10. Follow Me….

 

 

After have making out for a while, they both broke the kiss to get their breath. They looked at each other and Jackson started to Jinyoung’s hair

 

 

“What am I doing?” Jinyoung asked himself in his mind

 

 

“Shall we go to my….” Jackson started, but got stopped by Jinyoung

 

 

“Can you drive me back to the dorm? Youngjae might be worried…and I want to go back…” Jinyoung said and Jackson just nodded his head.

 

 

The ride was silent, none of them said anything and when they arrived outside the dorm building Jinyoung finally broke the silent

 

 

“Thank you for today…” Jinyoung said while looking down and playing his fingers

 

 

“You’re welcome….” Jackson said and smiled

 

 

“I’m sorry…... for the kiss…” Jinyoung apologised, still looking down at his hand

 

 

“Why are you apologising? I was the one who kissed you, and I should say thank you for kissing me back….” Jackson said, still smiling and Jinyoung’s hair, but the younger yanked Jackson’s hand away

 

 

“Can we pretend that it never ever has happened?” Jinyoung said and finally turned his head up to looks at Jackson and he can see that the elder’s smile had been gone

 

 

“You didn’t like it?” Jackson asked, but this time his face was emotionless

 

 

“I’m sorry, I wasn’t in my mind….and….and….” Jinyoung stuttered and didn’t know what to say anymore

 

 

“You still like Mark-hyung don’t you?” Jackson asked in his mind

 

 

“It’s okay…” Jackson said and smiled

 

 

“Thank you…” Jinyoung said and went out of the car. Jackson kissed Jinyoung on the forehead before the younger bid goodbye and went inside the building

 

 

“I will definitely make you mine…” Jackson said and smirked before he drove back to his house

 

 

Jinyoung went inside the building, but before he reaches his dorm, someone dragged him away. The man had a black cap and mask on so Jinyoung couldn’t see the persons face. He tried to protest, but he wasn’t strong enough

 

 

“Who are you? Where are you taking me? Help….” Jinyoung shouted, but it was already late at night so no one was at the corridor. The man dragged Jinyoung into one of the dorm and slammed the door after. He pushed Jinyoung against the door and had both of his hand on each side of Jinyoung’s head

 

 

“Why? Why did you do that?” The man shouted at Jinyoung with an angrily stare

 

 

“Why what?” Jinyoung shouted back

 

 

“Why did you kiss Jackson?” The man asked, made Jinyoung blush from memory of the kiss

 

 

“I….I….who are you to care….” Jinyoung asked shuttering back

 

 

“Are you ing blushing now?” The man shouted once again

 

 

“I didn’t blush and who are you to care, are you a stalker? How did you know that I kissed Jackson?” Jinyoung shouted back

 

 

“You really don’t recognise my voice?” The man asked with a bit disappointed voice

 

 

“How could I just reconi…” Jinyoung started but stopped to think “Mark?” Jinyoung asked while slowly take the cap and mask off the man and there stand Mark with tears right in front of him

 

 

“Why did you kiss him?” Mark asked again with tears running down his cheek

 

 

“I..” Jinyoung wanted to explain and hug the elder, but he thought of Mark just playing with him and stopped his actions

 

 

“Why do you even care? It’s my life, I can kiss whoever I want…” Jinyoung said and before Jinyoung could said anything more, a soft and familiar lips touched his lips, but Jinyoung pushed the elder away

 

 

“What the Mark…” Jinyoung shouted and slapped the elder

 

 

“What? Didn’t you say that it is your life, that you can kiss whoever you want? And this is my life, I want to kiss you…” Mark said and kissed Jinyoung once again, the younger wanted to protest, but he wasn’t strong enough. Jinyoung bite Mark’s lips made the elder yelp and stop kissing

 

 

“Ouch…” Mark yelped and touched his already bleeding lips

 

 

“So you like Jackson now?” Mark asked angrily

 

 

“Yes, I like him and it have nothing to do with you….” Jinyoung shouted, made Mark really angry and jealous 

 

 

“I don’t Mark, I only loves you….” Jinyoung said in his mind

 

 

“He is only playing with you…” Mark shouted

 

 

“The same did you…” Jinyoung shouted back and this came just like a knife stabbing right through Mark’s heart

 

 

“He is with JB, they having every night… he is the worst player… just come back to me…” Mark said and his tears couldn’t stop running

 

 

“So that’s why JB said Jackson would regret it at night last time Jackson went to my class…” Jinyoung thought

 

 

“So what, you are the same… why should I go back to you? Let you play with me again?” Jinyoung asked in tears

 

 

“NO…. please let me explain…” Mark grabbed Jinyoung’s hand and pleaded with tears, but the younger just shook his head

 

 

“Explain what, I already had enough Mark…” Jinyoung said and broke down in tears

 

 

“Give me 5 minutes, I will explain everything and after I have explained, you still want to leave then, I will let you go…” Mark said and Jinyoung slowly nodded his head

 

 

“After moving to Seoul and started in JYP University…. I become a player, I have all the girls, even the boys will fell for me. Me, Jackson and JB is the biggest player here. I never thought of fell for someone, I never cared about other people’s feelings. But when I went back to Busan I got jealous of you getting too close with you friends, I was jealous of them…. I find out that I fell for you, long time ago, when we still were kids…. I always loved you Jinyoung….” Mark explained and made Jinyoung look at him

 

 

“Liar, if you love me, then why did you broke my heart the first day I came here?” Jinyoung asked

 

 

“That…. That because of my player pride, I didn’t want to let people find out that I become serious in a relationship… I was scared that people would laugh of me…but I already regret it, I can’t lose you, please come back to me Jinyoungie…” Mark said in pleading voice and hugged the younger, this time Jinyoung didn’t push the elder away, but cried hard on Mark’s shoulder instead

 

 

After don’t know how long, both of them finally calmed down and Jinyoung was the first one to broke the hug

 

 

“Jinyoungie….” Mark said while looking into the younger’s eyes and Jinyoung’s hair

 

 

“Please stop….” Jinyoung said and pushed the elder’s hand away

 

 

“Why Jinyoungie, I already explained that I lov….” Mark said, but Jinyoung broke his sentence

 

 

“I said please stop….” Jinyoung said and looked away from Mark

 

 

“I don’t know if I can trust what you have said…. I don’t know if I can trust you again Mark-hyung….it hurts….” Jinyoung said and tears started to fell once again

 

 

“But the thing I said was truth…. I love you Jinyoungie….” Mark said and tried to hug the younger, but Jinyoung pushed the elder away

 

 

“Please…let’s stop here… I want to go back to my dorm…” Jinyoung pleaded and Mark stepped back and Jinyoung turned around, he opened the door ready to leave, but Mark stopped him

 

 

“Wait…” Mark shouted, made the younger stop, but he didn’t turn around to face the elder

 

 

“I know that you’re hurt, and you need time, but please don’t go to Jackson……he is worse than me when it comes to playing with others…I will make you trust me again…” Mark said with a pleading voice, Jinyoung didn’t said anything and left Mark’s dorm

 

 

When Jinyoung were back to his dorm, Youngjae already fell asleep while waiting for Jinyoung on the couch. Jinyoung gave Youngjae a blanket and went to take a shower before going to sleep.

 

 

“Can I trust you Mark?” Jinyoung asked in his mind and slowly fell asleep

 

 

The next few days, Jinyoung tried to avoid all the people around him, even Youngjae. He doesn’t want to talk to anyone, he just wants to stay alone for a while. Jinyoung have successfully avoiding most of the people, but just not one person. No matter where Jinyoung goes to, that person would be around. They won’t talk to each other, but Jinyoung can feel the stare that person is giving him. He will follow Jinyoung to the cafeteria, library, toilets and after every lecture Jinyoung will see him outside of the classroom, and that person is Mark.