“boys we will come back home tonight, it fixed!” bigbang’s manager inform all the boys about their sudden schedule tomorrow , they really need to go back tonight, they looks sad especially jiyong , he just daydreaming nothing just looking at the window blankly, everyone went silent , just a while ago they happily playing x Box , when the manager come inform about the sudden schedule of them, jiyong stand up , throw the empty can of coke and walk away to his room , slam the door and lock it,

“what’s wrong with that guy?” youngbae glare at seunghyun while the other just staring blankly at the slammed door, they shake his hand means “i don’t know” the 4 of them sigh in relief , “seungri go and talk to him” seunghyun throw the pillow to the panda guy who was watching Tv Program with a bunch of pretty girl inside the television “meh! It’ll not working on the confused jiyong hyung , just let him be alone” he don’t even move his eyes to another direction a“daesung will do” youngbae shoot a glare at the cutest guy , daesung stand up adn knock on jiyong’s door *knockknockknock* *claps* he open the door , daesung take a step back and staring at the confused hyung who looks like a drunken monkey , messy hair , messy clothes, messy face. He walk away bring his belongings onto his backpack and staring blankly nowhere .................. 

It’s time for someone to stop him,disaster!

 

“ji.... what’s wrong come on, it’s not you! we are tired seeing you like this! It’s like your spirits had gone away nowhere , everyday you are like this and today is the worst!!!” youngbae move his face closer to jiyong , jiyong just lowering his head

“girl.................?” seungri mumbling while watching television

“i..............i................ sorry but.............” he stuttering and hit the couch with his petite body, jiyong petite mascullar body. He cover his face with his hands , everyone staring at him with confused looks , and now the  most handsome guy stand up and ready to hear everything from his bestfriend, he place his hands in jiyong’s shoulder softly 

“now tell us ji”

 

“sometimes i’m so into music and my career but sometimes i’m tired too , i need something in my life , i need my missing piece and it’s true something is missing , i can feel it ........... i don’t understand this ....i... i don’t know.................” everyone looking at him seriously, hear his fussy

“like something is missing , i can’t really concentrate to everything i do nowadays and i know it really bothering you guys and i’m really sorry...............” 

“then?”

“it’s like someone just missing.........a bestfriend of mine............ but you guys always by myside everytime everywhere, so it’s not about you guys , i’m still here with music,fame,career,family,mom,sister,fashion,everything i love.............i really don’t understand it .............. i really don’t know how to act these days............... i’m so lost”

“dara noona...........?” seungri mumbling make everyone look at him except jiyong

“eghh i’m so messed up , i try to avoiding this thought but it’s just won’t fade away! I try to heal this hurt feeling inside of me but it’s not working! I try my best to know what’s make me like this? But the answer just never come................. i don’t know .......... i don’t understand”

“kiko...................? all ur ex-girlfriend.....................?”seungri still mumbling while watching tv make youngbae want to tossing something onto his mouth

“ji...........you’ve been like this since........” “someone i met a long long time a go,someone who lost a long long time a go, someone who comeback again , someone who lost again,now someone who leave me without a single clue” jiyong cut seunghun off

“chaerin!!!!!!!!”seungri jump and raised her hands up in the air and join the conversation, jiyong suddenly smiling again ....................................

“today i see her backside, i see her beautiful hair , her back , her hands and met her ............ new bestfriend ...........new guy............. someone who hug her so tightly , caressing her back and kiss her forehead , and i just staring at them , without even seeing her face , i don’t have a chance, she even tell me he way better than me, a thousand times better than me , her worst bestfriend.......”

“hyung i’m sure it’s not a ‘bestfriend’ of him , chaerin just like his...” “stt seungri just hear him first!” seungri try to tell his youngbae about his thought but youngbae slap his head lightly

“you’re not that worst ji...... you still have a chance, i’m sure of it!” 

“no hyung.... there’s no chance i’m sure of it, looks! Tonight we will flight to korea hhhhh my life”

“and where do you think are you going?”

“i don’t know just try to meet her today , before we come back....” he take a really deep sigh , everyone look at him. This is not the kwon jiyong they used to know everyday. He is not the great G-Dragon , but no one dare to interupt him , everyone just can support him and let him be alone now, everyone understand him. 

 

*2 months later*

  After i ask liam to help me , he warn niall and bommie to guard me from korean news in the radio or the television , but still i still can’t forget jingyo , he just like a permanent tatoo in my life , but i pretend like i already moving on , and slowly forget all about jingyo. I have no choice! 

I need to go theraphy with niall and bommie now , i just want to make all the people who love me won’t sad because of me, i just want make them happy 

 

2 months later~

 

“pshhh seungri come over here!!” a really familiar voice shouting very softly and pulling seungri near him,

“hyung! Why?” seungri shock from his hyung action 

“explain it to me................”

“teddy papa , i don’t know what i should explain you for?!”

“jiyong.........”

“nope i don’t know”

“stupid liar! C’mon just tell me what happen to him , it’s not really him! I don’t even know who he is now”

“me too hyung......  i think he just need time,to be alone , he’s tired , he needs freedom , fly away and leave his popularity,works and fans just for awhile to find something which had lost from his life , that’s the one who can make him come back to normal” he sigh and leaning into the wall he remember his favourite brother a long back then when they were playing together

“i can’t get it ri...”

“me too hyung!! I don’t like him ! i want the old him!!” he close his eyes and try to find something which can make him smile again and it just the memories when the 5 of them joking around, so pleased and now , they are like seperated they aren’t the same again.... and he missed it so damn much 

“i know...... you all need to take a rest, we should help jiyong, the main problem here is him! The only one who can make all the things clear is jiyong, if he come back to normal i bet everything won;t be like this you all will together again and always sticking together just like the past....... do you know what am i thinking ri?”

“no” seungri still hold his sadness , he miss his jiyong hyung,seunghyun hyung,youngbae hyung and daesung hyung............ he missing their old times together , it’s true they always tigether untill now but it’s not the same ............ 

“let’s go practicing again ri keep on spirit!!!” he cheer him up but nothing..................

 

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“jiyong.... here i bring you vitamin water , you looks like so darn tired and never s...smile” youngabe throw a bottle of vitamin water to him and sat beside him , in front of seungri and seunghyun and daesung sat beside jiyong, 

“this is our favourite beverage” he smile,said to himself and close his eyes gently , try to feel the old times with her ... is he that obsessed with his ‘bestfriend’ ? 

“g to the dragon ! come on keep on spirit don’t be like this!” daesung massage jiyong’s shoulder gently full with sincerity , he keep silent and drink the vitamin water 

Everyone just staring at him , this is their new hobby m staring at depressed jiyong ,

 

“jjjjiiiiiiyyyyooooong and everyone hey wassup you guys?!” suddenly a woman’s voice filled the cafetaria with her heels noisy sounds 

“dara noona” seungri’s face looks so surprised and run to her , and hug her

“heeeyyaa my lovely dongsaeng , what’ve you been?”

“i’m not that good , did you bring something for me from texas?”

“sure !!! in my car , we will take it after i eating okay! Yaaay” she hug him back and run towards the table and sit with them 

“hi dara noona” daesung with his famous eyessmile so cute!

“noonaa haloo” top with his heavy voice greet her 

“sss...ss...ssandara” youngbae with his melting smile greet her 

 

“jiyong? Hey you looks so yuckk” their ssandara park noona ask full with curiosity

“what did you guys doing untill he being like this ,guys?” she staring at the 4 confused boys whose sit around her , they all shrugged his shoulders mean ‘i don’t know either” dara sit in front of jiyong and face him , he just lowered his head and leaning his chin above the vitamins water bottle,

“hey jiyongiee! Wake up!! Why are you looks so dumb huh?” she lifted his head , forcing to look at her 

“what do you want noona?” he reply lazily 

“why still call me noona jiyongie?” she caressing his cheek gently , she just want to clean a grime on his cheek but he push her hand and look deeply into her eyes

 “Please stop it! stop it all!!!” and he throw the bottle randomly and run away from cafetaria

Everyone went shock , “what just got into him?” 

Dara left there dumbfounded , with her open mouth , everybody look at her sadly.

“i need to get after him!!! Byeee !!!” seungri run to chasing jiyong , he think that this is the time for him to make jiyong back to normal! 

“what’s wrong with him?!!” dara chimed and bang the table full of anger

“OMG!  I forgot to take my be@rbricks from harang he might broke it into pieces!!! Daesung you need to take responsibility from this!! You’re the one who gave him my be@rbricks!!!dang it! come on! Hurry up!!!” TOP hurriedly run and almost hit the ceiling infrontof him , he really needs to save his limitid edition of be@rbricks, with confused daesung follow behind him , they running to 6th floor to save TOP’s stuff

“hoaah they are left! I’ll off too, bye noona.............” the one and only person in there except dara stand up from his seat and yawning , when he was about to walk away dara stop him by holding his wrist 

“oh dara noona.... i think you must go home now, it’s already dark, are you not afraid of anything? I hear from horror magazine that..........” “stop it youngbae ah!!! Stop it !! i said stop it!!” she covering her ears with her palms she shut her eyes also , she really scared of horror thingy 

“wahahahahaha your face so funny to handle wakakakakaka” he laughing so hard and sit beside her , she hit his arms full of anger “damn you yongbae!! That’s not even funny!!” she cried and cover her face, he still laughing so hard 

“why can’t you treat a woman right? When will you doing that? I’ve waiting for it since forever and i think you’ll never ever change! Moron!!” she mumbling with english, still covering her face and the man beside her still laughing cheerfully , his eyesmile is so dope! His laughter feels like a melody which can make every people’s heart jumping , his voice can melt everybody’s ears, and she loves everything he had everything he does but not for his atitude toward woman..... he is so cold...... he didn’t know anything about treating a woman , how hard she try to caught his attention , even make him jealous , he will never know he will never do, she just wanting him to know to feel .............

“hahahaha .... hahahha hahahah, what.....did.....you.....just....said.....noona?” his laughter fading away and now he ask her full of curiosity in his face 

“nope,you might go too yongbae-ah!” she throw away her face and psuh hiom away 

“no . i hear it, you said something ......... noona please tell me”

“nope yongbae i did’t said anything to YOU! just go , i don’t need anyone to accompany me here, i don’t scared ! i can stay here by myself! I don’t need you” she smile and llooks away 

“hmmm because all you need is jiyong, bye i’ll go........’ he facing her whil stand up adn walks away 

“yongbae wait!!! Don’t leave me!!” she cried and try to cath after him 

“no noona you said you don’t  need anyone to accompany you, don’t bother me” he coldly said while keep walking with his full speed 

“looks!! You really can’t understand woman , you really can’t treat a woman that right! You’ll never have!” she finally stop and just standing in her spot, staring blankly at walking yongbae , she tired already ..........................................

 

  “looks!! You really can’t understand woman , you really can’t treat a woman that right! You’ll never have!” 

“w...what do you mean?” he divert his attention to dara whose standing alone at the alley near the cafetaria 

“you are so cold you are so ughhh i hate you! ! Fck you!!” she cry and run away , yongbae just staring at her blankly , curious,shocked, he just standing there with curiosity, he don’t really get it.

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“what hyung?”

“hyung please , we already ask for resting , for A WHILE! Just for AWHILE!”

“but we.............”

“okay, but if you break your promise i will not forgive you hyung”

“we’ll be there for a minute, just wait for us”

“yess we will go now!” 

 

Everybody staring at jiyong who was talking with ‘anonymous’ on his phone , they got their knees getting weak when they notice something will force them to stop resting and came back to their busy life

 

“guys, sorry , i bother you , but teddy hyung need us now on studio, come on” he move his body lazily , so does everyone ,their precious free time just ruined again and again

 

“! And what promise? Don’t tell me he will treat us ice creams if we come there, if yes i prefer to stay here and resting again i’m so fckn tired!” mr.T.O.P don’t dare to move his body even an inch , he stay still at his position , 

“no, he say that he will not take a long time and we will obviously regret it if we don’t fulfill his order” jiyong reply seunghyun , still on his position , 

“so we will go now?” daesung ask while trying to satand up from the very comfortable couch he leaning on, 

“no... not really” they said in perfect synch 

“let’s just wait untill youngbae come and we will go” jiyong said while covering her face with a big pillow , he looks so tired 

 

“wassup wassup wasssuup” he jump out when his phone ringing , startled, he pick up his phone and read the caller’s name , “it’s teddy hyung” he glared at the 3 guy, “aauuuh”

, they finally stand up and clean themself and heading out to the studio to fulfill teddy’s order 

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teddy better to give 'em something