CHAPTER 9

 

 

SHK POV

 

 

We are at the restaurant we usually go to,and as always i treat the stuff after a long and tiring day of work.I am smiling and chatting happily but in reality i am not feeling all that good,the reason was because of what happened today.

 

 

Me and song jong ki kissed,yes it's our character first kiss but we actually kissed a lot for the reseal, and every time he kissed me or looked at me i was so embarrassed and when i felt his tender lips on mine,every time...my heart would beat like a drum and unconciously it's as if my heart jumped in my chest,i usually got used after kissing,because it was done so many time but with him this rule didn't exist. Always,never leaving a moment out, my heart and body, have the same reaction.At first i was surprised and when i felt his lips tremble a bit i was moved,don't know why but...i felt like he was nervous too.The crew and i tried my best to act normal with him but it was so...so hard. And...when it was the official shooting scene,o gosh,his expression,when he walked toward me and then kissed my lips,i was so entangled with it,i felt as if i wasn't kang mo yeon but just me,how is that possible. The kiss was shoot a few times in differents angles and in every scene we never made an NG,we were so engrossed in the act that it went smoothly,but his eyes melted me away.He really is a top notch actor,he fully grasped yoo si jin emotion,i felt like he really wanted me,with every inch of his body.His kiss seemed like he was saying" i love you" and i didn't want it to end...but i am a professional and did my job.Soon after the scene he was teased again and when they noticed me ,of course i was teased too,at the moment i made a joke with a double meaning just for fun or simply because those words came out of my mouth easly,of course i was joking i wouldn't be so stupid, not even if it was real.

 

 

Back to the restaurant

 

 

Now that person gaze is on me,and it's not leaving at all.

 

 

"Jong ki,what's wrong why are you looking at me like that?do i have something on my face?" i smiled trying to hide my complicated toughts.

 

 

"no,i was just thinking"

 

 

"Thinking? about what?"

 

 

"..."he remained silent and then looked at his glass of wine.

 

 

"you got me, back there"

 

 

"where?"i ask confused,he smile and then shake lightly his head

 

 

"nothing,don't worry"

 

 

"how can i? you make me curious and then let me anging? that's not nice towards your noona"he finally look at me,always with his strange gaze making me feel awkaward,so awkoward that i remained speachless.In my head a few words popped out"don't look at me like that,have mercy,don't do it" i wanted to say to him,but he didn't stop.

 

 

"...i need to go out and make a call"i leave in a rush.I am so despicable,how can i? after so much time just by a kiss i am swept with weird toughts once again.I don't have the heart to make a fool out of myself once again,i am scared too,because my heart is beating even now.It's so painful,because it feel like it's worse than that time,what can i do now?

 

 

I started walking on the road near the restaurant,there is a quite place and it's so relazing. The light of the moon,those beautiful flowers and it's unfortunate that it doesn'thelp me much. I found a bench and sit down.

 

 

"kyo,what's wrong?"i turn around,it's kim ji won,my best friend.

 

 

"nothing,i just made a call"

 

 

"o,really"she take the phone in my hand and look at it,i didn't make any call.

 

 

"ya,why are you looking at someone else phone,without permission?"i take my phone back and her expression is exactly the same as always with a bit of laziness,she cross her arms.

 

 

"what's going on?" unfortunately she know me too well and i also know her too well,she won't stop perstering me till i will answer her question and i am exausted to fight her at the moment.

 

 

"...should i really have something going on?"

 

 

"you still didn't change in the end"

 

 

"what should i change?"

 

 

"...acting,you are super but,as a friend your acting is equal to zero i can read you as if you are an elementary book"

 

 

"it's just that you are not normal.You are the only one that can differentiate my acting"i am powerless in front of this girl,i can't escape her grasp.

 

 

"so?"

 

 

"..."

 

 

"is it about song jong ki?"i slowly look up and then at her.

 

 

"wanna take a walk?"

 

 

"sure"As we walk there is abeautiful view,the lights are everywhere making the place quite romantic and dreamy,the road is clean and full of green,so relaxing.

 

 

"yea...i tought i don't have any feelings left for him so why,why am i like this now?"

 

 

"do you mean-"

 

 

"yea,it's about the kiss of today.I know him well and i know myself.What i am feeling now i don't know what to do to stop it,or if it's just me being in the character of moyeong but,i don't like the me right now"

 

 

"what's wrong with it?it's just that,that person is too slow"

 

 

"what do you mean?" she doesn't answer and just smile at me.

 

 

"sigh,another of your criptic smiles. I give up,for what i know,you can just be talking about an alien"i look elsewhere.

 

 

"song hye kyo,i just think that you have to be patient.Don't feel ashamed of the feelings you have inside,i am sure time will tell what you should do"

 

 

"i have no time!i don't need time,i feel so embarrassed everytime i look at him.If it's realy like you said,i hope that this so called"time" will pass fast,so that i can forget".

 

 

"idiot,making time pass fast and you will gain another year,just focus on your job and do your things,either way,he cares for you deeply"

 

 

"i know,i know...sigh...ya,let's go back because i am quite tired"

 

 

"wait,sit down. So awhat do you want to do?confess?"

 

 

"confess?sure"

 

 

"when?"she ask with curious and shiny eyes.

 

 

"in about,two to three episodes?"

 

 

"what?"her expression change.

 

 

"when kang mo yeon will confess"

 

 

"ya!"my smile from awhile ago vanished and i sigh.

 

 

"sigh...i am not going to confess"

 

 

"why?"

 

 

"what do you mean why?you know it already,what happened back then,i don't want to do the same mistake"kim ji won sigh and look at me then pat my head.

 

 

"what is it that you like about him?"

 

 

"what?...everything? and working with him i found out how much he grew as a man and as an actor,we have a lot in common and i like the way he is now,it makes me want to know more about him"

 

 

"...then confess"

 

 

"no"

 

 

"idiot"

 

 

"You can't even imagine,what i felt when he came on the set of my last drama,few years back.When we talked and there was jin sung too,my heart started to beat so fast you can't even,understand,i was in a loss for words belive me"

 

 

END OF SHK POV

 

 

Song hye kyo didn't know that someone was watching them,but it seems like kim ji won, by chance saw the person and smiled,then turned to look at her friend.

 

 

"sigh...i envy doctor kang mo yeon,she is chased to no end by him,while i am not.I also don't have the slightest intention of confessing,no,i will just work and work and work-"

 

 

"do you you want to collapse?i am not going to visit you at the hospital"

 

 

"then don't come-"

 

 

"anyway...i think you are right you shouldn't confess"song hye kyo now,is quite confused,when just awhile ago she was all about confessing here and there.

 

 

"what's with you?"song hye kyo look at her suspiciously with her lips a little parted while kim ji won smile.

 

 

"you should be the one on the recieving end"

 

 

"what do you mean?"

 

 

"you will ear him confess"

 

 

"..."

 

 

"..."

 

 

"mpfff,ahahahahahahaahahh,what?who will?he?to me?ahahahaah,this is fun! O please,there is no way he will. Also i decided i will give up...tsk anyway,i think i will just stay single forever,i have no luck with men"

 

 

SLAP

 

 

"ou!"kim ji won hit the back of her head.

 

 

"ya it hurts!"

 

 

"so you will stop saying such stupid things...aish you made me mad"kim ji won look away and cross her arms,song jong ki is speachless

 

 

"you-you are mad? i should be,ya!"

 

 

"instead of saying such thing then go on blind dates,i don't want to talk to you anymore!...tsk"she say lazly and walk away.

 

 

Not far from them a guy is listening to their conversation,shoked.He then walk fast and faster to the restaurant once again and sit down.Song jong ki is in a daze and also really nervous,what he was thinking at the moment was that song hye kyo is still in love with him and it's strange that this time around he didn't feel like wanting to reject her, instead when she said of just forget about everything and be friend he wasn't pleased,it was surely strange but that's the truth.

 

 

"we are back"

 

 

"O girls! let's toast to the drama"

 

 

"yea!"song hye kyo was as usual,nothing was wrong,near him there was no sigh of being embarrassed or nervous,while song jong ki couldn't calm down,thinking about her actions he was surprised.

 

 

"why am i so nervous and she isn't?my hands are sweating too"he tought in his head and somethimes he took a peak at her.

 

 

"no you better not drink song hye kyo ssi"her manager said to her quite seriously.

 

 

"o wae?"

 

 

"song hye kyo please"everyone and even song jong ki were curious.

 

 

"it's ok,i am a good drinker"she smile

 

 

"no you don't-"suddenly song hye kyo gulp down a cup after cup of soujo,while her manager face was hopless and put her hads on her face looking down.

 

 

Song jong ki was stunned,she usually don't drink much so why right now she like this?song jong ki became worried because he tought she was drinking because of him so he tried to stop her without being able to.

 

 

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30 minutes later.

 

 

SJK POV

 

 

"Puppy!where is my puppy!"the voice of a little girl is heard...well it's not really a little girl it's song hye kyo,she started to talk like a little girl and she was really cute too.

 

 

"aish,i told you to stop drinking"her manager said worried when suddenly song hye kyo get up and run to the corner of the room where they are eating.There was nothing,but she kept on talking as if there was a puppy.She kneel down and smile.

 

 

"Little puppy,let's go home i will give you tons of candy,hu?"everyone laughed and felt blessed to see the cute song hye kyo and their heart beated fast when she looked at them with puppy eyes an her beautiful face.

 

 

"the puppy don't want to come home with me..."

 

 

"OOOO,CUTIE!"Everyone even the females in the room said at the same time.

 

 

"i want to bring you home song hye kyo sshi!"one of the actors said mking everyone everyone laugh and even a female actress said the same.

 

 

"noona...let's go,exo will give you all the candy you want,you just have to listen to our song and we will be inspired"said onew all serious,at his remark the kim ji won slapped his head,once again everyone started to laugh,while song hye kyo all sad,turned to look at the puppy once again.I couldn't help but go near her and i kneeled down beside her,i couldn't help but smile.

 

 

"song hye kyo get up"she look at me and for a moment my heart skip a beat.

 

 

"ajussi,i want the doggie to play with me,but he doesn't like it...will you play with me then?"

 

 

"OUAAAAA!!!HOW CUTE SHE CALLED YOU AJUSSI,AHAHAH"

 

 

"i am not an ajussi,let's go home hu?"

 

 

"..."she don't say anything and turn again to the puppy.

 

 

"who's home do you want to take her song jong ki ssi!"asked the director.How embarrassing

 

 

"i meant the hotel-"

 

 

"oooooooooo"

 

 

"aish,i don't want to talk to you guys"

 

 

"puppy!let's dance!"suddenly she sing a song and then take the little invisible puppy and start to dance while carressing it.She made the mood fun and joyful,with her happy eyes and beautiful smile.

 

 

"mpfff,stop dancing like this you'll fall"she looked at me came close and smiled.

 

 

"ajussi will catch song hye kyo before i fall then...i will give you candies!"how can she be this cute!

 

 

"ok,stop now,the puppy need to sleep and we too ok?"her manager take her, but song hye kyo didn't want to go and instead she hide behind me,i was surprised.

 

 

"i want to stay with the puppy, ajussi will stay and take care of me if i fall down, i will give him a candy"

 

 

"kyo...aigo"the manager was really tired then song hye kyo stop hiding and walk before her manager,carressing her head.

 

 

"no cry,kyo,will give you a candy" she really had a candy in her poket. Our heart melted,how cute! what a good girl,then the manager take gently her hand.

 

 

"i will stop but you have to come with me ok?"

 

 

"then no more crying?"her manager smile,gosh she can be an actress too,because song hye kyo listened to her quite well.We where amazed by her.

 

 

"Wait"song hye kyo look at me with those beautiful and sparkly eyes.

 

 

"candy and puppy,take care,kyo have to go home"she then leave.When i went in my room of the hotel i couldn't stop thinking of what happened today.There was really a lot going on,i never saw her drunk,it was a first,but it was so cute,i never saw someone act like that,i wanted to take her in my pocket and bring her home...why.

 

 

"why do i want to bring her home?this is crazy!...wait...could it be that i...?"i finally realized that i have feelings for her.But sh ethink i don't love her...sigh...what a mess.

 

 

The next day,when i went on the set she was already there.Everyone asked her about her drunk self and i walked near because i was curious too.

 

 

"sorry i am so embarrssed"her cheeks slightly red.She is so beautiul in the morning.

 

 

"o!song jong ki,no i mean ajussi"

 

 

"ahahah,director"i laughed and song hye kyo looked at me with a smile.

 

 

"good morning"i want to .So i smile and cross my arms walking to her side.

 

 

"why do you guys called him ajussi"

 

 

"because you called me ajussi"her face became bright red.

 

 

"then you-"she stopped me.

 

 

"let's start to work,yay"she walk away and we laugh,seeing her walk away real fast.

 

 

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After we eneded another day of work,we headed to the hotel,kim ji won and song hye kyo where in the same room,but at the end of the day,song hye kyo was always alone because kim ji won would go in the room of jin goo and mine,yes me and jin goo share a room.

 

 

After i realized my feelings for her,i started acting a little selfishly,i want to confess to her but at the same time i am scared,i know it's stupid since she feel the same way,but it seems like she is so set of not showing her feelings to me.That's right,she is too good an actress,even tought i heard it with my own ears,by the way she acted i tought she doesn't have any feelings left for me,that's why i decided to at least test her reactions because i want to be sure of what she really feel,this time i want to see it with my own eyes.Right now i am going to her room,as i walk heading there i feel my heart growing more nervous by the minute,not to mention the way it beat so fast.I feel like an idiot,how could i have been so ignorant for all these years about my own feelings,saying that it's because i am a fan,or because we are frends,when i tought i know everything about her in the end it's not the truth and it make me want to be the only one to know all about her,i want to be the first and only.

 

 

"ok"i take a deep breath and take the last step,finally i am in front of her door,when i was about to knock on the door,the door slowly open up. I was surprised because she was right in front of me.With her straight hair ,and her surprised expression.

 

 

"song jong ki?what are you doing here?"

 

 

"...i...do you want to go for a walk?" she was a little confused but in the end she accepted.

 

 

"...sure,let's go"

 

 

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"so,i didn't know you could drink "

 

 

"why can't i?"

 

 

"no,i am just was curious,because i never saw you drink"i wanted to know if she was like that because of me or not.

 

 

"well,because i didn't drink back then...let's say i started to drink because of work and in the end i also started to like it"

 

 

"so you where like that for the past years?"

 

 

"Yes"

 

 

"i see"so it wasn't because of me...

 

 

"listen...then when you get drunk you always become like a child?"she stop and look at me.

 

 

"...don't you start arasso?don't do it"

 

 

"aigo,why? are you embarrassed?"she walk a bit faster and i follow keeping on teasing her.

 

 

"i can't ear anything"she mumble.

 

 

"you where so cute,talking to an invisible puppy,then you gave it to me"she ran a bit and i started to run too.Suddenly she stop but almost fall,she turn around and hug me,gosh i was surprised,in a good way,tought i had to ask why she was screaming.

 

 

"AAAAA"

 

 

"what happened?why did you scream?"

 

 

"a-a--a black thing came out i think it was a big mouse" i tried to look but then we ear ...a cat.

 

 

"meow,meow,meow"the cat was black and white,but maybe she only saw the black part and since it's night she got scared,the thing is that the cat took a liking at her,because she started to touch her leg" i can't help but laugh inside,so i just smirk and hold her back tightly to me.

 

 

"aren't you happy?you found a kitty and is real this time"she looked at the cat and i could see her ear become red from being embarrassed,i bet she just want to bury a hole and get inside it.

 

 

"cough..."she look at me a little angry.

 

 

"anyway..." she tried to get away from me,but after seeing that i am not letting go,she looked at me.

 

 

"how about you let me go?" i smirk and she open wide her eyes in surprise.

 

 

"yesterday you where so cute"i hug her tighter and now she is once again in my arms,i can feel her breath on my neck and i can smell her perfume,so sweet and tender.I put aside some of her air so that i can see her ear,i get closer to it and wisper.

 

 

"you wanted my protection,so you went behind me,how cute,do you trust me so much?"

 

 

"ya!what's with you!let's me go"she try her best to breack free but i have no intention to let go,i like this sensation,i always liked hugging her,but it was on a friendly tone,now that i have her fully in my embrace...i can feel her tender body.She is wearing a Floaty embroidered dress of a blue dark color,it really suit her,and it's perfect for a summer night outside,she is simple but elegant,she has an aura of her own.Not to mention her pretty legs,i am a ert i know,right at this moment i found out i am actually a real ert.

 

 

"i don't want to let you go tought,what are you going to do?"

 

 

"what?-song jong ki"

 

 

"yes?do you have an idea,for me to letting you go?"

 

 

"...ya,it's not good,what if someone see us?"

 

 

"what's wrong with that?"

 

 

"are you cazy?what if they say-"

 

 

"it's ok,i don't care"

 

 

"song jong ki you must be out...tsk,you are making fun of me,yea,keep on going on,let's see till when you can still go on then"

 

 

"hey,you can hug me too and belive me i can stay like this for a long time"

 

 

"..."she didn't answer,but i could feel her small arms traveling behind my back,my heart started to beat even fast and i couldn't help but hug her even more tight as i was waiting for her to hug me back,but in the end she didn't hug me.Instead she put her arms down...i now understand her doubts,she wanted to hug me but is trying hard to bury her feelings.

 

 

"no i won't"

 

 

"...you should hug me tought...or else i won't let go and do i will do an outrageous thing"

 

 

"just stop it,your teasing isn't fun"

 

 

"but for me is fun"i am hugging her and enjoy this moment,even tought i am so sorry for making her suffer so much.I want to tell her everything,but,i am scared and nervous.

 

 

"song hye kyo,what if i tell you i like hugging you?"

 

 

"what-are you crazy?what's with you?...be a good friend and let's go back"

 

 

"..."friends... i start to hate that word between us...i wonder if she felt the same way back then.

 

 

"listen,i really think it's better for you to let go"song hye kyo's tone changed,maybe she hate me doing this?...i think that it's time to let go,i don't want to force it...i also need to find the right time to confess.I am not good with confessing...wait maybe...i can do it right now?...yes let's try.I finally let her go,she,isn't looking at me at all,The both of us are silent,while i looke at her trying to ignoring me.

 

 

"song hye kyo"

 

 

"what?"she turn around,finally"

 

 

"i have something to say to you"

 

 

"... ok say"song hye kyo want to play it cool it seems...i am quite nervous.

 

 

"i...i...i t-"

 

 

"drrrrrrrr,o,it's kim ji won"

 

 

"sure"damn it...why did she call now?,aish...well to tell the truth i am relieved,i tought my heart would explode.

 

 

"ok,we will go back right now,bye"she close the call and look at me.

 

 

"let's go back,she need the key for the room."

 

 

"is she staying with us,i mean jin gu again?"we start to walk back to the hotel.

 

 

"dae,so it seems"

 

 

"My gosh...they shouldn't do this,it's not right"

 

 

"...let them be,because of work they rarely see each other lately"

 

 

"yea,but why should i e the one to suffer?"

 

 

"change room then,i think they can give you a spare or not?"

 

 

"na,i will keep on staying there,my place is there she must get out..."

 

 

"aigo,how childish."she shake her head while looking ahead,not noticing me looking at her...my gosh,how could i have been this stupid all this time...i really want to hug her,hold her hand.

 

 

"sigh"

 

 

"what's wrong?why are you so gloomy?"

 

 

"nothing...just somethings"if only you knew,what's tormenting me...

 

 

"anyway let's go"...i can't do much that's for sure,i am aware,but at least let me do something that is similar to a hug.I put my arm on her shoulder,she try to push it away with her hand but without saying anything i take her hand instead.

 

 

"ya..."

 

 

"if you keep on struggling i am going to hold your othr hand too.I don't know what is gonna come out of us,later on"

 

 

"ya!"

 

 

"so?stay like this or-"

 

 

"arasso,walk fast"i smile while seeing her face becoming red,she is just so alluring to me.Do we seem like a couple now?i hope so.

 

 

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Finally we enter the hotel,song hye kyo and i go back to our rooms,and as always i see something really obscene.

 

 

"ya,you two,how about you get a room?" jing go and kim ji won,kissed like no tomorrow,entangled to each other.I wonder,if i came just a bit later,what the heck would i see?..i get goosebumps all over only thinking about it.

 

 

"omo,is she back?"

 

 

"dae"i said with my lazy tone.

 

 

"assa"she get up from the bed and put her shoes on,she run outside like a tornado.

 

 

"sigh..."

 

 

"what are you looking at?"say to me jin goo,while laying on the bed,as if nothing happened.

 

 

"ya...i leave here too"

 

 

"so what?are you embarrassed?"

 

 

"then do you think i would enjoy seeing the two of you almost ripping your clothes apart?"

 

 

"relax nothing happened,i wouldn't let my girl being seen by another man"

 

 

"bastard"i sit o my bed.

 

 

"by the way,what's with your face?why so gloomy?"

 

 

"...i fell for hye kyo"

 

 

"ahahahahhaah,gosh how slow"

 

 

"how slow what?ya,why are you lauughing in the first place?"

 

 

"ya,everyone can see that you where in love with her,like ages ago.You talked about her everywhere,if someone talked about her you smiled and where proud as if it where you,friends?fan?bull"

 

 

"ya,then why didn't you help me?she even confessed to me and i rejected her!"

 

 

"what use was there?you where such a dimwuit that even if i told you about it you wouldn't know,it was better for you to understand it alone"

 

 

"what if she got a boyfriend in the mean time?..."

 

 

"well she did have some boyfriends,sigh,i still remember your exression everytimewe heard she had a man,you where so down and wouldn't even look at her news anymore,only sometimes.You where always saying,"he won't make her happy"and so on,then when you came to know that she broke up then you where mad saying"see,i knew it,i have to cheer her up"then as always you wouldn't even sent her a text bcause you remembered when you rejected her,tsk,what an idiot"

 

 

"damn you!stop it!,what a good friend i have,aish"i then turn around to take a shower.When i fineshed washing up kim ji won was already there on his bed,they where so...unreasonable!"

 

 

"listen,you can go in my room you know"

 

 

"he fell for kyo"

 

 

"aigo,he finally noticed it,aigo,so slow,so many wasted years,aio"they shake their heads ignoring my person.

 

 

"you know i can ear everything"

 

 

"we are doing it so that you can ear it"she say with a smile,gosh i really can't stand these people.

 

 

"so want to go to her?"

 

 

"are you crazy?we aren't even in a relationship"

 

 

"ya,it'as not a single bed,you won't sleep with her...just sleep in my bed"

 

 

"are you selling your best friend to be with your boyfriend?"

 

 

"this is called helping each other song jong ki"

 

 

"no!never!"as if,i am a traditional person,she is a girl and also isn't even my girlfriend,even when we leaved together we never slept in the same room,how can i sleep with her right now when i am so unsettled!these people are crazy!.

 

 

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30 minutes later.

 

 

"toc toc"

 

 

"yes i am coming-song jong ki?"damn...here i am.

 

 

"hello...can i stay in this room?"she was shocked,i knew damn it

 

 

"wae?what's wrong with your room?"

 

 

"do you even need to ask? they are all lovey dovey,kissing here and there,talking all night,i can't sleep! please save me"

 

 

"ya,bear with it,i am a girl and an actress you are too...wellyou are a man,soit's not good,what if someone sees us?"

 

 

"ya,no one know we are at this hotel and who would care about us?"

 

 

"anyway no i am sorry"

 

 

"o please!"

 

 

"sigh,i know we are friends and that you won't do anything still-"

 

 

"who said i won't do anything?"she look at me in silence her face became expressionless.

 

 

"i see,then try your best to sleep in your room tonight,good night"she try to close the door but i but my foot in to block the door.

 

 

"please,i was just joking,what do you think i can do?"

 

 

"i don't have any idea of what is going on in your head,for what i know you can even be thinking of kicking me out and take my room,go away!"

 

 

"who did you take me for i am song jong ki not kim ji won,she kicked me out i am not going to do what you say,so please!"

 

 

"no!"she try her best to kick me out,even stoping hard on my foot,but i have no intention of surrender anyway i don't have anywhere to go,well i do but i want to stay here,so fighting song jong ki!.

 

 

"song hye kyo,listen,it was a joke before ok?we are friends right?"she stops and i just want to burn my tongue to say the thing i hate the most,friends.But at least she calmed down...her face is different from before and i see a little bit of sadness?damn she is too good n actress,again,she is using her acting skills on me!that's cheating! i tell you.

 

 

"arasso,friend"she smile.It's as if she just wanted me to tell her this word,when i am sure she don't like us being friends as much as me.Anyway,sigh,at least she opened the door.

 

 

",ayo,thanks"she look down beside me"

 

 

"what's that?"

 

 

"My suitcase?"

 

 

"i know,i am asking you why are you with that?"

 

 

"i am temporary here with all my belongings,she brought hers in mine and took out all of my things,it's obvious i will take my babies and transfer to a more kind house no?"i smiel at her.

 

 

"house?sh...and this temporary time when will end?"

 

 

"till we finish the dram?-YA! don't trhow me out again!it's cheating arasso?"she look at me and shake her head.

 

 

"just come inside,put your babies in the closeths and i will take a shower in the mean time"

 

 

"arasso"she take her things and head to the bathroom,I may seem a ert because i am following her till she get in the bathroom and i am still watching the door,but...it's just that i can't belive we are like this...thinking back i was a fool since many years ago...what about song hye kyo?when did she fell in love with me.

 

 

"i finished,if you want to go inside you can"

 

 

"it's ok i washed up in the other room"

 

 

"i see"she has he hair wet.

 

 

"aren't you,going to dry your hair?"

 

 

"of course,tought i think it's quite hot right now,sigh"

 

 

"wait,i will help you"

 

 

"you don't have to,there is no need-"

 

 

"it's ok don't worry,i will do a good job"she sit on the chair and i walk beside her,i then take the hair dryer andstart to gently blow her hair.

 

 

"..."

 

 

"so,am i doing a good job?"

 

 

"yes...you did a good job"

 

 

"this is the first time"

 

 

"liar"

 

 

"do you think i have so much hair on my head?"

 

 

"ahahah" i smile

 

 

"i like your smile a lot,keep on smiling...always"

 

 

"...ya...you are seriously scaring me,song jong ki" sigh,it's going to be pretty hard for her to understand.

 

 

"do you think i changed?"

 

 

"yea,quite a lot"

 

 

"of course i changed...so,do you like the way i changed?"

 

 

"well,i think you are doing a great job.I like the way you interact with other people,how you treat the staff and how serious you are during work,we are similar in this aspect...."

 

 

"yea that's right"i can't help but smile, i am truly happy to hear her saying such words.

 

 

"...song jong ki"

 

 

"hu?"i suddenly feel a warm sensation on top of my hand,my heart started to beat uncontrollably,just my her touch"what...is it?"

 

 

"...i think it's ok now,my hair are dry already"she grab my hand and take it away from her hair.

 

 

"why?did i do somethiing wrong?..."i hesitated at first because i was afraid.

 

 

SHK POV

 

 

Yes you did!what's whit you song jong ki?! i mean why are you being like this? making me misunderstand! aish...

 

 

"no,it's ok,but my hair are no more wet and we should go to bed"

 

 

"...ok"the both of us then finally went to bed to sleep...but i couldn't...in the end my body moved on it's own and i turned to his side,only to see song jong ki looking at each other.We didn't say anything for a few seconds till finally he started to talk.

 

 

"can't sleep?"

 

 

"no...what about you?"

 

 

"me neither"

 

 

"i see..."

 

 

"why can't you sleep?"he look at me with his beautiful eyes,that seems to only reflect my image in it and i can't resist him.

 

 

"because you are here?"

 

 

"...because i am here?...what do you mean?"what do i mean? aigo,can i say the truth?i feel like an idiot to fall for you once again and most of all i feel like a little child in puberty because of you!,can say that i can't calm down? of course i can't say something like this that's why.

 

 

"i am afraid you will start to do scary things,i heard that you are a sleepwalker"

 

 

"...i am not a sleepwalker"

 

 

"...i see...mmm,what about you?"

 

 

"..."again those eyes,why is he looking a me like that?i can't even bring myself to ask if he is trying something with me or if it's just my imagination...but if it's my imagination,gosh i really am a clinic case!.

 

 

"i can't sleep,because i can't wait for your confession tomorrow" TUD

 

 

"omo,song hye kyo! are you alright?"how embarrassing!

 

 

"oi,oi,oi,i am fine,don't worry"he get out of bed to help me.

 

 

"ya,how about you pay attention?how can you be like this?aish...are you hurt anywhere?"he look at my body carefully,my arms,my knees,with a worried expression on.

 

 

"i am fine really,you seem a ert touching me like this,stop touching me please"finally he stop and look me in the face.

 

 

"i am just worried,sigh"finally the both of us go to bed and i hear him laugh.

 

 

"how could you fall from the bed seriousky?"

 

 

"mister go to bed please"i turn around and close my eyes...how can i fall like that?isn't that your fault in the first place? sigh.

 

 

SJK POV

 

 

You are beautiful,inside and outside,sigh,i really want to hug you and touch you,cuddle together with you...but i can't,i am not good with confessions and probably everything that comes out of my mouth will sem like a joke to her...and now i am here,sitting beside her bed carressing her face...why it seems like i am doing some bad thing?,aigo!bad hand!what are you doing touching her cherry lips?! stop right now!..omo,omo,omo,ya,song jong ki,where are you going with you face?,that's too close and she isn't even awake!you should ask for permission!...but...she is so alluring...he lips are so tender to the touch...i wonder how she will taste. Even if we kissed already,i can't really call that a kiss,because i couldn't feel her for real,i was only working,i was tense and there were too many people...so just a little,me and her let me taste your lips.Slowly but without esitation i get closer to her face,i look at her beautiful lips and touch them again with my finger before giving her a gentle kiss,with my eyes closed.But i was shoked when i saw her looking at me with her eyes wide open.

 

 

"what are you doing?"she ask me surprised but words couldn't come out from my mouth,i could only see her face and the deside to feel her lips once again.She try to get up,raising her hand trying to push me away,but i stopped her,i gently link my fingers with hers slowly bending my body towards hers,song hye kyo had no choice but lay down again,i hold her hand tighter and look at her.