Clear My Heart, Set Me Free

Description

 

"What is life, when it is empty, dead? Why not just let go?"

 

A story of Kwon Jiyong and Sandara Park.

 

Kwon Jiyong is a pessimist, thinking that he is alone in life, that everyone is against him.Surprisingly, when Dara is around, he starts to act a bit more sane, less pessimistic.

 

Just when he's in trouble, Dara will always appear just in time to save him though she may or may not know what he's doing. Is it just pure coincidence, or does she know whats happening?

 

Park Sandara is an optimist, who looks at the bright side of almost everything in life(except when rabbits die, there's nothing great about that), an animal lover, and does not mind when Jiyong pushes her away, choosing to overlook it instead. She secretly crushes on Jiyong. 

 

Is it possible that hanging out with an optimist will make a pessimist more optimistic? Or will hanging out with a pessimist make an optimist less cheery than her normal self?

 

Will she help him clear his heart?

 

Foreword

 

I placed the tip of my knife on the newest scar I had and pressed down, puncturing my skin. A drop of blood dripped out slowly. "Stupid day at school, same old thing again again. People staring at me with pity. I'm sick of it." I muttered as I drew the blade along the scar, making it fresh again. The blood oozed out and dripped to the floor, the room so quiet as I lay my head back, that I could hear the blood drip onto the floor. Dripping, and dripping, and dripping...

 

I then let go of my knife, hearing it clatter to the ground. Standing up, I studied the puddle of blood just inches from where I had sat. My head pounded and my mind wandered... It looks like a lot of blood... Enough to assume that you can die. I wonder, how it is to die? How does it feel like? Nice? Soothing? Maybe I can find out... I kneel on the floor, and fumbled around for my knife, finding it after a few minutes.

Dazed, I lifted the knife to my throat...

 


HI! :D I've actually written some fanfics before, but this is my first time posting them!

Of course, this story will be about my NUMBER ONE PAIRING: DARAGON!  

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Don't worry, the fic isn't as dark as it sounds

 

Other Stories

 The Cat Returns (daragon) || Just For Awhile More (daragon) || Unknowingly Sweet (woou)

 

Credits for the poster in foreword goes to thisbejewlie :)

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DeannaSchafer #1
Chapter 14: I think it was a good decision to rewrite the story. For angst to be the main feature of this piece, I thought Jiyong should portray someone who has major attitude issues instead of being just suicidal. And then for Dara, I think u should give her character a problem too ie a druggie or something to make it more "dramatic" lol (then most probably u have to change the title for this)

The initial story was good, I liked it! Just not that in-line with the main focus of angst. Hoping for more great works from u! ;)
NamelessDongholic #2
Chapter 14: hahaha i love your gifs at the end ;)
i read the foreword and was like... ehh :/ but i read it anyway and ':/' turned into 'UPDATE THR BESHIZZLES OUT OF THIS :D'
so yeah... i read 'Just Awhile More' and... OOOOOOMMGGGG SO SO SO SOOOOOOO SAD but awesome. I loved it.
Get this one rewritten soon! I cant wait! :)
nissin-san
#3
Chapter 14: I want mooore! TT__TT
I love this story! Please, update soon!
Hengsho! :3
ant12345 #4
Chapter 1: actually i have a friend who rather likes to cut herself...i rily didnt understand it..cause she was funny.i mean she has a great personality..she has many friends..and i really treasure this person..but i dont understand why she likes to cut herself..in fact im the rather quite one and the loner..and shes the one who cheers me up..it looks like i shuld have the tendency to do that..but i dont have the least bit inclination..but her..sigh..
gd_ume
#5
Chapter 14: Truthfully i really like the story authornim... you might think me weird but i feel that we've got a lot to learn from this story.. still i know that you've got your reasons why you wanted to.... so i'll just stay here and wait for your update/new story, neh? God bless you always...
dobheePark
#6
Chapter 14: i'll wait for the revised version of this story authornim, so please update soon... goodluck! :))
purple_bee #7
Chapter 14: Ya authornim! Let us know when d revised story is available...and hey! Do u know me personally or something? I just can't take it off my mind when you personally put
my name n d past chapters.,well anyway,thanks and gud luck!
wishful
#8
Chapter 14: ASDFGHJKL;

I'm so glad that you at least haven't forgotten us! D: To be honest, this was the first story that I ever read on aff, and I really have a soft spot for it. /shot. Please let me know when the new version is up so that I can subscribe to it!
gd_ume
#9
Chapter 13: Just one more chapter for JFAM, authornim right? So i guess we don't have long to wait for the next update..kkk... waiting patiently then....
gd_ume
#10
Chapter 1: OMG!!! poor jiyong.... such a selfish mom... i really hope someone will save him...