Knowing that we were both in love with each other was a huge blessing for the both of us. We loved getting to sneak around to be together. We would take walks and anytime we had together we would always do something. It was like Christmas everyday. 

One night after playing video games all night he fell asleep on the couch. I wrapped a blanket around him and kissed his forehead. I got up and went to my room where Namjoon was sleeping like a baby. It must be hard being the leader. I pulled his blanket up over him and grabbed my shoes and jacket and headed out. 

With everything that had been going on I wanted time to just take a walk and remember who I was, without Jungkookie. It was nice being with him and I loved him a lot but sometimes I needed me time as well. 

The air was cold against my face. Every step I made echoed out into the city like gunshots. But not as loud. I forgot how bad my ankle was until I started walking like this. 

I fell to my knees against a wall after my ankle was too weak. I sat there for a minute and looked around. It was becoming fall and leaves were everywhere. I loved fall more than any other season.

As I sat there I kept blowing breaths to see them. That's when I noticed her. 

She was lying on the sidewalk across from me. Her little legs sprawled out. Her eyes looking at me. I called her over and she trotted across the road towards me. I picked her up and began to pet her. Her white fur was soft an