December 1, 2016

Dear Minhyun,

It's been a while since I last wrote. 

Things have changed between us since my last letter. We're normally again.
You take me home from work when I need a ride and we go to each other when we have problems.
Things are so normal that sometimes I get confused.

I think I'm getting greedy. Although we share everything with each other, I want more.
I want to hold your hand and I want to kiss you. I know I can't, but holding back is so tiring.

At first, I managed to convince myself that I missed a relationship rather than you. 
I've tried seeing other guys. I've gone out with guys who are more attractive than you, more outgoing, sweeter, but no one compares to you.

I guess I really loved you.

A lot of things are going on in your life right now. You've been stressed and upset a lot.
All I can do is be here for you. I don't want to cause you anymore pain, so I'll be ok for you. 

I will wait for the day everything clears up and you can finally start thinking about us again.
Even if you don't start liking me again then, that's ok. 

I miss you.

Love,

Sehee