Wonder where are hyungs? The conference ha ended fo 4 hours from now.. They should've get here already..

Kyuhyun was lonely. It's already 5 pm and his hyungs and Jino haven't come back to the dorm.

I'm starving~ Why does Ryeowook hyung has to have some stupid schedules today?! And where the hell are my other hyungs?! Don't they care that their dongsaeng is hungry?! Grrrr.. Should I try to make some ramen? But I obviously failed last night! It didn't even taste like ramen! More like rotten food! God! Why do you have to make me bad at cooking?!

Then Kyuhyun walks to the kitchen, trying to find some instant ramen. He was thinking of buying food in some restaurant, but he has no energy left to get out of the dorm. He also thought of ordering food, but then he realized that he is CHO KYUHYUN. If the guy that order the food realized him, then Super Junior will HAVE to find another dorm

Kyuhyun is boiling the water now. His face was showing a 'heck I'm gonna make some rotten food as meal!' face. Suddenly, the door's open.

Finally! Someone's home! I don't have to cook now!

Kyuhyun then runs to the door, happy was all over his face

 

"Yah hyung! Why aren't you home yet?! I was starviiiinggg! Don't tell me you have lunch already! And where's my food?! Don't you guys care about your dongsaeng?! And how did-.." Kyuhyun was giving the members tons of question. Then he suddenly stops. He froze at the one person who's standing there

Gwen?

Kyuhyun was shocked. He didn't expect Gwen to be there. If he knows that Gwen is coming, he could've dress better (he's on pj)

"Annyeong oppa! Ah~ I see you just got another blowed up hairdryer huh? Your hair is so messy!" Gwen teased, chuckled a bit. She mess Kyuhyun's hair even more

"Yah don't touch my hair! I just woke up okay! I'm so hungry! Where have you all been?! Wait.. Where's my hyungs and Jino?"

"Oh they have some other schedule.."

"Schedule? At 5 pm?" Kyuhyun raised an eyebrow

"Haha yeah.. You said you're hungry? I brought some food!"

"Gwen! YOU'RE MY ANGEL!!!!!" Kyuhyun said as he hugs Gwen so thight and lift her

"Oppa let me breath!" Gwen says stuggling from Kyuhyun's arms

"Hoho I'm so hungry! Give me the food!" Kyuhyun then grab the bag from Gwen's hand

"Yah oppa! That was rude!" Gwen shouted as Kyuhyun runs to kitchen

Oppa's so funny.. Haha

Then Kyuhyun quickly eat the Seafood Bbokeumbbop, his favorite food. Gwen walks toward the kitchen to accompony Kyu with his food

"Is it good?"

"El, yea ihis! (Hell yeah it is!)"

"What?" Gwen looks confused. Kyu swallowed his food

"I said, hell yeah it is!"

"Ooh.. Haha I thought you hate it.. I was about to take and eat it from you haha!"

"Yah you gorilla tummy!" Kyu says and take another bite

"Meannie!"

"Haha.. How did you know I love this food?"

"I'm perfect! I know ANYTTHING! hoho!" Gwen says, as proud as ever

"Yeah right! You don't even know what is the capital city of California!"

"You bet I do! It's Los Angeles!" Gwen says like she just invented something that makes Einstein looks nothing

"Peep! Wrong! It's Sacramento!" Kyuhyun smirked

"Yah! So what?! I'm not good at Geography! Ask me something else! Ask me.. Biology!"

"Biology?! Psht! You always a Bio-Nerd aren't you?!"

Haha I love teasing her like this! Gwen I miss you soooo much <3

"So what if I'm a Bio-Nerd?! That's waaayyyy better than the Starcraft-Nerd!" Gwen stick her tounge out

"Hey! That game is awesome okay! It's not like you can play it anyway!"

"Well it's not like you can do my Bio quizes anyway!"

"Psht! How hard could it be?!"

"Oh really?! What is the pair of Guanine in DNA? Huh?! What is it?!" Gwen says, seems like her patient is over

"Well why the heck should I know?! The important thing is I passed my high school time, and now, it's you time! Muahaha! Feel the frustation, the homeworks and other projects!!!" Kyuhyun teased

"FINE THEN! I'LL JUST GET HOME! YOU'RE PISSING ME OFF!" Gwen says, seems like she's a bit.. Mad?

Omo~ Did I make her mad? Aish~ You pabo Kyuhyun! Pabo!

"OH ANNI! DON'T LEAVE! PLEASEEEE! MIANHAEEE!" Kyuhyun shouted as he grab Gwen's wrist.

What is he doing? He never got this kind of frustrated.. I mean, I'll just leave for tonight and I could come back tomorrow right? He's acting like he doesn't want to lose me or something..

"Please don't leave.. Jebal.." Kyuhyun says. Now their eyes are meeting each other. Gwen can really see the worries on Kyuhyun's eyes

What's wrong with him?

"You do know that I meant I'm gonna leave tonight and comeback some other day right?" Gwen looks confused

"I know.. But please.. Don't leave.." Kyuhyun begged. He begged like he's going to lose something so important in his life

"O-Okay.." Gwen says. Taking the seat beside Kyuhyun.

"I'm sorry okay.. I didn't mean to get you mad.." Kyuhyun says. Guilt was all over his face

"Ummm.. It's okay oppa! Don't worry.. I wasn't that mad! I caould never get mad to my beloved oppa anyway!" Gwen says, hugging Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun gives a weak smile

"What's wrong oppa?" Gwen ask and holding Kyuhyun's eyes. Trying to make him as comfortable as ever

"Nothing.." Kyuhyun said

Lie~

"Come on! I know you're lying! Tell me! There's something in your mind, right?"

If only you know that you're the one on my mind Gwen!

"Nothing.. Trust me.." Kyuhyun gives a weak smile

"Fine.. If there's nothing, then I'll just leave.." Gwen pretends to get up from her seat

"NO! DON'T!" Kyuhyun shouted and grab Gwen's wrist again

"See?! What's wrong with you oppa?! Tell me! I might can help you!"

YOU DO CAN GWEN! YOU JUST HAVE TO SAY YES TO MY FEELINGS AND BANG! I'LL BE FINE FOREVER!

Kyuhyun let out a long sigh, Gwen then take Kyuhyun's hand again, trying to make him comfortable. Kyuhyun look at those pretty hazel eyes again. He can feel the warmth, the cheerful, all about Gwen

"So? What is it?"

"*sigh* It's just that.. I miss you sooo much! I feel so alone. If my hyungs are having their own schedule, I'll be left here, alone. Or if I have my schedule, I will have no time to play or hang or talk to someone like what we're doing now.." Kyuhyun look down. You can really feel what does he feel

Omo~ Oppa..

"Oppa.."

"It's just that.. I'm afraid that you'll forget me! And someday for sure, you'll get a boyfriend and you'll get busy with him and we won't hang anymore! It's just that-.." Kyuhyun starting to cry

"Oppa.. Don't cry.." Gwen pulls Kyu into her hugs. Kyu cries even more

Why am I crying?! But he scent.. Everything about her.. It hurts to see her with other guys, even if it was Jino, my dongsaeng..

"Oppa.. I will NEVER forget about you! You're my beloved oppa! I love you sooo much! I will never forget you! Don't worry~" Gwen patted Kyu's back

Still Gwen.. You'll get Jino as your boyfriend, I'll get more busier with schedules.. We will get our own business! And I know you said you love me, but that's not the kind of love I'm expecting from you! I wanted a love from a girlfriend to a boyfriend.. Not a sister to brother..

"Oppa~ I'll be here! Don't worry! You can always text me everytime! You can even text me before you go to the toilet! haha" Gwen jokes, trying to melt the cold situation. Kyuhyun chuckled a bit

"Don't worry oppa.. You'll always be my oppa and I'll always be your dongsaeng!"

Yeah.. My dongsaeng.. ONLY my dongsaeng..

"Argh.. This is so embarassing.. Sorry Gwen.. I'm such a big baby.. Haha" Kyuhyun says as he let goof Gwen's arms. She can only smile

"Never feel alone oppa.. ELFs are here! I am here! You can text me everyday! Everytime! Everysecond! I'll be like.. You're 24 hours phone operator! Haha" Gwen jokes again, Kyuhyun chuckled. She really know how to make someone feels better

"Haha okay..  Thanks Gwen.."

"For what?"

"For everything.."

"Ne, whatever it was.. Cheonma" Gwen smiles, Kyu smiles back to

Omo~ My oppa is having such a hard time.. I can't imagine how lonely would it feel to be like him.. Tons of schedules each day, sometimes when he got home, he's alone.. Oppa.. I'm sorry! I'll visit the dorm more often, I promised!

I told her that I missed and afraid to lose here.. I didn't say that I still love her though.. It might not be a good time.. or maybe, I should just let her go?