“where is youngbaezzyyy?” teddy ask while twirling around with his chair in front of his stuff on studio
“the last time .................”
“we left him with dara noona in cafetaria” daesung said and just realize that his youngbae isn’t here with them.
“okay , to the point teddy hyung, remember do not break your own promised!” jiyong sat on the couch , he looks like ‘has no spirit life’ person and absent-minded , everyone remain silent and focus on their teddy papa
“well, i think you all extremely needs holiday” , with that everyone’s face become a little bit enthusiastic now,
“we really needs that damn thing hyung!”
“OMG i can’t believe it for sure!! Go ahead hyung!!”
“so ........... i ask yanggon hyung about it and he allow you guys to go on a holiday , because he really thinks like that so~ so ..... congratulation”
Their eyes become teary , they are so damn happy , they really loves their teddy hyung , they stand up and run and hug their teddy hyung so tight like teddybear.
“hyung thank you so damn damn damn damn much we love you sssooo much!” they hug him even tighter
“y.....y.......y.....eee....ss...ss....l.....e...ttt..me....g....go” he try to push the 4 of them , they let go of him with a big smile on their faces
“this is what i’ve missed from all of you guys....now i’m so glad it isn’t lost,it’s till there” teddy hit their shoulders ,
They just stand there with a big smile on their face , suddenly the door opened by someone
“youngbaezzyy where’ve you been we’re all were waiting for you” teddy staring at the person who just come in , but his face is the worst, even his famous eyessmile is nowhwere in sight, what just happen to the cheerfull tayeangiee?
“hyuuuung we will be free from now on ! holiday hyung hiliday!!!” daesung jumping around him and luaghing cheerfuly , tayeang just sit on the soffa and do nothing but thinking very deep , no one knows what he was thinking of , seungri sneaking on jiyong’s arm and hug it “jiyong hyung i miss you so much , i love to see your smile again !!” he smile cutely in front of jiyong’s handsome face
“i’m sorry for all this time seungri, i miss you too” they hugging each other m this is the beautiful bromance between the 5 of them , jiyong talk with teddy,seungri and big seunghyun while daesung still cheer youngabe up ,
“guys i will go to new jersey.........................”
“jiyong hyung! Why? We ever plan a holiday to texas right?”
“sorry riri but i need to do something there~”
“about your ‘missing piece’ HUH? hahahha” top hit his shoulder lightly
“you know me so well hyung” he laugh and take a revenge at him
“ji i’ll be with you and i will help you there” seunghyun held jiyong’s shoulder and smile at him ,
“what? You sure?” teddy ask seunghyun in disbelieve , he know right if bigbang were on their holiday , this mr.T.O.P will acting for a drama or film but this time...................................
“yeah i’m sure” he quickly reply
“crap!!! Seunghyun hyung!! I think bom noona was with her too!! I bet you really miss her, right?! There’s no woman who tease you and annoy you like what she always do” jiyong got excited to
“are you kidding me? honestly i already find my peace without her ya know hahaha no ji.... i really want to help you there” “bommie i’m really sorry this is for our all own good sake, ishouldn’t let jiyong try to find chaerin and you out there but jiyong need her,beside i want to see you and i can’t lie my day so silent without you here to annoy and bother me, so just wait there i’ll go get you” he said to himself
“aaaaaaaaaah i wanna join you tooo ” seungri begged and pull jiyong’s hand
“if you all didn’t have any plan to go anywhere let’s go together to new jersey and then los angles, how’s that?” jiyong staring at his 4 brother
“nice!! Loove it” seunghyun jump in pleased
“count me iiiiiin” seungri hug his giant panda doll
“i think i’m not satisfied with our last visit to new jersey yet , so i’ll come”
Everybody looks at taeyang direction , he looks so absent-minded what’s gotten into him?
“youngbae....?”
“ah!” he jolted in shock
“wanna go with us ? new jersey man! LA !!” jiyong scream in happiness , this s the beggining of new him !
“i........i don’t think so............”
“damn you hyung!! Just say yes!! Don’t think too much bro!!!” seungri run to him and pinch his cheek , this maknae always know how to cheer his hyungs up,
“o....ok” he chimed , that simple and everyone won’t interupt his thought anymore , everyone know he was cinfused and he never likes whoever who bother him when he was like that, everybody really know each other very well, they are just like real brother
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“guys packing tonight we will go tomorrow afternoon! Yaaaahooooooooowww” jiyong cried and throw himself to the couch he looks so happy with this.
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“i’ll get you a cup of americano okay, and you tell me what happen bro” jiyong slap youngbae shoulder lightly and go get a cup of coffe for his bestfriend.
Youngbae just sat there still in his deep mind , thinking about something he will never know by himself , there’s a lot of question he asked for himself and he can’t answer it , this man why so poor......
His eyes closes as a beam of light hit his eyes , it’s an earing, he take it and observing it , it’s dara’s
“ssandara.........” he mumbling and smile a very tiny smile he put on his face ‘till this morning, he keep observing every detail on it
“i’ve been searching for it all over the place and i forgot this cafetaria hahahaha” suddenly a familiar voice ringin on youngabe ears , he look up to find the voice’s owner , he lowerin' his head again put down the earings on the table and push the earing away , he keep looking down nowhere.............
“thanks bae...........” she just stood there not even take her stuff but staring at the guy in front of her
“khmmm americanoo’s hereee” jiyong comes up with two americano on his hands , he gave the one of it to youngbae and youngbae still looking down nowhere
“jiyong,hi” dara greet him warmthly
“halo noona,let’s join us” he tap on the table and she follow him , she sat in front of youngbae guy who keep lowering his head
“noona why you still here .............. it’s late already ....... so damn late at night”
“i’m searching for my earing , it fell and there! Youngbae find it to me” she smile and just staring at her earing
“why don’t you just take it and go home because it’s already dark outside” he looking at her face
“no jiyong, i............ uhmm uhmmm. Before ........” “here’s your earing, i give it back to you, now let’s go home, i’ll take you home now , ji .... come home by yourself ne? Is it okay with you?” so suddenly , yongbae cut her off, stood up take the earing and hand it to dara
“i....i’m okay ....” jiyong seems shock to his friend’s sudden action he keep on staring at youngbae
“come on......” youngbae pull dara’s hand , he............... hold it .............. that girl wrist ....... he touch it ...........
Dara looks so startled also , on the way to the parking lot they keep silent , espesially dara ........ she still can’t believe it , he open the doors for her and let her in , he drove the car slowly together with music on the tape ....................
Girl ..... i need a girl .......
That songs played on the radio ,
“remember when we filming the MV of i need a girl?”
“ha?” dara jump in shock , he just broke the silences betweet ‘em , she still can not believe it
“hmmm of course i still remember it haha” she giggles and give him her sweet smile , he also chuckle a little
“i hear you guys will go on a holiday ! i’m so envy , i have my holiday too but i just don’t know where should i go” she sigh deeply
“maybe you can go with us” he said starightly, maybe he shy he really not meant to be that straight
“mmm just maybe , i’ll ask teddy when i got home then , thank for the offer bae........” he just smile to her
Silence..........................................................................................
“we’re here” he smile get out of the car and open the door for her once again , she get out of the car and bid goodbye to him
“bae........... bye and thanks a lot for my earing and take me home ........ if no one take me home maybe i’ll just sleep at the practice room hehe , thanks a lot” she smile very sweet , she walks in , he keep on watching her untill she already save and sound , she stop and turn around
“ah bae...... i think i’ll join you guys ........... is....is that okay ?”
“hmm just come in it’s already late” he close his eyes and open it again, he keep on smiling sweetly , with his eyessmile join on his handsome face ,
“it’s a yes or a no?” she ask curiously
“aigooo hahahaha this lady, okay okay i’ll say yes if you come in now” he chuckle and smile again and again
“okay , i’ll go , bye and once again thanks.........” he just nodded and smmile while watching her walk away from his eyes............ and she fade away , he back to his car and come back home.
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“chaee i know it hurts you but please listen to me, everybody wants you to be healt,and we support you all we can , now it’s you, please chae you have no idea how much people around you love you”
“but niall!! Therapy will not help me!! it hurts me even more! It will not make me healt! I’m tired niall!!” she massage her temple , her tears still there,
“but we won’t loosing you............” now it’s his turn to cry without his awereness his tears already tracing down his cheek
“i won’t it to happen too niall sorry......” she come to her cousin embrace,
They leaning at the cold wall in hospital , after chaerin run away from her room refuse to do the therapy, she do love the people around her but she just can’t resist the pain she gain while doing the therapy,
“chaerin........ i know you can, please do it for us, stay here with us, please i’m begging you , i’ll give what all you want but please keep on spirit! We will help you” he beamed a smile
“niall.......i.....”
“chae listen to me, you are now killing people who loved you so much slowly? You know it? they help you with all strength , they support you full of spirits, they love you with all their heart,they keep pushing but you won’t even move, got it?”
She just looking down on the floor,
“lady corn, she love you right? she left her family,friends,job,all she have in seoul just for you , to take care of you” she keep loking down
“your parents and minji............... eventhough they’re not here with you but i bet they thinking of you every second, they worried about you, they waste their time to pray fro you, begging for your damn disease”
“me,liam, all of your new friends here love you too”
“and *sigh your old friends in seoul also , that bigbang group , taeyang,seungri,daesung,TOP,GD they must be love you too, i know it chae............. your bestfriend jiyong? I’ve no doubt about him , remember when you being kidnapped ? he is the one who crying all the night , pray for you , always waiting for you to comeback, always blame himself for what happen to you, he said it all his fault, untill now? You see? Since you left him again, that bigbang group not as wonderful as always , because what? Their leader, His charm still there but not really bright,he have no spirits like usual , i bet he always thinking of you every second, i know he searching for you but he just have no time to it , that’s why he didn’t focus to his career , liam , he really care about you he is a medical students , he is really genius , he smart , brave, one day he skip class, someone he love is die , and he drowned in sadness , he was so awful but he met you and you make him go back to smart genius and great liam , he promise to himself , he will make you back to nornal , he will heal you by himself, but if you really want to give up just like that, their spirit won’t even make an effort , they are zero! it’s all depend on you chaerin , we really really love you chaerin ........ please do it for us” he hug her more tight , now she really cry , tears all over her face her shirt’s wet. Now she know............
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Now i was fly in the sky high , try to find my missing pieces i don’t know why but i just so spiritfull for this i keep thiz big smile on my face all the time always swearing to myself that i can go through this, and i will happy in the end with my missing pieces of courses , i suppose sit with youngbae but youngbae and seungri exchange, so seungri now was sleep in my shoulder , i know how much he miss our time together as five , happy like this hahaha this maknae will not stop to act like a kids, i messing with his hair but he still sleep silently , hugging his panda doll given by the fans just then in the airport,we have a room named ‘panda zoo” all the panda of seungri’s live there , it just so .... uncountable hahaha, i divert my eyes to seunghyun hyung and daesungie’s seat , they were fight like always , and guess what? And why seungri and youngbae exchange seat? It’s because seungri keep begging while mid-crying to youngbae to exchange the seat hahaha he said that he want to be near me, he was so sure i will not have time for him when we got there and i will focused on finding ‘something’ hahaha such a kid right? So youngbae is forever alone......... i’ll check him out , i get out of my seat and i will sit beside youngbae for a while , i guess he drowned in lonliness hahaha forever alone...................... i walk to his seat and.....................................................................................
“that was so damn funny youngbae-ah! Puahaha wakakaka” she chuckled really hard and hit her own hips
“pftttt wakaka noona stop acting too much and lau... pfttt g...hing too much hhh hhh hh my tummy’s huuurt puahahhaha” he touch his tummy while laughing so hard but not really that noisy,
“khmmmmmmmmmmm” i walk passing them and run to the toilet hahaha , they were sharing the handsfree hahahaah
I come back to my seat and find seungri’s lifelss body hahaha
I need to text chaerin or not?! Ah no~
But can i found chaerin or that guy? Hmmm i’m a bit afraid i will not find them , what if that guy bring chae to another states!! Fck!! If he do that i’ll surelly skin him alive!!!! I’ll eat him with a mangoos sauce eghhh !
“passangers, we’re already here, please ready for landing”
“hunchae” i mummbling and smile with only myself.
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