Solar's POV

"Shhhhh, stop crying I'm here" Byul said to me while hugging me and running her fingers through my hair. We stayed like that until I finished crying

"Here" Byul gave me a handkerchief

"Thank you"and took the handkerchief from her

"Can you tell me now why are you crying" she asked

I just look at the ground thinking if I should say this because I'm not sure if he is alive.

"Tell me" then Byul cupped my chin

Our face are 2 inches apart. I feel like my ears is getting red and my heart skip a beat

"Y-you're too close, I-I can't think straight" this isn't the time for blushing Kim Yongsun I thought to myself

She let go of my chin and look at me straight.

"Then tell me why are you crying? You acted weird too when you saw the name of my psychologist"

I took a deep breath, I think I can trust her and she will understand me

"I'm not sure about this too" I started "Do you want to come with me?"

"Are we going somewhere?"

I nodded "I'll tell you the story while on the way" 

"Let's go, I'll drive" 

I requested to go to flower shop first to buy some dark crimson roses

"Dark crimson roses?" she asked 

"Yeah"

"It signifies sadness and sorrowful right?"

"Yeah"

"But why?" 

"You'll know soon" 

After that it became quiet inside of the car no one talk and it feel so cold even though the air-conditioner is not on

"Here?" we just arrived at the side road and Byul look at me confused

I nodded at her "Follow me" and went down the car. I walk with Byul beside me on the street. She is just looking at the ground while walking

"I'm sorry for leaving you awhile ago" starting a conversation

"It's fine you doesn't look fine awhile ago too after seeing that name" she said

I stopped near the post and put down the dark crimson roses

"Yeah... Want me to tell you a story?"

"Story?"

"No correction, a story that is part of my life?"

"Why?" I just looked at her with a question mark face "Do you trust me that much? That I will able to hear that?"

"Maybe, maybe not but like what you said 'Maybe we are destined.... destined to hear each other stories' I don't know what you mean by that but, I just need someone to listen to me right now" 

"I'm a good listener, tell me" and she gave me a comforting smile

"I thought I already forgot him...." I started and looked at the sky "Not until I saw the name of your psychologist. Those memories with him, it flashed before my eyes. We are so happy together"I stopped because I can't contain myself from crying

"He was always there for me when I need him, he is riding with my unfunny jokes. Comforting me when I'm crying. I clearly remember all about him, his smile, laugh, hand and scent. I always smile and laughing like there's no tomorrow...... Until one day I decided to broke up with him"

"Why?" Byul asked "Hearing your story both of you seems like had a good relationship"

"We had. It's because I found out that I'm in arranged marriage to someone so knowing that he will be hurt to know that I decided to brake up with him. That time my dad's company was going to bankrupt so he decided me to arranged marriage to his partner ship company.... Imagine I will be married to someone older than me" I laughed "But my dad died and that person traitor my dad, he was never married to me and claimed all of our assets. Anyway, at that street that's where I broke up with him" I pointed the street at the other street "If I just know that is the last day when I'