December 18, 2016

Dear Minhyun, 

Today, I heard you told your friends you only care for me as a friend and nothing more.
You seemed annoyed by the fact I'm still in love with you and can't let you go.

I cried in class after hearing that.

As I cried, a friend of mine told me, "It's time to stop blaming yourself for everything."

It then occured to me that for the three months after our break up, I blamed myself for not being good enough, for not treating you right, and not appreciating you.
I never realized that it isn't my fault you don't love me anyone.
And honestly, it's not your fault either.

I guess you and I just aren't meant to be. That's ok.

I think I will be ok from here on out. 
Even the thought of you and the girl you like doesn't hurt me as much anymore.
Thank you for the most amazing eight months of my life. I really love you and I realized you really loved me, too.

I guess this is the end.

Love,

Sehee