I want to cry, I want to escape and break down.

Have you ever felt lost?

Mistaken for fragileness?

Forgiven yet forgotten?------------------------------------------------------------

Jin forgot to text me. Jungkook forgot to answer. Namjoon said he'll call me. Hoseok forgot to pick me up for dance practice. Yoongi keeps ignoring me. DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?! WAS I TOO MUCH OF A BOTHER FOR EVERYONE?!-------------------------------------------------------------

I had a rough day. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to cry now.... I'll cry now... ------------------------------------------------------------

2:26 am.

Sometimes, I believe that Jin acts too much of a mother. He's still young but he does take care of us a lot. I miss mom. ----------------------------------------------------------

I wonder what it will be like to live in the stars. Be approved by everyone. People saying, "How wonderful is that star. Look, it's so bright. The stars match the word beautiful."

*sighs* I wanna be a star. The most precious, brightly colored star.

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I need to find a job. I can't just stay living off my mother's money. It's gonna get wasted one day. Tomorrow or today.(whatever) I'll apply at the little restaurant around the street.

It is the most adorable, decorated place I have ever seen!

They sell pastries, bubble tea and more sweets....

I love sweets, Jungkook loves sweets...

I really do need to get my mind off of Jungkook. I'm making myself more desperate than ever.

I'm gonna take that job. I need a place to get rid of Jungkook. Or just the thought of him.

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{Short, I know, okay.}