Go To Sleep- Dara

Clear My Heart, Set Me Free

[Dara’s POV]

I filled a cup of water before going to Jiyong’s room. He was still asleep, his chest heaving up and down steadily. I hated to wake him up, but something had to be done about his cheeks. Reaching over, I shook him awake and propped him up on his pillos.

He mumbled incoherently with his eyes closed. “Jiyong? Drink half of this.”

Grasping the glass shakily, he brought it to his lips and took a few sips. I took the cup back and placed it on the bedside table, dipping the cotton wool into the water to make it wet.

“This will hurt a bit.” Cupping his chin to keep him still, I used to the cotton wool to dab at his wounds. As expected, he jerked his head back, a curse hanging on his lips. “Stay still,” I frowned as I wrapped my fingers more firmly into his skin and continued to clean away the blood.

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[Jiyong’s POV]

Still a bit groggy from the short, 5 minutes sleep I had, I felt myself being pulled into a sitting position. I found myself mumbling like a little kid, “I wanna sleep.”

Hopefully, she didn’t hear that.

“Jiyong?” She crooned. Bleurg. “Drink of this.” Her soft fingers pried my hand open and slipped a cup into my hold. The cold drink slipped down my dry throat, easing the dryness. I hear a clink when she placed the glass back on the table. Her small hands wrapped around my chin.

“This will hurt a bit.”

At the first prod of the wet cotton wool, pain spread through my cheek like wildfire. My eyes flew open as I flinched away from her hold. “Stay still.” She chided me gently. Easy for you to say. You aren’t the one sitting on a bed with someone poking at your wounds.

When she dabbed again, I snapped back at her. “ this.”

She replaced the cotton wool with alcohol wipes when most of the blood was gone and made the first swipe. It didn’t hurt so much anymore.

“I don’t have any plasters,” She murmured when she was done, ignoring my previous comment. “There aren’t any in the first aid kit.” Chewing her bottom lip thoughtfully, she cupped my head with both hands and turned it to inspect the scratches. When she raised a finger to one, I was relieved when it no longer stung.

Instead of going back home after returning the box, she came back with another glass of water. I forced some of the liquid down before pushing the cup back. I didn’t want to go for a trip to the toilet later on.

Dara stared at the rim of the glass hesitantly before lifting it to her lips to gulp it down.

It was 9.45PM already. “Go home Dara.”

“What happened?”

I sighed. “My mother came for money. Slapped me twice. Tried to strangle me. Now go home.”

Instead of heading for home, she headed for my bed and climbed in next to me. My eyes widened in alarm as the bed dipped to the side with her weight. “What the hell are you doing?”

“Shh…” As I was laying on my side facing the wall, I couldn’t see what she was doing.

“What the f-”

Her hands felt surprisingly cold against my neck when she touched it. Massaging it gently. My muscles relaxed under her touch as she continued. “Dara, seriously, go home.”

I wanted to sleep, but I had to make sure she went home safely.

“Dara, just go home.”

“Mmm,” she hummed in reply. My eyelids began to drop. She removed her hands from my neck only to place them on my head instead. Running them through my hair, combing it.

It reminded me of happier times.

When I was a kid.

When my mother still loved me.

When my father was still next to me.

“You have to bathe early tomorrow Ji…”

Those were the last words I heard as I drifted off to sleep.

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Hi hi hi! :D LOL. Okay, so this is chapter 11~

sorry if there's any errors, exams just ended and I'm even busier now._.

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DeannaSchafer #1
Chapter 14: I think it was a good decision to rewrite the story. For angst to be the main feature of this piece, I thought Jiyong should portray someone who has major attitude issues instead of being just suicidal. And then for Dara, I think u should give her character a problem too ie a druggie or something to make it more "dramatic" lol (then most probably u have to change the title for this)

The initial story was good, I liked it! Just not that in-line with the main focus of angst. Hoping for more great works from u! ;)
NamelessDongholic #2
Chapter 14: hahaha i love your gifs at the end ;)
i read the foreword and was like... ehh :/ but i read it anyway and ':/' turned into 'UPDATE THR BESHIZZLES OUT OF THIS :D'
so yeah... i read 'Just Awhile More' and... OOOOOOMMGGGG SO SO SO SOOOOOOO SAD but awesome. I loved it.
Get this one rewritten soon! I cant wait! :)
nissin-san
#3
Chapter 14: I want mooore! TT__TT
I love this story! Please, update soon!
Hengsho! :3
ant12345 #4
Chapter 1: actually i have a friend who rather likes to cut herself...i rily didnt understand it..cause she was funny.i mean she has a great personality..she has many friends..and i really treasure this person..but i dont understand why she likes to cut herself..in fact im the rather quite one and the loner..and shes the one who cheers me up..it looks like i shuld have the tendency to do that..but i dont have the least bit inclination..but her..sigh..
gd_ume
#5
Chapter 14: Truthfully i really like the story authornim... you might think me weird but i feel that we've got a lot to learn from this story.. still i know that you've got your reasons why you wanted to.... so i'll just stay here and wait for your update/new story, neh? God bless you always...
dobheePark
#6
Chapter 14: i'll wait for the revised version of this story authornim, so please update soon... goodluck! :))
purple_bee #7
Chapter 14: Ya authornim! Let us know when d revised story is available...and hey! Do u know me personally or something? I just can't take it off my mind when you personally put
my name n d past chapters.,well anyway,thanks and gud luck!
wishful
#8
Chapter 14: ASDFGHJKL;

I'm so glad that you at least haven't forgotten us! D: To be honest, this was the first story that I ever read on aff, and I really have a soft spot for it. /shot. Please let me know when the new version is up so that I can subscribe to it!
gd_ume
#9
Chapter 13: Just one more chapter for JFAM, authornim right? So i guess we don't have long to wait for the next update..kkk... waiting patiently then....
gd_ume
#10
Chapter 1: OMG!!! poor jiyong.... such a selfish mom... i really hope someone will save him...