I'm confused.

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I, Park Jimin, has problems with feelings lately. Being stressed out over this bunny boy. Then once upon a time came this....this I don't know what to call him!

I should be truthful and stay with Kookie. Just thinking about this makes me guilty. A guilt trip.

---------------------------------------------------------Also the competition is in less than 5 days. March 6. Monday. Why Monday of all the days? I could be busy on Monday!!! Monday, Monday, Monday...god I'm turning into Jin now. -----------------------------------------------------------

Oh right, that guy. He's just squishy. All around adorable. Make me wanna barf rainbows. I have talked to him before. He's a sweetheart. But a bittersweet taste.

Trust me. I dont hate Jungkook at all. He's amazing,he really is. But what if someone out there can be better? I'm being selfish now. Dammit.

Just think about it for a moment. I feel like I'm pressuring myself to like Jungkook. At first,I did like him,more than a friend. Then we started dating. First few days,was alright. Then it got awkward. Then we separated a little bit. Still together though.

Then he gave me a note.

It was sweet. Colorful. Bright with hearts. At that moment,I realized I needed to end this relationship before it got out of hand.

I think I'm a bit late.

...I should be calling myself the next biggest head.