13. Because You Don’t Know!

Jinyoung slowly opens his eyes, he felt headache and swore, he didn’t remember much of what have happened yesterday night. He only remembers he was drunk and Jackson drive them back. He was to move his hand up to his head, but then he felt someone is beside him. Jinyoung turned around and saw Mark sleeping beside him, it was also then he noticed that he also was .

“What happened?” Jinyoung sit up and asked himself in his mind

“You’re awake?” Mark asked in his husky voice and sit ups, back hugging the younger with his head on Jinyoung’s shoulder

“Mhm…yeah…” Jinyoung didn’t know how to react or how to response, are they back together or what? That was what Jinyoung thought

“Hyung….” Jinyoung muttered, but loud enough for Mark to hear

“Hmm?” Mark responded and hugged Jinyoung even tighter

“What happened last night?” Jinyoung asked and Mark slowly broken the hug

“You don’t remember?” Mark asked the younger and Jinyoung just nodded as a response

“Mhm…well, Jackson drugged you with and tried to you…” Mark explained and he saw Jinyoung widen eyes, shocked to hear that he has been drugged and Jackson tried to him

“What…. ?....?...” Jinyoung asked and Mark nodded as confirming

“Why? Did I got ?” Jinyoung asked, but this time Mark shock his head

“Because he is a bastard, but lucky I got there before he could you and I took you here…to my dorm…” Mark explained

“Then why are we both ? Did you me instead since I was drugged?” Jinyoung asked angrily

”No, it’s not like that… you….I knew it, I knew you would regret it…. I know you might think that I’m lying, but you wanted it last night…. I….I don’t know how to explain, but I love you Jinyoung….” Mark tried to explain, the elder looked at the younger, but Jinyoung just buried his face into his palm not saying anything

“…. how embarrassed…...” Jinyoung thought while he remembered what have happened last night, flash back of how he begged Mark to him were all over his mind.

“Jinyoung…” Mark said and moved the younger’s hands, made Jinyoung face the elder

“Please forgi….” Mark started, but Jinyoung broke his sentence

 

“Please forget about last night…” Jinyoung broke Mark sentence and said

“Why Jinyoung? Do you regret I that much…?” Mark asked with a disappointed look

“Mark-hyung….please give me some time…too many things happened and I don’t know what to do…” Jinyoung said while looking down

“OK, I will give you time, but I love you…I really do, never ever forgets that…” Mark said and kissed Jinyoung’s cheek and the younger just nodded his head as a respond

Jinyoung took a shower before he left the elder’s dorm and back to his dorm. Youngjae asked Jinyoung were he had been, but Jinyoung just said that he doesn’t wants to talk about last night and the younger respect the elder and didn’t ask anything more. Jinyoung went to the library, he found a corner and sat down. He tried to read his book, but his head was filled of scenes from last night, with Jackson, how he tried to him. And Mark how he saved him, how he seduced the elder, begged Mark to make love with him. Jinyoung shook his head tried to forget about last night and focus on his book, but someone stopped him and sat across of him.

“Hey….” JB said and grabbed the younger’s book to see what he was reading

“Hey… can you give the book back to me?” Jinyoung asked and JB gave the book back to the younger

“What brings you here?” Jinyoung asked without even looking at JB

“Don’t you look at the person you talk to?” JB asked back without answering the younger’s question

“What brings you here?” Jinyoung asked one more time, but this time his looked at JB

“I was looking for you…” JB said and smiled

“Why?” Jinyoung asked a bit surprised, he has nothing to do with JB

“Did Mark save you last night?” JB asked not really answering the younger’s questions

“How did you know?” Jinyoung asked

“Because I was the one who told Mark that you were out with Jackson…” JB explained and Jinyoung just nodded his head

“Do you hate Jackson?....For what he tried to do to you?” JB asked

“Yes I do…. he drugged me and tried to me…do you expect me not hating him?” Jinyoung said a bit irritated

“I know is wrong of him to drug you and try to you, but you don’t know…you don’t know him…you don’t know why he become like this…” JB said and it made Jinyoung confuse of what the elder tried to say actually

“What are you trying to say?” Jinyoung asked confused

“What I tried to say is…Jackson wasn’t like this before…. this is something even Mark doesn’t know. Before we met Mark and become friends with him, Jackson was totally different of how he is now. Jackson is nice, he doesn’t play with other people’s hearts…. he is a very loyal and faithful person…...” JB said with a regretful smile

“Then why did he become like this?” Jinyoung asked

“Jackson had a boyfriend named BamBam before, they loved to cling together and Jackson really loved him. Jackson gave his everything to the younger one, his heart, his love, his …his money, his everything…. but the thing Jackson didn’t know then was BamBam was actually a player. He played with Jackson, he has dating other boys while he was dating Jackson. Jackson caught BamBam making out with some other boy. It really hurts him and he cried a lot then, he even tried to suicide, but I stopped him. Later than, he wanted to take revenge on him. He asked me to help him, he asked me to have with him and I said yes, and BamBam caught us having …of course is was a part of Jackson’s plan, he texted BamBam to meet him….”  JB said and let out a sigh

“Do you love him?” Jinyoung asked and it made JB chuckle

“Me? Of course I love him…. but it was before, now…we are just friends with benefits…” JB explained with a smile

“Anyway…. Jackson doesn’t want to get hurt again, and the only solution is not to fall in love ever again…so he started to play with other, he dates, but he was never serious in any of his previous relationships….and he became one of JYP’s biggest player…” JB explained and Jinyoung nodded his head for understanding

“What happened to that BamBam guy?” Jinyoung asked in a bit embarrassed voice, embarrassed for asking so much

“He died…after seeing Jackson and me having …he ran out of Jackson’s apartment and got into a car accident…. I think he fell for Jackson for real, but he just couldn’t let go of his player pride…just like Mark-hyung, he couldn’t let go of his player pride the day you came to the JYP and he chose to hurt you…. but I can see that he really loves you….” JB said and smiled, before Jinyoung could respond or say anything, JB stands up and left the library.

Meanwhile Jinyoung was still in his mind thinking of what to do from now on, Jackson was sitting alone in a cemetery.

“Hey…” Jackson said and the picture on the gravestone

“Do you know what BamBam, there a new boy in our university and I think I really fell for that boy…are you disappointed of me?” Jackson said and smiled with tears running down his cheek