Jeju Island part 5
I Exist Because of You
Hye Rin POV
I walk down the shore slowly, breathe the fresh air so so so deep. Ah, how good is this feelings. Honestly, already long time I don’t feel this feeling. I remember about when me & Jung Rin is still ordinary girls, when RingRing is haven’t born yet, when we haven’t know SS501. We used to go to beach when we have holiday. But since we start to be trainee, we can’t do that again. Being a trainee about 2 years, both of us do this just for them, yeah… the main reasons, this un-explainable love. Sigh, even I still can’t believe I’m in here now, with SS501, and will spending 2 weeks with PARK JUNG MIN!!!! with PARK JUNG MIN!!!! with PARK JUNG MIN!!!! with PARK JUNG MIN!!!! with PARK JUNG MIN!!!! with PARK JUNG MIN!!!! ………………………………………………………………. Okay. Stop it. =_____=’ I’m sorry. You might think I’m crazy, because now, I don’t realize that I sitting on the sand, and the wave was coming and makes my dress wet. =____=’ gosh! What should I do now? Hyeong Jin ssi must be mad at me already. Ah, how I can look a little bit sweet & nice in front of him? :( Jung Rin and Young Saeng oppa is so close already. Even Lynn unnie also, ah…. I feel so stupid, even we talked a lot before, but i think, he still doesn’t like me at all, even a bit… :(
“Pabo Ya! Why you sitting there?” Someone shout at me. He standing beside me, I turn around, and look at his face, he’s so tall. The sunshine behind him is make him looks so shiny. I know who he is… He’s him…
“Ya! You don’t hear what I said?” He said again. Now, he squatting beside me look straight to my face, as I look back at him.
So many things in my head, I don’t know what should I said. I keep looking his eyes, his starry eyes, that’s what I used to called it, then his face, his soft and beautiful skin, even I haven’t ever touch it. His y lips, =___=’ I don’t know why I can call it like that, but just looking at him is makes me blank, feel like the time is stop.
Oh God, can you stop the time now, and let me being with him forever???? Ah, I missing one things, where is his smile? Oh, there’s… He’s smiling with me now. I don’t know why, but I smiled back, I still staring at his sweet smile. Yeah, the sweet smile that turn Hye Rin into Hye Rin of RingRing. Oh! His smile is gone no where now. Come on smile again. I wanna see it. His lips is moving now. Oh! Seems like he will say something.
“Hye Rin ah, still here????” He’s waving in front of me. “Why you don’t answer me? Are you okay? You don’t infected by Alien or else right?” He continues.
I keep stare at him with straight face. He seems worried now.
“YA! Answer me!!! Ya!” He even shake my shoulder slowly and still stare at me. “Hye Rin ah!! Ya!! Answer me!!” Still shaking.
“I love you.” Suddenly and fastly this sentence out of my mouth without take my eyes of him. O_O aigooooo!! Hye Rin ah!! What you’ve done. I really shocked. I can’t close my mouth, Jung Min either. >////< I really so so so stupid!! Runaway now! Runaway now! Runaway now! But I can’t move my foot, how come. I should go! Stand up & go!!
Slowly but sure, I get on feet, and start walking away. Oh my God!! >////< I feel so embrassed now!! How can I say that so calmly & softly, and SUDDENLY!!! >< Now what should I do????????
Author POV
Jung Min still squatting there, shocked of what happened last minute. He heard it, he really did. He even often heard that kind of confession. Just awhile, he stood up, looks to the beach, and smiling.
12.30 PM (Lu
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