Nineteen: Betrayal and Guilt
DESTINED LOVEDara's Point of View
"Tokki can we talk?" Bom said
"Sorry Bommie I'm busy. There is so much to do. My exhibit is nearing and I need to finish my painting" I said and gestured my unfinished canvas
"Your avoiding us and the issue about your...
"Bom I'm not avoiding anything. I'm just really busy"
"Sandara stopped acting like nothing happenned! You need to face it!" Bom said as she hold my arm.
"How can I face something that I'm not sure how to accept!!!" I said in a high voiced
"Oh Tokki"
"I'm losing him Bom and I feel like if I talked to anyone about this I'm gonna lose him forever and that scared me!"
"Tokki it's going to be okay..."
"No it's not Bom! Everyday I waited for him to come and say his sorry that he does not meant everything he said, that he still loves me but it's not happening and it's breaking me apart that this is my reality now! A life without him, a life without the person I love!! The love that once my source of strength is unbearably painful now! It hurts like hell Bom! And yet I'll trade anything to have him back! Do you know how much I wanted to fight for us but how can I when he already choose to give up and let me go? So tell me what the ed I'm supposed to do now?" Then I cried and breakdown in front of Bom and she hugged me
"I love him Bom and I keep asking myself where I got in wrong for him to seek another woman? I really don't know what to do if he does not give me a choice... He just choose to let go...." I said in a small voice and continue to cry
"Then my dear Sandara stopped crying and fight for your love" Minyoung Halmoni said as she entere
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