Jiyong's Point of View

As I walked towards the conference room, my mind is filled with question about her. Will she be here? Is she mad? Will she be aloof? How is she? Is she has someone now? Why does she avoid me? Can I finally see her again? Why everyone hides her from me even my own family? For 4 ing years she avoided me and I'm afraid she hates me. Top-hyung told me that all is required to attend this board meeting to welcome me as the new CEO of Imperium Corporation.

I stayed for New York for 4 yrs and in that duration of time everyone visited me except her. I know she also went to New York but never did once she let our path crossed. I know it's my fault why she avoided me because I asked for it but I never meant it. In my simple ways I tried to approached her by attending her anual art exibits in New York with the hope to see her but I never saw her,not even once. I always bought her paintings (especially when the mused is a silloutte of children) with hope that she will personally handed me the painting but in no avail, the painting will be delivered to me as a gift with note "for my Fiancee". Our family is been firmed that I can only see her if I'm ready to have my vows for her or else I'm not allowed to bother her either. The Bigbang and 2ne1 also become so protective of her. So I just let myself be contented with some news about her from the media, that mostly just trying to connect her with her admirers! How stupid it can get?! When I'm real