pretty but i thought you said your crush is a man?
Taehyung : hyung no
Taehyung : TT_TT
Taehyung : not her, but Jimin
Yoongi : Jimin?
Yoongi : wait.. nooo.. you mean,
Yoongi : Park Jimin, as in, our Chim? y..your soulmate?
Taehyung : yeahh...
Yoongi :
Yoongi : i didn't expect that
Taehyung : is it gross?
Yoongi : what? no!
Yoongi : it just that, i thought it was... someone else
Taehyung : i can never fall in love with someone else aside from Jimin
Yoongi : oh ...
Taehyung : i just, i dont know when it started but he was always there for me, with his smiles and cute laugh.. his kindness and all those charming qualities he had, how could i not fall in love with him hyung.. i feel so miserable but at the same time, the thoughts of him warm me up inside
Taehyung : im so messed up.
Yoongi : hey, relax Tae. It's not your fault remember that and if its Jimin, i could guarantee that whatever that happens between both of you, he would never hurt you
Taehyung : i know but i still can't just shake this feelings off
Taehyung : im afraid that my feelings toward him might change something between us and if its bad, and if its sends him away from me
Taehyung : gosh hyung.. i dont think i could live without jimin
Yoongi : Taehyung, breathe. there's possibilities but you dont need to put yourself in a situation that didn't happen yet.
Yoongi : i can't tell you to stop worriying abt it because that's stupid but i assure you this, whatever that might happen next, i'm here for you
Yoongi : that's the least i can do. I hope i can make it better for you Tae
Taehyung : no hyung.. you're here with me at 3.10 in the morning. what else could i ask for?
Taehyung : and it's really good to know that you're on my side
Yoongi : I'm sure Jimin would never hurt you in any way even if he knows abt your feelings for him
Yoongi : Jimin wasn't that type of person but just in case, if it didn't end well, how about we go on a trip together?
Yoongi : we cn hv fun, and just forget abt stuffs
Taehyung : yeah hyung. I would love that
Yoongi : just don't ever blame yourself over something you can't control alright Tae?
Taehyung : okay hyung. Thank you
Taehyung : and Yoongi hyung
Yoongi : yes Tae?
Taehyung : i've got something i've been wondering abt lately.. but you promise me not to get mad if i ask?
Tbc...
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