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The Suicidal Angel


Another tiring day..

Joshua thought as he sat down on his favorite chair facing the wide glass of his condo unit.

Seeing trough the whole city with it's light slowly scattering.

He closed his eye to rest.

This is his haven.

Relaxing and taking a break from everything.

After minutes of being steady on his seat. He open his eyes.

He stood up and walks towards the kitchen to prepare his meal.

Living alone, he get used to it. Being away from his family is never easy but he always carry on.

They are happy him in his career..
Enough reason for him to stay and support them on thier living.

After cooking a meal for one, he eat immediately.

While chewing on his food he notice the new set of brochures on his cabinet.

Together with some magazines where he is on the cover.

He never took a glance of it's content since it was released so he stood up and get it then go back to his spot and continue eating

"Nice.."

He mumble as he turn the pages one by one.

Different kinds of trendy accessories and clothes are filling up each page.

Being weared by different good looking models.

But he was stuck on one page for a while.

Wait.. I think I saw this model few months ago.

He thought.

Remembering thier encounter and how he was really pissed of with the person.

"So.. She's a model. Huh."

He then read the descriptions on the pages where the model was wearing different kinds of clothes. The clothes detailes. Mostly are Uni Tee shirts and sweaters.

But one Sentence startled him.

'Mr. Jeonghan Yoon'

MR.?

After he finished his food, he immediately open his laptop and search for the model's name.

The profile came out together with it's agency's name.

ANJEL's

He read.

24 years old.

Same age as me.

He thought. Now he proceed to the photos which startled him more.

If this is a guy.. Why does he look like a girl?

It's not just about the hair.


Even if you cut it short like his hair, his femenine feature will not hide his prettiness.

Eyes chink like a woman the hair was just a bonus after all..

He remembered their first encounter again. He really thought it was a woman.

He take a look at the pictures again and took notice of the clothes the model was wearing.

Almost all are uni shirts and sweaters, jacket and coats.. But never once saw a photo where he is wearing a girl's blouse or anything a girl wear.

Then he realized something.

Why is he so curious about it?

He sighed. Tap some keys back to desktop and decided to sleep.

He shouldn't be bothered by some kind of personality because he don't even know it in person.

He just saw him once and that was months ago.

"I wanna sleep.. Sleep.."

He chanted as he flop down comfortably on his cozy bed.

Closing his eyes..

"This is haven what I need right now.."

He said as he finally let the darkness ate him.

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"You'll have a meeting with Mr. Kang.
He wants to talk about the endorsing contract."

Joshua's handler said while they are walking on the hallway to his dressing room.

"Bumzu hyung.. What kind of clothing line is that again?"

He asked.

His manager look at him then answered.

"SHIN AH. That's the name of the clothing line company.."

He nodded. He was expecting a different answer.. But anyway, there's nothing bad about endorsing a branded clothing line. In fact, he'll gain from it.

After make up and everything..  He was ready on stage.

Yes, he is performing on stage live.

He's a guessed for the day of a show called  'IDOLS'.

The show has a very high rating on the town.

Not only because it's very entertaining but also because of the guess that is very popular.

And he is one of those.

Holding his guitar with him, the coordinators turned off all the lights and he could hear all the audience's cheering voices.

"Good luck! fighting!"

His manager also cheered as it gestured the Fighting post.

It somehow gave him good vibe.

"You'll be IN on three.. two.. one..
Go!"

As soon as he step out spotlight was already on him.

"Aaaaaahhh!!"

"Oppaaaaa!!!"

"Joshua! Joshua! Joshua!"

The people started to scream his name.

He waved at them before strumming his guitar and getting ready to sing..

The band behind him also start to play.

(Day6's Lyrics 'When you love someone)

~~oneul mani himdeureotteon haruyeotjyo
geudael boneun nae gaseumi arineyo
jichin geudaereul wihae haejul su itneun geon oroji
gyeote isseojuneun geot bakke mothae mianhaeyo

geudaen utneun ge jeongmal yeppeun saramiraseo
geu misoreul ireosseul ttaemada
nae jeonbureul da jwoseorado
dashi tto doedollyeojugo shipeoyo

daeshin ureojugo shipgo
naega daeshin apahaejugo shipeoyo
dashin geudaeye maeume
sangcheoga naji anasseumyeon haeyo

nugungareul neomchige
joahandaneun geon
cham shingihagedo
geureoteoragoyo

naega jogeuminama doumi doegil wonhaeyo
geudaeege isseo nan anshikcheo igil barayo
bappeun haru jungedo nal tteoollimyeon
pyeonanhaejil su itge noryeok haebolgeyo

geudaen sashireun neomu yeorin saramiraseo
sori eopshi apahal ttaemada
nae jeonbureul da jwoseorado
dashi tto utge haejugo shipeoyo

daeshin ureojugo shipgo
naega daeshin apahaejugo shipeoyo
dashin geudaeye maeume
sangcheoga naji anasseumyeon haeyo

nugungareul neomchige
joahandaneun geon
cham shingihagedo
geureoteoragoyo

This is a song for you
Oh I’m singing for you

This is a song for you
I’m singing for you
nae modeungeol da julge

daeshin ureojugo shipgo
naega daeshin apahaejugo shipeoyo
dashin geudaeye maeume
sangcheoga naji anasseumyeon haeyo

nugungareul neomchige
joahandaneun geon
cham shingihagedo
geureoteoragoyo~~

And again.. People's applause filled the place.

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"So.. I guess this contract needs to be sealed with a shake hands then."

The Old man said smiling. Happy about the result of thier meeting.

Joshua then smiled and accept the latter's hand.. Also to his Manager.

"What are we waiting for? We should enjoy this dinner. Let's eat happily.."

They both nod and smile.

The foods are good as the ambiance of the place. Every corner is detailed with different display. Mostly flowers.

"Dad?"

Joshua and his manager Bumzu look at the girl who called Mr. Kang.

Wearing a fit black dress with her coat around her while clinging to a guy beside her.

"Oh.. My darling Shin Na come sit. I have a great news. You too Seungcheol, join us."

So this is his daughter and this Seungcheol guy is his Boyfriend?

"Meet our new endorser. I know you know him already--

"Dad.. Joshua Hong is a very popular name, how come I won't know him?"

The old man chuckled.

"Of course.. Let me introduce to you
Mr. Hong and to you Bumzu. This is my beautiful daughter and this is his Fiancé.. Choi Seungcheol.."

They shook hands with one another.

"Actually, he only proposed to me yesterday.. Isn't he the sweetest guy?"

Shin Na boasted. Then she hold Seungcheol's hand.. Seungcheol who is feeling uncomfortable just smiled.

"Oh.. Is that so? Congratulations then."

Joshua answered and give them a sincere smile.. His manager also congratulate the couple.

"How long have you been in a relationship before he proposed?"

Bumzu started the conversation with the question.

"Ahm.. If Im not mistaken it's been a year and a half already."

Then the girl giggled.

They all smiled because the girl is really happy.

While her 'Fiancé' is quiet the whole time and would only talk when being asked.

"What about you Joshua? Are you in a relationship?"

Mr. Kang asked.

He smiled and shake his head slowly..

"None. Im.. I don't have that what you call a special someone yet."

"Seriously?! None? How come? You're very handsome you know.. You're also charming. You can make a girl fall for you in a wink."

Mr. Kang answered. They laugh because of how childish it acted.

"Seungcheol Hyung?"

Someone called from behind..

The guy checked who called him and they saw a cheeky guy together with an american looking guy with thier eyes fixed on Seungcheol.

"Vernon.. Kwan.. Hey."

He called then face the people on thier table

"Uhm if you'll excuse me please. I 'll just talk to them--

"No need hyung. We were just making sure It's you. So.. Great to accidentally heared you're getting married. Be happy. Bye."

The american looking guy which Seungcheol called Vernon said before he held the cheeky guy's hand and walk away.

They went silent.

The tension on the guy's voice somehow  gives them chill.

"Im sorry about that. Maybe Vernon's in a bad mood today.. Anyway they're my.. Uhm.. F-friends. Yeah.. Friends."

Then he smiled awkwardly.

"That's ok. Maybe you haven't told them about our marriage yet that's why he act like that."

Shin Na said.

"Yeah.. Maybe. Don't worry.. I'll tell them right after this."

Something's wrong with him.

Joshua noticed.

Well.. What does he know? So.. He let it slip off his mind and decided not to overthink it.




 

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kellyb2st
#1
Chapter 11: Cute
bluequartz_a
#2
Chapter 10: That's sweet. <3 every JiHan scene was BEAUTIFUL.
btw love the poster.
The_Reaper
#3
Chapter 10: Aw~
This ending was sweet ^^
Jeonghan’s dream had me worried tho
Salttt #4
Chapter 2: AAAAAAAAAAAA
(Dies)
angge17 #5
Chapter 10: And they lived happily ever after...
Charlot1081
765 streak #6
Chapter 11: And that's when I die at the poster XD
UshCookie #7
Chapter 9: *smiling crazily when seeing they kissed*
UshCookie #8
Chapter 2: Wow Seungcheol :( tut tut
Nachan0928
#9
Chapter 10: I almost had a heart attack!!! I though jisoo rly left jeonghan!!!! TT___TT
And i cant help but still feel bitter abt jeongcheol... actually i have a mixed feeling abt their relationship.. one moment i wanted to punch cheol, but the next i pitied him. Uugh...
Anyways thanks for sharing this beautiful story!!!
Phoepe #10
Chapter 10: My heart almost stopped when jisoo died.... I'm sooo happy they ended up together