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Your Only One is ME !!
“i miss him so bad liam i miss him” i hug him back and cry.
“someone send me an urgent messages hahaha he said that her friend need to listen demi lovato’s my love is like a star from 2012 her unbroken album. Enjoy the song everyone this is requested by CL”
“if you miss him , just call him or at least send him a short messages,could you?” i just shake my head and feel so pathetic!
“see! You can’t even doing that, so stop thinking about him now , could ya?” honestly .... everyday,every hours even every minutes ! he try to call me , he send me a messages , he tells me how much he miss me , how his life gets bad now , he send me a joke which never can be funny for me but always make me smile,he tells me he really wanna punch me if he found me because he said that i’m too cruel to be true , he say gooddawn,goodmorning,goodevening,goodnight, ask me did i eat well, told me to take a bath and everything! He tells me everything , well ofcourse i didn’t read it by my own eyes but bommie’s do it for me , but recently he rarely send me messages he call me and it’s not as much as he used to be like before , i guess he was really busy with bigbang comeback
“liam i wanna tell you something can i?”
“sure!”
*flashback*
I was really in my painful life , i was lying in hospital, my situation bring me here , someone find me sprawled in the townpark , and i was thinking of ..... jingyo , i’m so dumb!! Suddenly my phone i was holding ringing outloud , i don’t know who’s calling me but i think it’s niall asking for my lastest situation , i answer it and...........................................................
“ohmygod i can’t believe it lee chaerin , thanks god finally you pick my call up”
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No
Way
It’s
Jingyo
Really?
Whatshould i do?
“hello? Hunchae answer me!!”
“uhm ha..ha...hallo”
“IT’S REALLY YOU OMG!!!”
He’s insane
“what? Can you stop calling me or send me a bunch of messages! Gezzz really you’re so annoying!!”
“i.....i...... chae is it really you? lee chaerin?”
“yes it’s me why? Please i begging you stop texting me! stop calling me all the time!!”
“hey i just try to find you , i ... i .. miss you... you know?!”
“no i don’t , and stop bothering me!! you moron!” I CAN’T BELIEVE I’VE SAY IT TO JINGYO!!!
“you’re not hunchae that i used to know!!”
“who do you think you are shouting at me like that?hanging up now”
“WAIT!NO! listen to me , chae i’m jiyong! Kwon jiyong your bestfriend!!! Your....your...uhm ... yeah your forever guy!! There’s no way you’ll find another guy better than me, remember?”
“i do remember you! I don’t have time and and i do find a man more more more better than you, so don’t dare you to bother me anymore or else my boyfriend will fry you alive!” chaerin stop making the s up!
“huh!! I don’t scared!!! I always know when you lying and now you do!! Stop pretending like you dont care about me chae cause i know you do care about me and who the hell is that better-than-jiyong-guy? Ha ? your bubble friends?”
“uuh please we’re not kid anymore!! Pftt in your dream!!! I told you he’s my boyfriend!! His name is liam payne! hanging up!! Dont dare you try to find me or anything stupid you'll do!”
*endofflashback*
“what?! You really pick his call? You’re cool chae!!”
“yes payne and i’m happy to hear his voice” i smile bitterly
“oh my :\ , uhmmm did you say that liam payne is lee charin's boyfriend?” this question!! Ohmy “==
“sorry liam can you repeat it? i don’t hear you clearly” sorry liam i didn't want talking about this
“did you say that i’m your-------------- ah forget it , chae let’s eat ice cream togetherr” fyoh!! He turn his car on and vroooooooom~ we’ll eating ice cream
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Yeah
Gotta find you
Chaerin....... i really need to find you and i believe i’ll find you soon or later , just wait me kay?!
“someone send me an urgent messages hahaha he said that her friend need to listen demi lovato’s my love is like a star from 2012 her unbroken album. Enjoy the song everyone this is requested by CL”
“what?? C ? L ? CL??” what ?? CL is chaerin !!!!
“hyung!!”seungri shake my shoulder
“you two are so connected!!” seunghyun hyung tap my shoulder lightly
“jiyong! Hear the lyrics!! It’s match with i gotta find you!well it’s don’t really that match but yeaa she answer your “i gotta find you” hahaha dang it man!” youngbae really into demi! he loves her songs and voice *i'm getting delusional haha .---.V sorry :x*
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The space in between us
Starts to feel like we're worlds apart
Like I'm going crazy
And you say it's raining in your heart
You're telling me nobody's there to dry up the flood
Oh, but that's just crazy
'Cause baby, I told ya I'm here for good
My love's like a star, yeah
You can't always see me
But you know that I'm always there
When you see one shining
Take it as mine and remember I'm always near
If you see a comet, baby, I'm on it
Making my way back home
Just follow the glow, yeah
It won't be long just know that you're not alone
I try to build the walls to keep you safe
When I'm not around
But as soon as I'm away from you
You say they come tumbling down
But it's not about the time
That we don't get to spend together
Oh, it's about how strong our love is
When I'm gone and it feels like forever
You say the time away makes your heart grow numb
But I can't stay just to prove you wrong
Oh, look at how far we've come
Don't you know, don't you know that you're the one
Oh, you're not alone
You're not alone, oh
“aigooo i know youre there i know hahaha guys help me to find stars and comets tonight” jiyong imagine those stars and comets in the beautiful sky tonight his faith grow more and more big because of that song secretly chaerin send to him
eventhough he’s unsure about that CL ,but in his deepest heart , that CL is chaerin or not he’s still believe that there’s a chance to find her to meet her and fix up the things with her , he smiling up to the sky but hey! It’s inside the recording studio , without his awareness everyone in the room look at him with their weird looks and suddenly
“ewww guys this beautiful swagg brother is lil bit crazy” noah said with her innocent tone make everyone in the room burst of laugh “uhmm i’m sorry everyone hehe just don’t mind me hehe” GD bowed with his embarrassment.
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“hey C to the L!! What are you thinking huh?” he killing my absent-minded by swaying his ice cream near my face and it touch my nose “ups sorry” he mumbling and wipe it out , i just smile and told him i’m okay “hmm liam did you realize?” i my strawberry ice cream “what?” he respond and wiping something in my face , i smile and told him what i was thinking “uhmm this morning i watch uhm sorry i hear them in television and it’s possible if they shooting in korea or somewhere else but a while a go we were listen the radio and uhmm there he is!!” i bite my lower lips , thinking hard.
“oh you’re right!!do i need to ask noah?” he asked curiously “ahaha liam it’s clear!! they are here! huftt” i sigh in disbelieve ,rolling my eyes a lttle uhhgg did bommie tell top oppa about this? Heck yeah if yes i’ll bite her really hard !! “okay let’s not talking about them” liam take my hands and hold it , i pull it again and scoop my ice cream “what if jingyo find me” “hunchae hahhaa there’s no way he can touch you” he laughed “hey no one can call me hunchae except jingyo , liam” silence..... “i already told you let’s not talking about that jiyong or anything else which can make you thinking really hard and not enjoying your time here! i’m tired of it!” he siad in his loud tone and it’s the first time he do that to me, is he really annoyed by me? oh i’m so shocked
“liam i’m sorry i didn’t mean it” i covering my mouth and bowed a little to him
“nah it’s okay, looks! your ice cream is running out and mine also , i’ll come back lil’ while to get us another cup of ice cream” i can feel he walking away from me , do i really annoying? But it’s hard to not thinking about him! About jingyo! Aaaaah wanna cry right now!! I drowning myself on the sofa “stop talking about past stop thinking about jingyo stop it stop it stop it” i stop until i feel this pain , mm about my disease , it gets better they said but i don’t know is it true or not , i’m tired all of it also!! I hold this pain as much as i can because i can’t control it , anyone who saw me will genuinly calling the ambullance for me!
i’m waiting here .... waiting and waiting for liam to came back while holding this so damn much pain inside my weak body,
“excuse me do you need a help? Seems like you’re sick” just like what i thought!
“uh thanks a lot but don’t worried i was born like this hehehe” i grin and just staring nowhere because i don’t even know where he was, “u sure?” i just nodded and he’s gone i can feel, why is liam taking so looong!! I guess from our seat it isn’t a thousand miles to reach the counter to order something , and this pain is killing me!! what should i do?!!
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