(Gina's POV)

I slammed the door shut, and waited for the footsteps to faintly  lose its sound. He was gone, probably not even thinking twice about me. Then, slowly falling to the floor, my back against the cold wooden door. I felt wetness in around my eyes and gradually tears started falling. There was an aching pain in my chest, like a flame was burning. I clenched my fist tight and held it against my heart, I slowly began to sob quietly to myself.

Letting Doojoon go was hard... but realizing how hard it was, was even more painful! What am I ever going to do without him. I sat there for a very long time that day. Just crying softly to myself, was I strong enough to have this baby?! What is my child going to ever to without a father?

* ring-ring* the doorbell rang I picked myself up and wiped off my tears, drawing a smile out, to shield the pain behind it.

" Gina! Look what I bought !" Ji- Hyun expressed happily.

" Hm, lemme guess.... from the smell, ahh ricecakes." I answered, smiling.

" G' your eyes are red and swollen, what's wrong?" Ji Hyun asked, frowning. Her eyes wandering around the house for clues.

" Nothing.. nothin' at all. I just finished watching a sad movie that's all." I retorted.

" Don't lie, it's Doojoon right?" Ji - Hyun shot back a question I shook my head in disagreement and then I felt something wet escape my eyes. Ji- Hyun pulled my close gently hugging me, patting my back and whispering ' it's okay, everything will be fine. Cry out all your emotions, it's okay!" 

I didn't have to say a word more or less, this was a moment to let all the pain ease. I held on to Ji-Hyun weeping loudly now, as my tears shed, something inside my chest was breaking. The louder my cry, the more misery I felt. It was a burden was just put upon my shoulders... a burden worth a billion tons. I had no escape, just pain.