Letter #15: The Wall
It's Still BeautifulMay 17, 2017
Dear Minhyun,
I haven't written in a long time. That means I haven't been thinking about you.
I met someone new. His name is Daniel and he treats me really well.
We aren't dating yet, but I think I'm starting to really like him.
Minhyun, things between us are completely back to normal. We can even joke about our relationship.
Minhyun, do you know how I managed to get over you?
I've built a wall.
I block off positive feelings related to you. I don't get led on anymore. I don't let you in anymore.
Even if we're close again, I've put up a wall again.
Do you remember how long it took you to take down the first wall?
This second wall scares me.
Now, I only feel negative feelings towards you. I keep pushing you away.
Will I regret this in the future?
Love,
Sehee
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