Dara's Point of View

I can't stopped my paranoia now! Who is Joo Yeon in Jiyong's life? Is she the reason in Jiyong changes? But our relationship is okay or it just me who thought we're okay? We're happy right? No what am I thinking, he's Jiyong and he promised he will not hurt me.  

"Sandara!" Omma called my attention and I realized everyone is looking at me.

"Sorry I just spaced out"

"Maybe you still need to rest so no more painting for tonight okay?" Omma said. I saw CL looking at me with concerned and I know she can feel something is not right.

"Baby you need to eat" Jiyong whispered as he put some fruits in my plate and I just shoved the plate away from me.

"Sorry I'm not feeling well. Excused me" I said and immediately went to my room.

I can't bear to be near him cause I'm on the verge of crying. My worries are building. I'm confused now more than ever and I'm really scared he will leave me. I need to know the truth but at same time I'm afraid of it. A knocked disturbed my thoughts and knowing it's him I pretended to sleep. I felt him entered the room, kissed my lips and said "Good night baby. I love you and I'm sorry" then he leave and I cried cause I can feel I was about to lose him.