25. ME OR HIM?

“Fine, let’s break up…” Mark said and let go of Jinyoung’s arm

“Who is imagine thing now? When did I say the word ‘break up’?” Jinyoung said with tears, he didn’t want to break up, he didn’t want to fight, but he felt unfair to be treated like that. Knowing nothing about Mark’s being while everyone else knew made him mad.

“Then what do you want?” Mark felt irritated, but also hurt while seeing Jinyoung crying

“I want you to tell me things, tell me where you are going. Tell me who you going with and not let me worry…. I felt like when everyone knew where your being while I am the only one who known nothing and worry about you like an idiot….” Jinyoung shouted and cried loudly while he covered his face with his hands.

Mark looked at Jinyoung crying and he felt a pang in his chest, it hurts seeing the younger like this, and the worst is he was the one who made Jinyoung crying and feeling like . Mark let out a sigh and pulled the younger into a hug.

“I’m sorry….” Mark said while he rubbed the younger’s back for comforting. Jinyoung hugged the elder back and buried his face into Mark’s chest and cried even more

They stayed like that for a while and Jinyoung finally calmed down and broke the hug. Mark moved his hand toward the younger’s cheek and wipes the tears. “I’m sorry…” Mark said again and caressed the younger’s cheek

“I’m sorry too…” Jinyoung said while he moved his hand to held the elder’s hand who was on his cheek. Mark gave the younger a peck on the lips and placed his forehead on Jinyoung’s while both of them closed theirs eyes to enjoy the moment with each other

“Sorry for acting like a girl…” Jinyoung murmured and it made Mark put both of his hands on his stomach and laugh out loudly,

“Don’t laugh…. I’m serious….do I really act like a girl?” Jinyoung said with pouting lips

“Hahahahaha…. sorry baby…... hahaha…. it just came so suddenly….in certain cases you can be a little too girly, like not being straightforward and say what you feel, too emotional sometime, crying too much, mhm…. a bit clingy…. mhm….” Mark said and the younger glared at him with pouting lips

“So you are complaining now?” Jinyoung said and still glaring at the elder with pouting lips, made Mark give the younger a kiss on those beautiful peachy coloured and plump pouting lips and held both of Jinyoung’s hands

“Yeah, I’m complaining…... over something I love the most, I love all about you Jinyoung, even how girly you are, you are still someone I love so much that I would die without you….” Mark said while he looked right into Jinyoung’s eyes

“Cheesyyyyyy….” Jinyoung said and smiled towards the elder

“Yeah, I’m cheesyyyyy… are you complaining about this part of me?” Mark teased the younger with pronounced ‘cheesy’ just like Jinyoung

“Yeah, I’m complaining…... but I love it, I love your cheesiness….” Jinyoung said and gave a quick kiss on Mark’s lips, but when Jinyoung wanted to part away, the elder moved one of his arm around the younger’s waist to deepen the kiss. Jinyoung didn’t push away the elder, but kissed Mark back instead. Jinyoung moved his arms around Mark’s neck and the kiss quickly become passionately. Mark bites the younger’s lower lips, asking for entrance and Jinyoung gladly opened his mouth welcoming the elder’s tongue with his own tongue. They had a lovely and hot make out session before cuddling all day on the bed enjoying each other’s company.

A week later!

Jinyoung sat on the library and looked at the message on his phone and let out a big sigh

“You’re okay hyung? What are you looking and sighing for?” Youngjae who was also in the library asked out of curiously cause the elder had sit there looking at his phone and sighing for don’t know how long

“I’m looking at Mark-hyung’s message….” Jinyoung said and let out a sigh once again

“What happened this time? Didn’t you say that he always tells you where he is going now?” Youngjae asked, remember what Jinyoung told him about the fight  

“Just look….” Jinyoung said and gave the phone to the younger to read the message

Jinyoungie, I’m going out with Jackson. We will go skateboarding. Love you

“What the problem with the message? He telling you that he will hang out with Jackson-hyung” Youngjae really don’t understand the elder’s behaviour. First he complains that Mark didn’t tell him where he’s going and now that he doing it, what the problem then?

“The problem is he hanging out with Jackson…” Jinyoung said with pouting lips

“How come that is a problem?” Youngjae asked with wiggled eyebrow

“He spends time with Jackson more than he does with me…. he always having fun with Jackson, playing basketball, bowling, climbing and now skateboarding, but whenever he’s with me we just cuddling or watching moving at dorm. Whenever I ask him to go out to have some fun, he always said that he is tired. When I say let’s play basketball, he would say that he already did it with Jackson some other day, or that he already planned to do it with Jackson. I begged him to teach me skateboarding, but he never did, he just say, ‘yeah let’s find a time’ but he never had that time and now he have that time to skateboarding with Jackson….” Jinyoung said and lied his face on the table

“That because they are bestfriends, they do everything together…” Youngjae said

“I know, but I just feel like he was dating Jackson and not me, they always have ‘dates’, but all we do is being at the dorm. I feel like a mistress that can’t be seen and only being a -partner he had in a hidden home…” Jinyoung said and let out a sigh

“I understand you…” Youngjae said and nodded for understanding

“You feel the same as me? Is Jackson like that towards you too?” Jinyoung raised his head and asked 

“Not exactly…. Jackson-hyung do have a lots of ‘dates’ with Mark-hyung, but he never tired for having fun with me. He would spend time with me outside of the dorm too and have our own ‘dates’, he would also staying awake all night playing video games with me…” Youngjae said with an awkward smile, feeling sorry for his hyung

“Yeah, right…. it’s good that he’s not like that….” Jinyoung said and looked down on the table

“What about we have a double date? We can go skateboarding, I want to learn too, then they can teach us…” Youngjae suggested and it made Jinyoung brighten up right away

DOUBLE DATE!

“How did we end up like this?” Youngjae asked and let out a sigh

“You suggested it…” Jinyoung answered

“But it was you who wanted to learn skateboarding….” Youngjae said

“You said you wanted to learn too….” Jinyoung said back

“It was because I wanted to make to happy hyung, you know that I’m not a sporty person… I like being at home playing video games…” Youngjae said and both of them let out a big sigh

The true is, they went to a double date. The date went just fine actually, but it was before they went to the skateboarding park. Both Jinyoung and Youngjae fell 24/7 and now, they are sitting with all bruises and adhesive bandages on their knees and arms while they watching Mark and Jackson having fun skateboarding with some other skaters.

“Babe, you okay?” Jackson asked and sat beside Youngjae with his arm around the younger’s waist

“I’m fine….” Youngjae said and smiled brightly towards his boyfriend

“Great…” Jackson said and pecked Youngjae on the cheek

Jinyoung listened to the couple’s conversation and stared at his own boyfriend who was skateboarding happily with some other skaters. He felt suddenly jealous of Youngjae and Jackson, Jinyoung thought of why can’t Mark worry about him just like how Jackson worry about Youngjae’s being. The double date ended quickly when Jinyoung said he wanted to go back to the dorm.

“Babe, are you okay? You been so quiet…” Mark asked when they finally are back to the dorm

“I’m fine…. I guess…. I’m just tired, it’s been a long day and I want to go sleep first… goodnight….” Jinyoung said and went to the bedroom. Mark was about to follow the younger, but someone knocked at their door so he went to open the main door instead. Surprisingly it was Jackson

“What’s up Jackson? Miss me already?” Mark teased and was about to let Jackson in, but what the younger said surprised him

“Let’s break up man….” Jackson said with a serious tone and Mark looked at Jackson with a shocked face