bye
Your Only One is ME !!
hihihihihi :D
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Bom run to her and slapped her hand , make the knife fly and landing perfectly in front of my feet fyuuuh~~ she almost killed me !!! bom hugged her and the both of them still crying ...
RRR~~ oh my phone, i reach it and open the messages
From : jiyongiee
Hyung!! Where are you??!! I don’t know what happen aaish jinjja!! Hyung .... chae..... ;___; aah aigoo what should i do?”
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOT??!! Is he already knew about it ?? b ..b... but how come??
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To : jiyongiee
Ha?? On ma way bro~
RRRR~
From : jiyongiee
she said that she can’t join us , she won’t to see me anymore she told me to forget her?? dafuq!!! FML!!!
Aisssh as what i’m expecting!! Chaeriiiiin aghh i’m confused !!
To : Jiyongiee
Eh? How come?? Did you....crying??”
I asked him an insane question right?? I don’t know what to do either, he only cry when bad things come to his mom , and yeah when chaerin left YG.
RRRRRR~
From : jiyongiee
How do you know hyung ;____; ??
Aish jinjja that dragooon i’m afraid he will not come home tonight , get drunk and aghh i can’t even imagine it!! !!
“tabi.....” oh bom
“ndee ??” i turn around show her my precious warm smile
“haha your face bro!! Puahahaha” eh?? She’s really laughing at my face?? Aah glad to see you like this bom .... don’t cry please
“you can go home , don’t worry about me , i know you have something more important to do than accompany me here haha”she said it with her head down
“ahahah who told you i’ll be worrying about you corn?! Puahaha!!”
“stop it!! I’m not in the mood to receive any kind of teasing! Just go home and uhmm thanks tabi” she wink at me *___* o m g
“bom.... can you call me seunghyun once again??” i demand , i really missed it
“what?nope!!”
“please....”
“ah ah” she shake her head
“jebaaallllll or i will never leaving!!”
“aishhh you ugly alien!!!” she throw her heels to me , aghh so crueel ><
“woohoo calm down!!”
“okay seunghyuuun you now go home,take a rest don’t forget to take a shower okay , don’t forget to eat dinner , don’t forget to pray before you sleep, asaa~ anyyeong” she smiled to me sweetly , bowed and slapped my left cheek a little and lightly and sweetly and cutely ... her aegyo her scent her smile her eyes , OMG TIOWPIII!! Back to your reall lifee nowww!! I smile then touch my cheek and laughing alone. ! What about jiyong now??!!
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Ah it’s crazy!!! Omg i was crying awhile ago i can’t thinking straigt ,I went to her house i just found minji there , and minji telling me that her sister , my lady ... uhm i mean chaerin is going out and minji is clueless too about it , i’m really going crazy now , what happen aghhh she told me that we’ll not meet again?? I must forget her?? NO!! Hahaha i know i know she’s playing around with me maybe she have a surprise for me hahaha or maybe she wanna playing hide and seek with me ? should i go to the amusement park then searching for her?? Or maybe she only want a full day for only the two of us so she telling me, seunghyun hyung and bom noona she’ll not going to amusement park?? Ahhaha that girl , you must just tell me chaee , i’ll gladly to do it , everything i’ll do everything for you. So what do i do next?? I’m still in my car waiting and thinking for the next step ,
RRRR~~
Oh my phone!!
“yeoboseyo?”
“ah jiyong! Come to my office now!”
“hyung!! I really can’t right now!” aishh how can teddy hyung called me in such situation
“yah jiii YG have something to tell you guys!! Seungri,daesung and youngbae already here except you and seunghyun! Yah ppaliii , i don’t wanna hear anything, ppyoong~”
!! Aishhhh that old man , aigoo i’m sorry hyung i don’t mean it , aah what should i do??!! Aah~ call seunghyun hyung!!
“seunghyun hyuung!!!”
“aah ji wae? Are you ok now?”
“ah not at all hyung! Did teddy hyung called you??”
“aah it’s not teddy but daesungie~ i’m on my way to YG ji, let’s meet up there okay! Oh and you must go to YG yyaaah!!”
“HYUNG DID YOU FORGET??!!”
“what?? Amusement park?? Aigoo ji chae already told you she won’t come right?? Then just hear it!”
“hyung you’re really cruel!! Is it possible i’ll listen to her words?? She will leave me?? i must forgeting all the things about her?? Do you think i will listen to her?? No! hyung i thought you’re my best hyung!!”
“jii aigooo you’re such a childish!! We’ll talk about it in YG okay?! Bom also tell me that she and chaerin can’t go , they have a sudden appointment ji , just believe me! go to YG okay!”
“........... idk hyung!i..i....”
“ji listen to me !!”
“ara ara!! Fine i’m going!! Bye!! See ya!”
Aishh this hyung!! Fine fine i’ll go!!
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“eomma jebaaaal”
“no chaerin....”
“eommaa i begging you , or i think i can do it myself and maybe bommie will accompany me there”
“chaeriin eomma just anxious about you dear”
“i’ll be fine if you grant my wish , eomma appa jebaaal”
“let her go” YES my appa aprove it , i still waiting my eomma to say “YES”
“aah okay i can’t do anything , uhm okay yes! but bommie will you go there as well??” omg thank god!
“yes aunty! I’ll be taking care of her , dont worry”bommie come to me and place her arm around my shoulder
“appa and eomma will preparing your departure chae, take care okay , we’ll go and come back again latter” my appa kiss my forehead , he hug me tightly , i hear their footstep.
I’ve decide it!! I’ll live in new jersey , i don’t have another choice , i will be crazy if i live here... it’s all because .... yes jiyong.... i can’t live in the same place as him , it’ll driving me crazy! I’ll leave , i’ll try to forget him , start a new life with the blind chaerin! I must strong yea i’m a strong girl!! But can i forget him?? I’m not sure, but i need to fight for it i’ll try my best nevertheless it’ll be hurting of course!
Today......
I should meet him
I should play with him
I should happy because of him
I should together with him
I should see his scared face when we’re playing roller coaster
I should go to our favorite cafe and eat our favorite rainbow cake
I should carried by him , he should piggyback ride me
I should have a dinner with him
I should playing video game with him
We should spend our time, every hour every minutes avery second together
Today...
I shouldn’t crying like this
I shouldn’t stay still at the hospital like this
I shouldn’t being an idiot like now
I shouldn’t imaginin’ it , the happiness with jiyong like this!!
“bommie” i cry again and hug my bommie , idk how much i cry today, i just feel yeah shocked! I never think i’d being like this. Poor me!!yeah poor me!!
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*2dayslater*
“BIGBANG WILL COMEBACK KOREA??”
“Jingyo....fightiing!! i’ll always supporting you from a far , i promise you” the brown haired girl raised her fist , and smile happily hearing the news from the radio
“whoooaa we must really happy about it !! bigbang !! broo it’s BIGBANG they will comeback again in heree koreaa sadly it’s only rumor but i hope this is REAAL”
“yess they have been really famous all around the world now *clapclapclap* they really succsess now yeaah”
they focus to the sound coming from radio on their cab
“chae, you happy to hear it??”
“yes ofc bommie” the red haired girl tap her bestfriend head and messing with her hair
“chae are you ready?”
“hmmm for sure bommie”
“arraseoo let’s gooo! new jersey here we come hehehe”
“yeyeyeye” they cheer happily , the driver laugh but soundless
“chaee i’m really glad to see you like this , happy,laugh,smile...”
“hmm bommie.... can i hug jingyo for the last time?” the driver turn his face to them
“mwo?? What are you talking about chae?? If we meet him first, we’ll never go” the red haired girl looked shocked
“haha ofcourse i just daydreaming bommie i know it right he’ll never let me go and this is will not possible to do”
“ekhhhhmmm G-Dragon special girl”
“yyah!! Bommie stop it!!”
“chaeee you’re blushing for sure eeeh??!! Hahaha”
“uhmm excuse me miss , we’re here” the driver finally spoke
“oh yeah , can you help us to bring our luggage?”
“yes miss”
“chaerin come on!!” bom open the door for chaerin and hold her hand
“uhmm bommie unni did you hear that?”
“what??”
“i hear TOP oppa’s voice!!” she whisper to her bommie unnie
“jinjjaa?? No i don’t hear that uhmm chae hold on i must help the taxi driver
“yyaaah tabilien !! change your voice ! manipulate it!! she still recognize you! Paboo!” bom hit the driver head
“yyaah corn mianhaee but i can’t huhuhu” he act like the palm tree has collapse and hit his head
“aigoo you’re too much haha” she laugh playfully , the guy looking at her ayes directly and become serious now
“uhmm sorry but you’re just funny tabilien haha” she walk away from him but he hold her hands and finally hugging her tightly
“i’ll miss you princess corn hahhaha” she’s shocked for his sudden action , she just stunned and can’t breathe
hmm bommie where are you” another female voice can be heared from the oposite direction , it makes the both of them shocked and bom push the guy away from her
“aah tabi i must go!! Come on!! Help me” she run to her bestfriend with her red cheek .
The three of them walking slowly to the departure gate , the girls will surely miss this beautiful town
“i can’t believe i’ll leave you again jingyo , i’m so sorry.... bye jingyo,bye my family,bye my friends,bye seoul”
“byeee seoul i’ll miss you so much ,i need to accompany my bestfriend , byebyee everyone , bye alien kekeke”
“they really leaving.... i’ll missing the two of you , i’ll make sure bigbang will come to new jersey hahaha , i’ll miss you corn princess haha”
“ah we are here chaee”
“ok, *deepsigh let’s start a new life from now on!! Chaerin you can!!”
“let’s go chaee,chaee you sit here, aaah here is our bag !” bom help chaerin to sit down and give their luggage to the staff.
The guy pull her hand “corn princess i must leave now , i’m sorry but i really need to go , be careful okay! I’ll miss the both of you , byeee” he smile sweetly , she suddenly hug him “we’ll miss you too , you too! be careful neh?! Don’t tell anyone!! And thank you so much tabilieen kekeke” “no need to worry corn! It’s okay , no sweat haha” he carresing her hair and messing with it
“stop it!! Hul!” she push her and fix her hair , he laugh then say goodbye to her and chaerin but ofcourse with no sound , the girls walk to the plane with their heavy feeling.
I’ve to start a new life....
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Sun rise and I lift up my head then I smile
at your picture sitting next to my bed
Sun set and you're feeling okay cause you smile
at the letter that I sent you today and i
Cant wait till I see you again and we both say remember when
The band played on the fourth of July
and i held you on my shoulders way up high
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing it's all right
I believe that you're listening to my song
You're with me
You've been here all along
You've been here all along
Back then you walked me to school told me to be careful
and to follow the rules
Fast forward i taught you to drive i gave you the keys
and we went for a ride
And I cant wait till I see you again and we both say remember when
I'm holding on to moments like that and I know that their coming back
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing It's all right
I believe that you're listening to my song
You're with me
You've been here all along
You've been here all along
Yeah
All along the way I keep you in my heart and in my prayers
You'll always be the one who cares the most
Counting all the days
I see you running up to say, "I missed you"
I missed you
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing It's alright
I believed that you're listening to my song
You're with me
Cause you're with me
You've been here all along
You've been here all along
*clapclapclapclap*
“that was awesomee guys!!!!”
“whoaaah i’m touched it’s been a long time since all of you playing with melow!!!”
“you guys sang it with your heart and aghh so emotional”
The MC and all the people here claping their hands and standing and staring at us with the warm smile , and you know what? I’m crying! Its ain’t about their warm smile , standing applause or whatever , it’s because , i don’t believe it! I finished BIGBANG’s album , i still can survive without her!! It’s been 6 months !!! i really can’t believe it !! , i write all the songs on our album , all of them is my true feeling!! Feeling for missing her , for this pain , for my tears , for HER!!, in he middle of the song , i cried , i can’t stand it , i just i just miss her so damnmuch!!
“hyung!!hyung!!” seungri slap my shoulders hard
“ha?”
“Gdragon-ssi , looks like you’re crying?”
“ah i’m sorry , but haha yes i am , sorry but but i can’t hold my tears, it it sudden reaction of my feelings , ah i’m sorry for crying in front of all of you” i bent down to the people
“he wrote all the songs with his true feeling from the bottom of his heart kekeke” youngbae speak and wrap his arm into my shoulders , i just noded and smile
“what’s or who’s your inspiration? It must be really important right?” why that question ?? i’m not doing this!! I just smile and !! I really miss her!!!..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
“excuse me Gdragon-ssi?!”
“ah, sorry i just remember something , uhmm my inspiration is ... is ... is uhmm my real life yes my real life , something important in my life is lost and nowhere to be found , and and uhmm and i really need it so badly ahahaha , sorry i’m really dramatical recently...”
“ahahahaha no aigoo GD you’re really amazing man! Ah the news about you and sandara park,what do you think about that Gdragon-ssi?”
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UPS aah sorry for mistakes *bow
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