“ji hyung you search over there and i’m over here let’s go hurry up!” seungri push jiyong a little to the box next to jiyong , he hurriedly search in the other box , there are 3 box lost&found there jiying try to find his ring on the 1st box and seungri on the 2nd ,
“aishh i can’t find it here” seungri looked up and messing his own hair with confusion he divert her attention to the guy who was putting something to the box next to him , it’s shining like a jewelry , he keep eyeing him and his stuff on his hand , befor he put it on the box , that guy poke a woman’s shoulder and talk with her for a while then finally put it there , seungri jump from his track to that 3rd box next to him , he pull that guy’s wrist
“wait” he scream , he take the ring , and he knows exactly it’s jiyong’s , the guy looked up to him give him “what the hell” looks
“thanks for return this stuff dude!” he say thanking him in not-really-fluent english, he punch his shoulder a little and smile
“oo that’s ring, no sweat, to be honest it’s not me who find it but my girl friend,right ch—uhmmm faith?” he looked back to find someone but he looked back at sungri and grin
“sorry i think she was chattering with frinds hehehe , i will send your gratitude to her” he smiled back
“ahaha to be honest this ring isn’t mine neither , it’s my friend’s hehe right ji---- oh where’s he going? , wait a second” he smiled and try to find the lost jiyong , he found jiyong was bent down to fix his shoes
“hyung you must be thanking someone for your already-found ring hey come on!” he followed him bent down and whispering to him , they both stand up , seungri cleared his throat
“this is my f----- wait..... where’s he going? Oh okay , just thanking me hyung,he and his girl friend already gone nowhere” he tap jiyong’s shoulder while roaming his eyes around to find that guy and his friends
“aaa thanks seungriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii” jiyong take his ring,put it on his finger and hug seungri so tight he even think to kiss seungri but he know seungri won’t agree with him.
“faith , you know what?”
“what?”
“when i just about to put the ring on the box , there’s asian guy who took it as fast as possible and thanking me but i said you’re the one who find it but when he want to thanking you,you was talking with harry so he sent his gratitude for you” liam poke her nose to make her laugh a little
“oh sorry i was talking about harry’s pussycat moly hahaha”
“aand he says the ring isn’t his neither , it’s his friend but when he was talking to his friend who own it , you all pulling me to go”
“that’s alright liam, thanks for returning it for me hehehe” she grinning and cling onto liam’s arm
They all were walking around after riding some games
“okay all! That’s enough for todaaaay let’s go homeee and sleeeep” niall stretch and twist his arm
“hmmm i’m tired already guys let’s go home now” chaerin added and yawning
“before we come back home let’s buy instant ramen at the supermarket first okaaay”
“don’t forget to buy a bunch of corrnnn uuhhmmm” bom chimed with excitement , everyone staring at her strangely , and laughing causes that warm feeling when they were all together, make everyone comfortable with each other , they heading toward the parking lot and go to supermarket directly.
*atsupermarket
“faith what would you like for your dinner ?” eleanor ask her while searching for nuggets
“”i’d like to eat ramyun with kimchi , omg i missed kimchi , do you like kimchi eleanor?”she reply and become a little jumpy because kimchi
“i’ve been try kimchi when i visit seoul but i’m not really into it but ramyun isn’t bad idea yohoo come on let’s get ramyuun for tonight”eleanor push the trolley with full swiftness , chaerin who sat calmly at the trolley scream a little , she always sat on the trolley everytime she come to the supermarket , it makes her remember her family in her hometown
“eleanor where’s bom unnie, she know the best ramyun here”
“really?? Aah you’re right we should ask her , i kinda confused with all these ramyun , which one should i get?!”
“ahaha don’t be so panic eleanor hahaha you sounds so pathetic , you find bommie and ask her , uhmmm i think she was on corn shelf right now”she shoo eleanor away to ask which ramyun should they bought for dinner tonight , chaerin just stay at the trolley waiting for her , she jolted in shock and panick when someone bump on her trolley inadvertent , it comes from her back side , she was leaning on the back side of the trolley , the trolley spinning around , it lunge to the shelf and finally stopped when that guy grab the trolley and stop it “geeee” she cried , a lil’ bit startled , putting back her hoodie on
“ohmygod! Sorry i was walking backwards so i didn’t see you at the trolley i’m so sorry” a guy bowed with his unclear voice , he wearing a mask on his face it covering almost his whole head,still waiting for her to facing him up, no response he grab the trolley and fix it’s position, chaerin on her position just hugged her knees tightly, the trolley moved caused her body swayed a little
“t...th..that’s fine, i’m just a lil’ bit startled fyoooh, please be carefull next time dude” she huffed and waft a breath 'sound like chae" he mumbling guessing the girl in the trolley
“faittttttttttttth omg you okay?, i see your trolly flying around!” eleanor running towards chaerin and that guy , she checked out chaerin’s situation and grab the trolley
“i’m fine” she smile to her , eleanor just nodded and get closer to chaerin’s ear
“how could it happened? That’s so embarasing faith” she whispered to her
“a guy bump on me!” she reply , also whispering to eleanor , she shruged, she already push the trolley away and walk away but after she knows what’s really happen to her friend , she stopped and turning back facing the guy who bump on chaerin
“you.” she coldly ask while pointing at his face
“y..yea” he looks a bit frightened
“you bump on my friend?” she put her hand on her hips, her eyes grow bigger
“s...sorry that’s an accident, i didn’t see her i was walking backwards hey” he scoffed
“thankfully my friend’s alright , what if she fell huh?! Use your eyes perfectly next time dude!!!” she looks angry at him , he take one step backwards , avoiding her , maybe he afraid she’ll do something bad at him
“y...yes, hey you over there.... i’m so sorry for my carelessness” he shouting outloud
“that’s fineee” she reply half shouting and raised her hand give him an ‘OK’ sign with her right hand
“you see?, your friend’s alright!” he glared at her
“that’s nice! if she was not , i will gladly punch you in the face huh!” she turn her head,then her body and dashing away push the trolly, they heading to cashier with the others.
******
“daeee that’s mine!! Go get coke for yourself that’s mine you stealer!!” jiyong running around to catch after daesung who just had stole his coke
“yaaaaah hyung, it’s already gone to my stomach , you still want it? wait untill i pee” he squezee the empty bottle and toss it over the trashbin , “ you!” jiyong panting and give daesung a slightly hit on the head
“why mr.TOP take a long time to pay our beverage?!”daesung grunted
“aigooo i don’t know , it’s so tired and i got here for a coke and you drank it! you , if i know i’ll end up like this i’ll just wait and sleep at the car with seungri,bae and dara noona and let you and hyung dating pssshhhh”
“why ji? You envy huh? Come on babe come to hyung’s embrace chu~ chu~” suddenly a heavy deep voice coming with full of vitamin water on his hand and teasing face on his handsome face , daesung just ran off to the parking lot while screaming
“puahahaha it’s funny to see the both of you! you two go get married! Puahaha” jiyong held his tummy for a while , he was laughing out loud untill some people staring at him , he put on his mask again,
“lessgoooo jideeeh”seunghyun take jiyong’s hand and they dashing away to the parking lot
“jideeh take the key and unlock the car’s door ppali-yyaah!” he toss it towards jiyong and it land perfectly on jiyong’s wide forehead it sounds like “TUCK” seunghun let all his purchase fell on the ground and laughing untill the tears come from the edge of his eyes,
“what’s with that laugh seunghyun hyung!!! You so noisy daaamn!! You ruined my dream!!” seungri get out of the car while rubbing his eyes and his mouth full of guff,
“maknae-yah!!! look your jiyong-hyung over theree!! Puahahahaha i throw the metal key to his forehead!! I bet his forehead grow more bigger now puahahahaha” TOP still laughing and mocking his leader while tidying up the groceries he just bought, seungri come near jiyong while laughing but not that loud as top , he avoiding the leader’s wrathful,
“ji hyung comes up come on hahaha hold my hand” he give his right hand to jiyong , who still rubbed his forehead
“ouuuccchhhh that must be sooo painfull dude , here’s the key!” a guy take the key from the ground and poke seungri’s shoulder to giving up the key’s to him
“eo? Ah thanks a lot“ seungri turn his head and take the key , he got startled when he see that guy face
“whoaaah! You again help ji hyung hahaha once again thanks dude!! Ji hyuuung he is the guy who return your ring back!” seungri held jiyong’s hand and pulling it up , jiyong keep looking down at the ground and held his forehead ,
“ji hyung don’t being such a punk now! You must thanking him!!”seungri shake his hyung’s shoulder and smile to that guy
“thanks for al------- YOU?!.... LIAM?!” jiyong jolted in shock when he see his face, it’s liam! That’s it!
“f*uck!” liam ranting and run away as fast as possible
“jackass! Don’t you dare to run away! I’ll get over you! fck! Seungri help me catch him ppali yaah!!” jiyong shouting with his fluent english, this time he didn’t care someone would cashing after him because he didn’t wear a mask , he take the mask off and run try to catch after him , with seungri following behind him
“harryy open the door and drive as fast as possible!” liam shouting full of strength while running,he already panting , not so far behind him was jiyong and seungri running trying to get after him , he grinning to them and get in the car safely ,
“fffuuuuuuuu*k!!!!! Ri i almost met her rii!!! I see that blonde haired girl at the supermarket!!! And i bet that girl i bump into is chaerin! Fck!! Riii what can i do now?!!!” he fell on the ground and panting so hard , seungri just stood there try to catch his breathe and dumbfounded , he can’t get what his hyung had just said to him
“i know it for the first time ! when she spoken up! Damn! How come i didn’t recognize her voice!!fool jiyong fooool!!!” he pull up his hair by himself
“what’ve just gotten into you?!” seungri come near him and sat beside him
“ri that guy ri!!! He is liaaam! He is......... well yeah ..... hunchae’s friend......”
“what?! Really ? just friend?! you sure?” seungri got curious and brought his face closer to jiyong’s
“YYAAH!!? What are you thinking?! Sure!! He is just a friend of hers ugh!!” jiyong smash seungri’s back without any hesitation
“you’re being jealousy here hyung.....just.... face reality” seungri sighed
“no freaking way!! I come here to meet hunchae! I will fight for her!” jiyong looking down , he let out a small chuckle
“wait hyung........ that guy said , that’s not him who returning your ring back but his girl friend, it means........... chaerin is the one who found the ring”
“see?! It’s not really my ring! I didn’t brought my ring with me! it’s hers, but i failed to give it to her........ and finally , today....... she touch it” he smile a little , looking up to the sky , cloudy...........
“but now the ring’s with you” seungri touch the ring’s with his plainness
“ ugh you ruined my happiness aishh really............... haha but still, it means we’re really meant to each others right panda?” he smile to him and get up
“uh, whatever, come on hyung i think it’ll rain , i’m sure everybody’s waiting for us come on! Don’t sad hyung!! I’m sure you’ll meet her later i’m sure!”
“sure things! Come on” jiyong held seungri’s shoulder and running together to their car.
*2dayslater
“hey faith!....” ................
“chaerin-ya!”
“hmmmm” i feebly answer , my strawberry ice cream
“why with your calm behaviour” i heard bommie clicked his tongue
“uh nothing” i twirled the empty cone and smile , a big one....
“whoah! You eat so fast!! Gotjimaal!!!” bommie hit my feet with hers , i chuckled and avange
“bomiiieee you won’t believe this” i said in monotone voice
“what’s up?” she still busy his 3rd ice cream
“yesterday someone just barged out about ‘i see seungri from bigbang at the beach festival yesterday omg but i’m not that sure so i just staring at him from a far’ to eleanor”
“mwo?! Who says that thing?” she sounds shocked
“of course she is eleanor’s friend ya bommieee, aissshhh what if seungri come with jiyong and the rest? What if they find us?!”
“wait chae......... it means we were at the beach festival when they were there too , it mean we’re.........”
“almost get caught!” i finished
“crap!!”
“eaothokajii?”
“chae looks.... it’s not that awfull ya know, it’s just fate , let the fate speaks”
“no bommie unnie i won’t meet them!”
“chaerin my darling you........ uh how can i said this to you, bigbang has no shining and charismatic leader anymore recently, you know your male bestfriend the most don’t you? speak up about this case!”
“he can’t focused if there’s something bothering his mind” i speak slowly , yea she’s right , i caused jingyo lost...........
“that’s it baby you know it right don’t you? now , why don’t you just come back to your normal life with the new you , get it? ashh i feels so mean to you, isn’t it so rude chae i’m sorry but i just want the best for you and i think that’s the best way” she sound so anxious about my feeling , hmmm bommie you’re totally right , i should doing that from the first time but i jus’t can’t i’m too fragile and afraid , i won’t everyone pitying me , i don’t like it , i like to stand by myself without a help from anyone ,
“now tell me what should i do” i daydreaming blankly at the city park , leaning on my hand
“i have no idea baby” bom pat my back , yap still busy with her precious ice cream corn , she never ever skip a day without everythings related to corn , she is weird sometimes.
“chaee! Come on we have to go! I need to go home now! Come on!!i forget something” bom all of sudden pull my hand , i was sitting in a wooden chair , a small park but the people say it’s a beautiful park of new jersey , not that crowded because i can hear the birds chirping , fill the wind blow , and i don’t hear any annoying sounds from people or the vehicle in this city .
I reject her “bommie!! I still want to be here! It’s comfortable i’m bored to death when it comes to our home! It’s noise!! Crowded city uh uh”
“our house still in this town”
“but it’s different bommie!! If you want to come back home just go i’m fine by myself! Go”
“yyah i don’t wanna die young! Niall, minki and uhm ekhm liam will gladly killing me if they know i leave you here by yourself”
“no! I’ll make sure you will be fine! Just go, or call someone to accompany me here” i smile to her
“aishh you make things difficult! Wait i’ll call liam first wait here!” He left but i stop him
“wait....... why call him all of our relatives here? just call niall bom” she sounds like ‘thinking hard’ and sat beside me
“chae niall have a whole day to himself today , he was busy with his project” bommie told me and fixing my hair , maybe it’s messed up?
“oh,whatever” i take her hand out of my hair, she gone and call someone,
i really like to come here. Enjoying myself, to hear that happy sound environtment , child were playing around , they laugh they cry they scream it’s amusing, listening to music while feeling the wind blowwin’ get our hair flying around , let the leaf stuck on our hair or outfit , i really enjoy the nice place.
“whatever! No excuse dude! I really need to go! You come here to taking care of our chaerinie bye!” i heard bommie stomped out , her heel’s sound clicking the ground unpatiently
“bommie don’t force anyone to accompanying me, i can stay here by m---------
“shhhh liam will come in a while wait here don’t go anywhere , i’m sorry chaeee i forget today i have an important events aigooo bye! Stay on your phone!byeee” she messing with my hair and dashing away , i just chuckled by her action and take a sip of americano in my right hand , well whatever the point is i can still be here for a while , i wonder what was jiyong oppa doing right now? does he missing me? well who knows.........
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I i was now in my deep thought, taking a sip of my americano on the right hand and riding my car with my left one, all of sudden this beverge remind me, about someone, it was so everything , maybe i’ve never realize that she’s that important to me if this damn things didn’t happen , i .... i was so stupid before , haha i know i hurt chaerin a lot before , and now when she left i know how it was , she always said ‘leaders don’t cry’ while smiling with her smiling eyes i’ve never tired of , but she’s the one who caused it now , i grinning with only myself , seungri just gone a while a go , he went to shoping with youngbae and dara noona, i ask him to leave me alone , that maknae won’t get out of me , he always sticking on me , but today i really need time just for myself and maybe i can find her miraculously hahaha now i’m a mad man
I’m so all confused now , i thinking what was she doing and what was she thinking of , now i thinking about her but did she even remember me now? That line on phone hurt me so much , when finally you pick my call up telling me that she found another ‘bestfriend’ when i met her new guy and they’re so chesy , ed up! , i want to hit that new guy with monster truck i usually see in tv , I wonder what’s she thinking and feeling of me ............
Because i know she’s not just friend or bestfriend to me ....... she was always more that that.........
But i just realize it now.................
If she feels the same way like i do , i wonder how much i’ve hurting her by always sharing my day to her every night before i sleep , telling her about my girlfriend, about how i flirt with girls that day , about how i won’t broke up with my girlfriend that time , by telling her i was counting on her friend and ask her to tell her friend that she was really beautiful , by telling her ‘hunchae you know what? My girl talking to a guy and i’m jealous but she won’t understand wadyathink?’ or ‘hunchae which one should i wear? I won’t disapointing my girl with my appearence today i’d like to be gorgeous for my girlfriend tonight’ or when i forget to call her ‘hunchae’ ‘chae listen to me! i’m panic now! She ask me to break up eothokee’ now when i recap all of them , i would like to free fall from eifel and landing on a pond full of knife , it must be so hurt , but hadly able to believe if she is realy more than bestriend , is she feel the same way with me , is that possible ? is that possible she leave me with not even a single clue like this? she might be hurted by her own action as well
But really ......... that pain inside , when i told hunchae how was i hurted and jealous when i see those ex-girlfriend of mine talking or playing around with some guy back there isn’t hurting as much as when i see you hug that liam guy! I swear! Now i just can smiling at myself telling this stupid man alive , ‘ you moron!you’ve just lost your other half hahaha your true other half !’ and i know your last boyfriend was that shin with his slanted eyes when we were at junior high scholl , because i proscribe you from having one , i know i’m cruel , i know it, that’s why now you’re not here with me , i’m bad and you’re way too good for me , but still i won’t ever ever take it , i won’t ever admit that we’re now being apart , maybe i deserves this ,
I take her fake wristwatch i gave her when gara gara go times , but she left it on my car by accident , and i’m always wear it since the day she lost, yeah...................... i hold it tight , try to feeling her,
I never feels so hurt right now this feeling of betrayed, so painfull, this great pain...., just you chae it’s just you who can make me suffering a lot! But why just now i realize that you’re more than important to me huh? Damn it chae , maybe it’s better for you to leave me , i deserve it i know it right , maybe it’s the better way of you , you tired of me aren’t you?
but sorry i just can’t take a day with no chaerin ,
so please let me find you and now i was riding my car in this busy city only to look up for her , i put down my americano and my phone vibrates , i take it , it’s dara noona? I pick the phone up while looked up to the road , i didn’t focus on the road , that’s a girl standing in the middle of the road and i almost hit her !! gosshh now she knock down the asphalt , ! I throw my phone away and get out of my car to check the careless girl, damn!
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