Letter #5: Emotionally Exhausted

It's Still Beautiful

September 20, 2016

Dear Minhyun,

I thought I wanted you back in my life. Well, I do want you back in my life.
I want you to love me and hold me even if it's just one more time. 

But, I don't think I can have you back if you don't love me anymore. You said you still care. You said you still want me in your life.
Does that mean you're hurting, too?

It hurts to see you.

I don't have the strength to hold you as 'just a friend'. No matter how far into the future, I'll always hold you as my Hwang Minhyun.
I know that's why you're pushing me away, too. I know you're hurting to help me stop hurting. That's why I can't hate you.

All my feelings condradict themselves. My heart's tired and worn out. 
How much more of this can I take? I think I need a break from you. But will I be ok without you?
God, this is too much for me. Minhyun, I'm tired.

Love,

Sehee

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yysyfqh #1
Chapter 18: I JUST REALIZED THAT THIS IS SIMILAR TO HIGHLIGHT'S IT'S STILL BEAUTIFUL LYRICS OMG
yysyfqh #2
Chapter 12: finally crying
yysyfqh #3
Chapter 8: this chapter omg feelsssss
yysyfqh #4
Chapter 5: omg my heart aches
PPAPManiac #5
Chapter 18: Aiyeeee.....this is so sad
Champions27 #6
Chapter 17: True, trusting someone is going to be really hard after someone broke our trust. Going into another relationship is scary
Champions27 #7
Chapter 16: I miss sehee's letters
Puppysitehere #8
Chapter 16: keep it coming!!!
kaiwaiii #9
Chapter 15: i'm glad sehee can still remain as best friends with minhyun and still has so much to talk about between them. i guess it's good that they're still on good terms despite their breakup. i'm amused at the fact sehee's feelings are fading but perhaps it's a good thing ;-)
wriozzlybear #10
i love all these letters like my heart hurts a little on the inside but god i can't wait for your next update!
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